The reason of my inactivity.

Hello Read cash fam! It's been a while again...hayy, I know that is how I started my blog too weeks ago.. I was less inactive since I went for vacation. When I go back in the city and resumed work, one week is not enough to finish a month piled up work. My Boss even told me that she no longer wanted to relieve and handle some of my workloads😂. So, if I am planning again for a long vacation, I should look for an official reliever😂..

Hehe, my work was really time consuming and the same time stressful. Since last week I felt so drain that all I did was to collapse on my bed after work! It was so tiring, not physically though.

Just last week, after I finalized my report for my spot visit in our outlet in Bacolod, can't help to feel sad and worried. We had several issues or let us say discrepancies/unremitted cash collection in some of our stores. It was not only a thousand in peso but as of the last time we recon? It's Millions. I and my Boss ( group lead) were not happy about it as we are in Risk Management Section. Supposedly, we ensure the compliance all stores. Thus, due to lack of resources and skeletal work force? The risk was high! Ended up this! Honestly? It was so frustrating in our part. It came to a point that I edited the footnote in my report and change it into " Finance Group" instead of " Risk Management and Control". Why? I felt I failed!

I failed to safeguard the company's assets. As a matter of fact one of my team was accountable too! There were Material amount of money that remains unsupported by deposit slips. When I contacted him, he insisted that all cash were deposited. Yet, no matter how long I stared at the bank statement it wasn't!

As his immediate supervisor? Frustrating is understatement. I even asked myself if I am a good leader.. Maybe I lack in some point and forget to ask if they are still okay? If how's life and how they survive this pandemic?

If, i kept on monitoring them, him maybe he didn't commit that? 🥺🥺.

I was anxious after I sent my report and even asked my Boss if I still have a work the next day😂.

Thankful I still had though😂. I was thinking the VP mighy fire me.

So I just make myself busy validating remittances.. Buried myself maybe the reason I got sick.

It only allergies that was triggered, but got a runny nose and fever after. Wooo!

A day before I got sick, I just checked some documents ( sales journal and invoice) sent from our branches for the BIR Audits. Since it was for the year 2020, the documents smelled not so nice. Or maybe only for me? It lingers my nostrills and just a few minutes I was already sneezing! My officemates even called my attention as HR is strict when it comes to Covid symtomps. (We are not allowed to report at work of we have colds). I told them it was only allergies. I was hoping I would feel better the at night but the opposite happened. I got a fever and hoarsed voice.

What I did,.took bioflu after eating my breakfast the next day but drank coffee after insted of water. Was it effective? I think! Haha ,.somehow felt better.

As of the writing, I am better. Unlike last night no matter how I wanted to stay awake I can't. My eyelids keeps on dropping and the next time , I fell asleep. Wake up with the sound of alarm at five in the morning. (Forgot to turn it off).

Should I say, hoping I am totally okay tomorrow?

That's all for today and thanks.for dropping by

Write this using my phone so please pardon my grammr if any.