The Pastor's house and it was called us (Parsonage). It has a 2nd floor, only Sam who slept in there and the first floor Pastora, Pastor and their only child are sleeping on it. Weeks after that happened, there is one night. They noticed that Sam was like can't sleep and kicking the floor, which is the selling of our Pastor's, but our Pastor get up to tell Sam that they can't sleep because of that doing. Kicking the floor. As our pastor walking up to stairs and see Sam, Sam is sleeping well and there is no sound he hear.
As the morning comes,
Pastor: Sam last night we heard a sound and looks like you are kicking the floor.
Sam: Pastor, I am sleeping very well last night, I didn't hear any annoying sound or even kicking the floor.
Pastora: Forget about what happened last night it maybe it was just a mice.
___________________________Months passed, Sam is leaving in the Parsonage because she have a family problem that she need to solve. (I don't know what it is all I know that Sam had a family Problem). Months passed from Sam's leaving. There is a Sunday that Sam didn't attend Sunday Service.
A week pass, I see someone posted on Facebook looking for Sam. And as I remember it was Sunday early in the morning, Church Service. I am outside in the Parsonage, there is a man shouting that, there is a human body find near in the (Sitio Lantawan). (Sitio means small place or area living of people) (Sitio Lantawan is Sam's place and it is located across the road of our Church).
And Yumi is shouting and Crying it was Sam's body. Yumi is crying with tears. As I heard Sam's name, I was shock, my body is shaking and was stunned. The church service is ongoing that time but without hesitation I go to the forest near the Lantawan and they said that it was suicide. She Committed Suicide in the Forest like there is no one can see her, the place is like dead river. Sam's Body was lying down, there is a bottle of Zonrox or Chlorine and suspected that Sam drink it and tie her neck on a thin rope.
I see the body and face of Sam. I can describe it, as I can see her, you can't know that it was Sam because her face is so Dark ,she was like a pig in the slaughter. The beautiful face of Sam was gone. I was shock and stunned, I can't believe that she can do it. I think she was find 3days from the day she was gone.
As I heard, Before she was ran away to there house. There was a chaos happened in their family. They say that, there is one night her eldest brother and her, drinking alcohol together with the friends of her eldest brother and there father find out what they did. So that her eldest brother spank by her father a wood. Sam thought that the cause of that chaos is her. She could not handle she and couldn't bear it and maybe that's the reason why she Committed Suicide.
There are so many gossips came out why Sam do it, for me it is only God and Sam know why she do it. In night after her body was found, their Sitio and neighbor Sitio, all of us seems can't sleep at that night. It feels like there is something creepy happened outside of our's house, the dog is barking like a wolf. I can't explain that feeling, all I feels is scared.
Author's Message
Whatever Problems that we have, suicide is not the solution on our problems. If there is a problem there will be a solution. God didn't allow those problems that we have, if we can't solve it, God's knows our ability. I regret also in that happenings because even in one time I didn't ask her how is she. Let us always check our Friends, if they have a problem or not. Sometimes we people remember those people if they are gone. We can only know there value if they are gone. And to those our Love ones, friends and family. As long as they are alive, feel them that you care, you love and you valued them. Depression is not a Joke.
It is our choice if we choose to give up and it is our choice to continue, but remember there is always a God who are willing to help us. Let Your Faith be bigger than your problems, God is bigger in our Problems.
I hope that in this scary and sad real life story, we can learn a lesson. If you have any problems, always open it up to those person you trust and especially to God.
(NOTE: I am trying my very best to story well in English language, I hope that you can understand)
I just want to express my sincere gratitude to my Readers, who drop comments, Upvoters and especially to my Sponsors, Thank You so much.
If you have Spare time, You can Read and visit my Sponsors Articles.
Special Thanks to My New Sponsor, @BCH_LOVER Thank You so Much.
Lead Image is from Unsplash.com
___________________________If you read this this article, please don't forget to give a thumps Up.
Ay oh kaapas ko ani mao ni perme naku katapad sa church si kuan. Sayang kaau gwapa ug buotan 🥺