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It seems he never wanted me here, its just like everything happened to took charge. My problem was not care to be bothered or my presence was a burden perhaps.Prague was his new home because Fate was taking him far from me, it was his farewell now.
My heart was mourning and so my eyes.even though I promise my self I will not cry because he had always broken my heart, but I promise my self that I won't break. Even if I will, not for him. My laugh,my voice , my tears , my presence was ineffectual because it seems I was nothing to him.
He just feel like calling me, not because he wanted to, Because I didn't know why I was there, the reason is just to fulfil the give and take. The only company I had was a glass of coke, my heart was telling me to leave, but I couldn't.
My heart was telling me and expecting something to happen.silly, this part is because it's expecting something from him. Expecting something from the unknown.
I filled my self with a bowl full of his memories, and with plate full of his looks.i never Miss him so much because he was right in front of my eyes.i could see him expressing mirth with his friends and I could see him laughing. I sit quietly in a corner , though I am not the type and gelling up in my whim.
I realized how altered a life could be.i love talking to new people , unknown , different. That moment I was like a different person, he made me special, I was alone in the crowd even though I was with him.
He ask me " care for some food?"
"No, thanks. I am full" , I shook my head.
My eyes was on ground , I pushed them to look at his. And that make him to be lost and I was too. Swayed in the world like everything stop.
My forehead could feel his breaths. He brush is lips on mine as he lowered down. He didn't want to let my hands go, that were all in his hold.
His tongue was tied when I looked at him. Tears flow down my eyes as my hands slipped from hold. I have never wanted somebody so bad and I didn't know what its was. My heart was skipping , I was breathing heavily . Everything shows I was swaying away with life and so he was, I dream of everything when I left the place. I couldn't feel the whole burden of heavy heart, and I was engolve with the fear of loosing him at every point of time. I left them all behind.
It was there , but I couldn't assume the attachments was over, I was deeply hooked. The wounds was still there and the healing time was done , when it seems the show was over. He had his Own way of getting into my life and he had his own way of leaving.love was still there but life had began. It was real that something was done, painful , but a reminder of his presence . It makes me a someone else, always will he have a place in my heart, untouched and undying? Not anymore.