God saved me.

May 21

We all know that God has a power to control everything. We often realize that God is in control. All we have to do is trust him and believe his power. No one can above God because he is the only omnipotent God in this world.

As this month of May, it was so challenging with me in the real world. It test my patience, perseverance and strength. My moment of this month really hold me to become more faithful to God. I keep asking him to guide me whatever I do, whatever my decisions and whatever my journey. All I want is him to be my strength when I am weak.

There are times that I went to my room and wiping my own tears in my eyes. In the midst of thinking I was able to cry on by asking myself, am I worthy enough? Am I good of what I am doing? Am I progressing? A lots of queries that has been captivated my mind in order for me to stop and think it twice. It's hard for me to bring it on my own problem as I keep overthinking things. One time before I sleep my tears again falling. I blame myself that I am not capable of some things that is why it lead me into discouragements and down. I don't know why I became too hard to myself.

With this moment of emotions of mine there are also things happening on me that lead me more believe the power of God. As what my title entitled 'God save me" it is indeed God save me! Before my birthday, it was on May 15 that I would never ever forget how my life challenge me seriously.

When I am going out for attending the mass. I tend to walk by in the road side but then when I look at the time, it is nearly to start and for sure I will gonna be late. So, I came back in the house then I called my cousin in order for me to ride on his vehicle. When we are about to stop, l thought he will no longer to brought me at the main door of the church because he stop. So, when I tend to hop from the vehicle I told my cousin that I will gonna hop but he didn't hear it. Unfortunately, he suddenly move the vehicle in order to crossed the road but my one leg already touch down the road so means there's a big chances that I will be in danger. Honestly, I was bit drag by the vehicle and knowing that this will be an accident I keep trying myself to jump on from it. Thankfully, I wasn't drag by the vehicle and I safely move my body. I was afraid that time as I realizing myself that it was really an accident for sure.

Next thing happened, after the mass there's unexpected scenarios that has been done again. I accidentally pull out the wire of the organ which is the instrument. It is literally used by the mass. Sadly, it ruined and it cannot fixed it again. What I am most afraid of is that the organ will no longer to be used in the mass. (why it challenge me so good🤦‍♀) with the miracle happened the owner of the organ has an extra uncommon adaptor. I was really thankful to God that he save me a lot on that day.

I was really tested for all the things happened in just one day. Don't you know that I have an interview on the next day and the next day again is my birthday. It was really an amazing scenarios that God always there in my side. He saved me always whatever challenges i've encountered. He reminds me that He is my God, my protector and my savior. Indeed, God is good all the time as He is our God.

I am so thankful for those times that I witnessed how my life been through. God didn't allow me to be alone instead he is always at my back. He is really my savior in everything in this universe.

God is amazing!😇