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Before, I'm always sure of who I want to be and I can even visualize myself growing old doing what I want, but now I'm not sure myself. I don't know what I want anymore. It's as though I'm lost in the abyss. I don't know what to do anymore.
I don't even know how I was able to survive each day, submitting my requirements and such. Everything is now vague. I'm more tired than ever. I always wanted to do something so I'll feel like I did something productive for the day.
I also have debt with my mom. I can't sustain my needs at the moment since I'm just starting to settle with new job. I have a lot of thoughts going on my mind. If given the chance I'd definitely babble whatever comes to my mind.
Love_16
December 12, 2021
Sunday
I hope and pray that you will be able to unload all the heaviness that you feel including your debt to your mom. Don't think about it too much. Maybe a small talk with your friend, a member of the family or even to God might help.