Are My Articles Bad?

I don't know why I am not getting tips from the random rewarder here. I have 100% read what the rules are and what the random rewarder posted as an article. In fact, I keep reading and reading it to know why I am not getting a tip from this bot.

I honestly write articles the best I can. I am not complaining but sometimes it gives me pain and frustration when I did my best to write authentic articles and I am still not getting appreciated for the hardwork I put to it.

But they say, never give up. Maybe the bot will notice you and give you a reward for all the patience you have and the hardwork. I want to be optimistic and that is why that even I am not getting tips anymore, I still keep on writing in a hope that the random rewarder bot will notice me.

If that happen, I will be very happy. I can now join those people who has 1 BCH Goals. They said that nothing is impossible if you dream and work hard for it. And that is why I keep writing articles here, doing my passion in writing at the same point earning BCH and become a holder of it just like the others too.

But sometimes, I cannot stop questioning myself if my articles are bad. As you can see from the title, I entitled it as "Are My Articles Bad?", Because as I have noticed a lot of people are getting a lot of tips here and me myself was thinking what should I do to become like them.

I did my best to write articles that are not copied from Googles and put my mind and heart for it. I set aside my depression, anxiety, studies and focus myself to it. They adviced me to keep writing and writing and I do so.

You know I need to cheered myself up and I have to keep telling myself over and over again that not everything I think is correct.

Even though like that, I will still do my best to write articles and I will do my best to make them better. I am not perfect and maybe my articles suck but sometimes I wish I was appreciated. It's no doubt to me, even in real life no one appreciates me so that won't make a big difference from here. That was life and I guess that is how life defines me but it's okay, I need to keep going on. I hate being a cry-baby and not able to stand by myself when everyone does.

Sometimes I asks if what's wrong with me. When my anxiety attack happens, I felt like losing my mind. I only have myself and I have to stand. But that is the thing that I can never do because I am coward.

I'm sorry for telling out my frustrations in life but it just the way I can express them because in real life, I can not tell people around me because they don't understand. And it become worse when I have realized that my articles are not even getting tips from the bot. I am not complaining but rather I am down. I don't know but my mind is a whole messed up now but I have to remind or even slap myself all the time to never give up.

I'm sorry if my articles are not that good enough. But please I have one thing to asks from you, please don't downvote it. I am getting more depressed. It's not even getting tips and it's getting downvotes and unlike. It actually gives me anxiety because I can just ask, why it all happen. I am sure of myself that they are not plagiarized but just a thumbs like is enough. Just a little thumbs up for my article will boost me a little. I'm sorry but I guess this is the emotional article I have written here and I hate to show my weaknesses. I hope one day everything will be okay. I hope I will get a little appreciation that will cheered me up. Again, sorry if they are not making sense but look, I am trying my hardest here. I wish for my hardwork and effort to get paid off no matter how little it is.