For peace: I block, delete and Ignore

Good evening dreamers!! I hope that everyone is doing okay right now. It is a special day for all of the fathers out there. Happy Father's Day to the strong man of the family. I saw a lot of post social medias on how they celebrate this day with their Papas. I couldn't deny that I'm a bit envious because I can't do it with my Dad. But I'm know that he is happy now above. Earlier, I pray and wished to rain so that I can feel that my Dad also misses us today and to be surprised, the rain suddenly came. It's not just a rain but it also have a thunderstorm, maybe it's his way to say " Enough on being dramatic " hahaha. Big hugs to those people who also misses their Dad in this special occasion. And let's also appreciate those single Moms who stand as a father/mother to their kids. This day si also for you strong ladies.

It's been a months since I did this practice where in I blocked someone on my social media because I think she is not good for me. I know some of you know the attitude of my Auntie because I already shared to you how she always insulting and degrading me as a person. I know that I am not yet successful but I also believe that I have right to be respect. Everytime I received a message from her, I feel like my whole personality dumfounded. Called me OA or what but I think it is too much especially that she also bad-mouthed my Mom to me . So I asked my Mom and she said that I should make a decision about it and she will support me. I respect her still but I choose to block her so that I can obtain a peace of mind. Am I a bad niece for doing this stuff?

Earlier while attending the mass, the priest said to his homily that " Self love is the new relationship status". Sometimes, we forget to give it to ourselves because we let others occupied us. We let them to control our life to the point that we turn to be an attention seeker. We seek for their love,care and concern to us. But the question is , "Did you have those words on yourself?" You always tried to searched for someone's appreciation even though that you also not appreciate yourself. You're always asked for your value to other but you forget to give it to yourself. Admit it or not, but sometimes we easily give love to others but it's so hard for us to love ourselves. We are willing to fix someone's life even our life is still at broken state. Giving yourself a love that it deserve will not be called selfishness and it will never be. So go, give it and cut all of the toxics behind it. It's really timing right? It seems that He gives me a sign that I shouldn't be guilty too much if I only allow myself to be from toxic people surrounds me. It seems that through this words, it telling me "It's okay, I will put everything on the right place. So relax and have your peace".

I just realized that maybe I'm also on my self-love status right now. As much as possible, I give myself a place where in I can freely breathe. I give myself a chance to feel how to be alive. And you people should also do this. Never let yourself be abandoned in the corner because you prioritize others instead of yourself. Before finding live to others, make sure you have that thing called "self-love". At this point, appreciate yourself for keeping strong until now. Breathing and surviving is not an easy job though. On the other hand, we should not be afraid to block, delete and Ignore people and things. Block those people who is not good for your mental health. It's already year 2022, so set yourself free from toxicity of others. Delete those memories who still hurting you right now. You can remind them at once but don't let yourself live on that page. Set yourself free from that pains of the past. And of course ignore, never allow others to dictate about your life, you should be the boss of your own. Ignore those words that you know that it is not true about you. You are the only one who can know the real you so ignore them because their only goal is to insult and reveal your bad side. Once you engage to them, they can use it against you later. So it's better to work something that can help you to achieve your goals than dealing to those kind of people. We cannot please everyone so stop stuck yourself on the place where you can't find your value at all. There is always a place that suited for you, you only need to put yourself to that place.

Another week had passed, it seems that this month is also waving its goodbye to us but your supports to me stay until now. Thank you dreamers for al of your motivation, advices and for keeping me motivated to continue my path here in this awesome platform. Thank you for allowing this little dreamer to be part of your life somehow. Let's enjoy the rest of the night and have a peaceful sleep later.