Booking A Date To Explore My Fantasies

Looking through my calendar for that perfect date I can set aside to explore all that has been on my head, the date has to be perfect in that everything needed for the experience to be epic has to be in place, things like I have to be free, I have to have sufficient money to cater for all expenses, things like tagging along the perfect person to share such beautiful moment with, it's so going to be a date I'll be remembering for the longest time, I've got to have it all figured out. I'm no event planner but this time out with myself has to go right, it's more serious than all meetings I've attended put together. Its for me.

What then are the fantasies I wish to explore, where do I want to go, what would I love to do, with whom would I like to get such an experience with, how much of money would I need to save up for such experiences, afterwards what time would be the best time to go on this vacation. There are a lot of places and I can think of a million things I'll love to do, many of which entails food, yes most of my time out would capture me eating different kinds of food, almost at all times would there be something in my mouth, if not drinks I'll be sipping, I plan on getting fat that day, I'm so slim now., don't tell me its impossible.

I would love to have a lady by my side, no not family, family would always have a funtime with me anytime and everytime, but I don't know how to lie to myself, the mood I'll like to experience on that day has got to be a different realms of thrilling, i would be myself a 100 percent, family tagging on this journey with me would get me coordinating myself cause that's me, I take family serious, you won't see me misbehave at home, I have younger siblings that I caution, I won't break my years of arranging and putting things right to make them free to misbehave at home. Don't bring your dirty characters home, drop them outside.

Most probably she'll be a very good friend. The love of my life most preferably, my fiancee most most pleasurable, cause I wouldn't like having such an amazing experience with someone I wouldn't like to remember because I'm heart broken, you see this love of a thing is a crazy thing, the one you love so much is just in a thin line from being hated so much, it's all from a place of wanting to know how they truly feel about you and not playing the cards all along. Safely I should have taken a family or a no strings attached friend right, but if I do so I'll only be lying to myself and that spoils the whole fun from the very beginning.

From the morning to the sunset to the dark nights, even to my unconsciousness while asleep, everything counts, everything have got to be an experience, I'll probably be sleeping differently than I've done all my life, I'll do things differently than I've done all my life, I'll eat what I love though, yes I'll try out new delicacies but I'll also be eating what I know and I love, I won't want to be running to the rest room more often than I spend having fun, so on the area of what I eat and drink I'll be quite selective. Well it's almost inevitable that I visit the toilet cause as I said earlier, I'd be eating a lot, I mean a lot.

As you can see I'll be needing a lot of money for this, so much money that If i should get now I won't be thinking of the vacation anymore rather I'll be thinking of what business to do or how best to make this money multiplied. Of course, I know you thought I was ready for the vacation already, yes I'm ready but a lot has to be done first, we keep working for that perfect date, I might be flying across countries to fulfill this desires, maybe when I get to your country we can see and connect, then I would try some of your local dishes, please be careful not to give me any food I'll regret, thanks.

Everyone deserves a day out of pure fun and joy, I believe family should also be a constant beneficiary of this enjoyment especially when its done frequently, however we must accept the fact that we have to pleases that desire inside of us to let out our inner fire, family in that picture most times doesn't cut it, so I'll rather go alone or with my lover with home I can be crazy with. Its important I do this, its therapeutic, self creating a memory I'll always look back to and be happy I took that step. Plan out a day solely for yourself and enjoy yourself.