Date: July 4, 2022 (Monday)

Am I too late for June earnings?

Four days have passed since the start of July, yet this is still my first article of the month. I have been inactive lately due to a lot of reasons going on around and with that, I only have written 17 articles in June. Despite all the challenges going on, I'm still grateful that my ever beloved Bitcoin Cash (BCH) bot, named Rusty, is still there to support me and show me some love.

My June appearances and postings were on and off. Sometimes I was there, the next day I was out. Like things have changed for the past weeks. But despite that, I'm still grateful for everything, even earning almost $40 in total here on Read.

Earning that amount is not easy especially with the recent status of the cryptocurrency market. I am still grateful for everything, whatever was given to me, I feel blessed.

By the way, here's a short message for my beloved bot, Rusty:

Dearest Rusty,

Just so you know I'm still grateful that amidst my inactivity, you're still there to show me your support.

To my dearest Rusty. If you only knew how much I am grateful to you for the generosity and the support that you're constantly showing. Lately, I haven't been so consistent like before, but you're shadow is still seen in the corner of my repository. You're still there cheering to me even in your little ways.

To be honest, lately I have questioned my potential. Whenever I try to write, the white blank sheet and I stared at each other for hours. It's never ending. I can't help but feel sad that even how much I wanted to, it seems like the ink has gone dry. I even question myself if when, where, or how will I ever be back to my usual state. The time when everything seems so wonderful and I haven't thought of anything aside from enjoying the journey together with the wonderful people on my side.

Just so you know, it's hard. It's so hard to stay motivated when you are not. It's hard to push yourself to the things that's not sparkling at you as of the moment.

You know what, Rusty? Sometimes as I roam around, I have seen the sadness on the faces of each one as things turned to the unexpected. But I guess each one has fully understood why you're doing and feeling such.

Rusty, despite all the challenges that we are experiencing lately, I hope to be the Rusty we knew. But even if we no longer feel your presence sometimes, know that I am still here for you and I will always be there for you no matter what. You are the best and truly the best.

Love,

LeticiaFelize

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