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lazysnail is my name and it describe who I am.
hi I'm a man but I got comfortable using Lazysnail as my name even though it sounds girly I still like it. Actually I even used for my in game name (IGN). In some number of online and offline games I played before. As I remember the first time I used this name is when I started playing Toram Online . Toram Online from the name itself is a free to play online games. It is an MMORPG where you dress yourself as an anime whoever who like and in there you will interact with different people from different country. This games has a good storyline, endless tasks, A lot of beautiful scenery and great battle. well I'm talking a lot about the game itself I'm going back to the main topic. It's funny thinking there's still a lot of gamer who fall in a trap of a gamer like me. They even ask me to have a date in real life.
I'm at the park that time, it's around 5:00 in the morning. I'm sitting on a bench under the tree with a coffee. The weather is cloudy it might rain. I saw this games on ads and decided to give it a try so I install it. It took a lot of time to install and reload. Many male gamer love to use a girl avatar in a game and so do I. I dressed as a girl and think of a name for myself.........then I got tired of thinking for unique name. "hellbreaker", "kirito", "monsterwall", "lightning blitz" but wait... I'm using a girl avatar so my name should be cute or something unique or should I go back to my old nickname danDEAN??. I can't think of my name that time and then I ended of thinking nothing at all. I realized is it because there's actually no unique name (what's actually is aunique name?) or I'm just too lazy to think for my own name and there's I saw a snail in a mud it took my attention for a while. Walking or Crawling I don't know what its doing I'm just looking at it for few minutes and thinking where will it go or can he go to it's destination on time? hahahaha then I smile and decided to use snail as my IGN. But, snail alone is a boring name I should add more. I did think for a lot of time, I can actually used danDEAN but I want knew so I think again and think and then I said "ahhhh katamad mag-isip" that's a filipino word for "too lazy to think". That's when I realized I did say lazy for two times and got my attention so I used lazy and combine them and ended up using Lazysnail as my in game name.
From then, I worshipped snail just kidding. But what I actually did is appreciate snail and reflect on it. I might actually consider myself a snail. and if I can become any animals I want to be. I'LL CHOSE TO BECOME A SNAIL.
for me snail symbolize a lot,
Snail symbolize peace
That in every move they do they can't harm anyone, they're just tiny little creature who's minding their own business walking on the ground going to whatever this place they want. looking for food, place to lay eggs, for a friend I don't know. They're just peacefully walking. I consider my characteristics as like as a snail I'm calm (well most of the time) I don't mind anyone near me I'm just doing what I want. But beware, let me tell you there's some snail when eaten is poisonous.
Snail symbolize patience
I like slow and steady. Actually there's two motto in life that I always follow first is "do as you want(as long as you don't hurt anyone)" and the second one is "it doesn't matter how slowly you go as long as you keep on moving" by confucius, I didn't know who made the first motto I stated. As confucius says everything. we're not in race, we all have our own goal in life. We didn't need to run like hell just to show everyone we came here first. It's our own satisfaction that will make us happy. slowly and steady, flow with your own pace. you'll get there as long as long as you trust the process.
Being slow is not bad at all, with walking slowly you'll have a chance to look for your sorrounding. you can see everything and enjoy every bit moment of it, you'll miss nothing at all. Someone told me "the process of making a project is the real success, the positive outcome is just a bonus and the negative outcome is still the process".
Author's Message
well if you reach this part, thank you. I think I successfully waste your time. haahhahaha hope you enjoy reading her.
-Lazysnail
As promise I am here for the cat purpose of curiosity. I hope it wouldn't kill me. Anyways thank you for successfully wasting my time. I like it Naman to be wasted by such interesting people ☺️ keep writing.