@Lovelyfaith
My birthday is Coming! Hello everyone, after so much of sleep I am now awake for some reason that I did slept early last night. Its 2:51 am here and I am writing as the clock is ticking. Is my birthday important to me? I can still remember that my birthday celebration that I had visitors and a food to offer was in my 19th birthday. I never expect that and I am not used to celebrating the day I am born. Why? Maybe because I am upset to this someone, I am upset that she didn't stand her duty and met another guy, yeah its my mom. I am just sad that I never had the family everyone wanted, healthy, complete and happy. I never met my dad too, I mean they introduced someone to me but later on he and his family wants an DNA test result to consider me as part of the family. But now it's not I am angry to her, I just accepted the that I had after her. How sad How painful that is After that fay, I stopped myself and I full myself with my selflove. Except on my 19th birthday, all birthday's that I got, I never had the celebration, so I guess I m used to, when Its my day, nothing is change but a 6normal day to me. When I was on my 18th birthday, I understand that birthday is not just about celebrating, its about being happy and thankful that another chapter of my life has been given. How did I know that? In my very emotional side, I get my tears out of sadness and pity for myself. I feel so unlove and unimportant. I did let that night spend like a normal one, and the day after that, I'm good, I'm fine. It's really hard to show pain and sadness, well I guess that is how important my birthday is, I want to celebrate it even a coke and slice bread is served, I guess nothing is wrong with that? I know grandma is sad too, she wants to give me buy me things but how could she? When her money is not even enough for her medicine, but I understand that. I totally understand the life that I had. Now I am used to not celebrating !y birthday, but still be thankful to God for giving me another step to life. February 5, 2022 My birthday is on Saturday this month, I am not excited but not sad, I am thankful enough to share this to you that I am turning 20 this month. Isn't that amazing? Hehe now I'm getting older, hehe. I really understand the situation we had right now, as you all know, we need money for our house and daily needs, after what typhoon Odette did to us, so I never had a celebration before when everything is good, how much more today that all is bad? Haha But I am not upset, I am happy I am old enough to understand situation. On that day, well I guess I will be doing my daily routine, do house chores, prepare food for grandma and then sleep HAHAHHA. I cannot left my room I love this place and that day, I'll love this place more. I am just happy guys that next next day, It's my day yeah! Live more happily. Thankful I first pf all thanks God for giving me this another step of life. I am so much thankful for the life I am in now. I know He has plan. Patient is my only ingredients for success. Soon in my future I will always be thankful to you and always put you in my heart first and forever. That will be all guys hehe I was just sharing this to you because tomorrow or the next next day, I cannot have the chance like the chance I had now hehe. I hope you guys are okay, I will be so happy if your in a good situation. Always be happy and thankful. Advance happy birthday to me 😊 SALAMAT ❤️
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Advance happy bday ate 💗
Happy 20th birthday to you in advance,try to cheer yourself up and have fun on your birthday, it's a day to be happy and enjoy yourself.
Happy birthday to you in advance you and my best friend are birthday mate . That will make me remember you day .
Happy Birthday hope you have a good 20th year of your life , hope you enjoy your birthday with your love ones. be happy and forget the bad time for a while.
Advanced happy birthday sainyu po! Pakain nalang po ako kapag, luto na litson
The important thing about having a birthday is that every time we have a birthday we are more mature and we prepare for the next one... hehehe... happy 20th birthday.... May God grant you the desires of your heart.
Happy Birthday in advance Love!
Happy birhday in advance lovely! I know you will be more happy when the things already understand by you and overcome it all. Just keep seeking God.
Happy birthday in advance Dear lovely. May this birthday bring you a lot of happiness. Invite us all to the party.
Hey dear. We are with you. Please stay strong.
Advance Happy Birthday sayu siiisss. Let's always remember that birthdays isn't just all about the foods and all. It is being grateful with the new life that we have.
keep being strong friend.. because everything that happens everything has God's plan. I also feel now in a state that is not good for living internal matters. But I believe that God always has other plans in life. maybe this sadness is like a hard whip that you experience because of problems in your family. but rest assured that every struggle in life there must be happiness.
Hey Happy Birthday na agad. Just don't think about anything else and enjoy your day. Mas magiging happy ka if iisipin mo yong nanjan sa tabi mo lagi. 🥰🥰🥰
Birthdays are reminders of us getting old so I don't celebrate it lol! But seriously, I don't celebrate my birthday. What I do though is look back and count my blessings and be grateful for what I have and what I have not. Advance happy birthday to you! Everything is going to be okay. Have faith always :)
Happy birthday my dear friend. I wish you good luck and all the best. You are so young, a lot of beautiful experiences in life are waiting for you. Life is sometimes really hard but we always have to move forward to discover and experience as much as possible. There is always a lot of beautiful things waiting for us on the way of life if we move forward.