I Want you to Cheat my Love: Open Letter for 58th Months of Being Together

"May you never steal, lie, or cheat, but if you must steal, then steal away my sorrows, and if you must lie, lie with me all the nights of my life, and if you must cheat, then please cheat death because I couldn't live a day without you." -Dominique McElligot

I'm down on my knees praying that someone comes to stay in my side no matter how the strong storm of life strikes. I'm begging God to let me meet someone who can understand my pain and suffering. Who can wipe my tears when I cannot stand in my bed, buried with insecurities. I want to feel the warmth of care, that every time I'm sick or cold I can lean on your shoulder, showing my weakness.

God answers me back. Heaven assigned a person to hold my hand in the deep ocean. I realized that we are already four years and ten months together. I know you are not fond of reading literature. You may not read this but I Still Love You. I already memorized the shape of your face, the very details of your eyes that once I stare I feel safety. Your little nose that often itchy when the room is dusty. Your hair flips and bounces because of its curliness. Your petite body that can be easily hug.

I can't imagine the world without you. But if you want me to stay away, I will, letting you be happy is my priority. But please let me know it first, I want to prepare myself that when that time comes, I won't regret my Love. If you want me to fight along with your side I will. I can be your soldier, your knight, and shining armor. I will do anything impossible, to prove my love for you. My love, I'm asking you these favors,

If you will steal

please,

steal away my sorrows

That every time I woke up in the middle of the night crying, don't get tired of staying in my side. Please relieved my pain. I promise to heal myself but I can't do this without you. Please be my strength when I couldn't find mine.

If you will lie,

lie with me

all the nights of my life

My arms can be your pillows when you sleep. I can hug you and let feel my love. The nights are calm and peaceful when I'm at your side. I can hear hear clearly the beat of your heart as it tells how much you love me. The sounds of your breath are music to my ears, telling you are real and will never leave.

If you will cheat,

please

cheat death

If I can be with you forever in this flesh, please do. Death wouldn't tear us apart but the time losing you is like an internal pain. I don't want to see your name written on the stone. If death will push us apart let me leave first. As losing you is equivalent to death.

My love thank you for all the joy, laughter and hundreds of stories. Lets always stay all night dancing in our favorite song. I can not give you the world right now, yet, remember that my eternal love I can offer at this moment. No jewelries or your favorite game items. No air-conditioned room and luxurious dinners. But soon, I know, I can offer you the mountains and sea. We can reach heaven together. I love you, and I always will. Forever and beyond.

Your love:

Mark

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BLOG #18
MONTH: MARCH 2022
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