You Can Do It Self!

I was not in the mood to write articles for the past few days. Many things going around me, and also rusty never visit my articles anymore. Actually, this is my second account. I have been writing in read.cash for 4 months already. I earned quite decently. But with a heavy heart, I abandoned my account @damelindz because rusty haven't been upvoting my articles for 2 weeks.

Then I made this account, I started from scratch again, introducing myself and such. After I have posted 3 articles, finally @TheRandomRewarder finally noticed them. Rusty gave an upvote though it is not big at least he realized that I exist, Lol! And believe me, I was so happy back then, it was like a rainbow after the rain.

Sadly, it didn't last because after that, he can't seem to find his way to my articles again. I feel so down. I don't know what's going on, did I violate some rules? So I checked my accounts and comments if it was labeled as spam, but it was not. And seeing my friends' articles being upvoted with a big sum made me feel worst.

So I was like, maybe I should like write more articles for me to be noticed. But I have read an article about writing less but got paid more. And it made sense, writing more articles wouldn't guarantee that I would be noticed. If I pushed too hard, it would only make me like a trying hard writer and can't give good quality content articles. So, that really made me so clueless on what to write next. I was really demotivated. But I need this, for me, this is my way of helping my husband with our expenses.

So I look for motivation, I ended up posting a short post about motivation, Lol! And @carisdaneym2 gave me some motivation, hahaha. And I was so touched by her actions. And also @missD and @Purebeauty, I am so grateful to them.

After that, I was really pushing myself so hard to write. I have so many drafted articles but I can't finish them. It was lacking something. And I thought, what about I write an article about BCH? But on the second thought, I should not. I have little knowledge about it, and that is that bch is a hard fork of bitcoin. I might end up giving the wrong information.

And then, I have been seeing articles about #Club1BCH by @Eybyoung, @PVMihalache, @Jane, @Laurenceuuuu , and @bmgc. I feel so envious of them. I also want to hodl and join in their club, but I know that I can't do it now, not just yet.

So, here I am, trying to be motivated. Venting out my frustrations. Hopefully, I could give my readers more interesting topics that would lead @TheRandomRewarder his way to them. And here's what I realized, I should not push myself so hard because the more I push myself to write, the more I became mentally blocked.

I want to apologize to those persons who were being mentioned in this article, especially to those who don't know me. I just want to let you know that you inspired me.

Thank you for reading! @Luna09 ❤❤

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