Things is not easy in every first time

June 25

Hello users! It's been a multiple days and weeks that I missed opportunities given by this platform. It's not easy to stay away myself here but then I don't have choice and have my focus in one time and one thing. That is why I made a choice between spending so much time here or the real world that need to spent a time.

Decisions is the hardest to make!

Hello everyone, I know most of us here experiencing the bloody moments this time. It is somewhat the reason why other user might inactive one of this days it's because of being unmotivated to keep going. Of course I'm one of it. A lot of things been occupied of my weeks most especially I am working with my very own profession. It is hard for me to handle the time and of course by visiting here that is why it lead me unmotivated again and again by this platform.

Anyway, we all know that every first time is very the hardest. There's no easiest thing by doing the first time.

As I remember the days that I went through to my college journey it is something unexplainable feelings because that was the time that I need to explore myself with different things just like dealing with other people, be connected by the surroundings, and be optimistic in every situation. It's hard because that was the first time I need to become an independent to myself without any companion. It is my first time living alone without any family member in my side. I need to rent some bed spacer in order for me to live near my school. Another adjustment towards living rent room and also living with the other people which came from other places. I could remember the time when it is my first time lying my bed with the other roommate, it feels like uncomfortable feelings.

I don't have choice but to accept the challenge every first time that I've encountered in my life. Whatever hard it is, it would always face the fears.

In connection writing this article and went back again here was so hard right now. Feels like I am again a first timer blogging this site. I don't think so that maybe I am almost a year of this platform and here right now struggling to get back here.

It's been so long that read.cash is one of my source of financial aspect in daily living. I am so thankful that I met this kind of platform which give me a full of hope by doing things as well as by earning also. This is my source of everything that I need and I am so happy that this community made me deal everything without asking support of money from my parents. I am so proud to myself that finally I was able to sustain my necessities without relying to my parents.

Back to the days where my first time starts at this platform. I am so struggling coping up a topic or an outline to write an article. That was the very hard because even a title nor an introduction was so hard to make.

But those first times lead me here today where full of hope, a goal digger and productive all the way.

A first time is a lesson to open our eyes and mind that no matter how hard there will always as an easy way in every keep going.

Just keep believing ourselve and keep going!💓

Happy Saturday!