Things weren't the same just like before. Waking up with someone awaits and just received some energizer to start the day. With the words throws , 'Good morning' with lovable face. Of course, the most powerful word that always tremble in our heart., saying 'I love you'. It was a beautiful day to start on. The feeling of satisfaction as moving forward of the day. Eating breakfast together virtually was so cool. Trembling heart and laughters when corny jokes throwing. Kissing in the forehead was the favorite spot, although the kissed virtually, indeed.
As the day comes an end, it shifts the night. Talking to someone the whole day will complete as the days will end. Time to sleep and there you are again throwing those words to have a good night. It always reminded how beautiful the night is. What a comfortable and feeling love as this night end. It's incomplete when the night has no utterances coming from you. It seems like not at ease and turbulent. Unsatisfied night and there's missing. So, then keeping the night as wonderful when the time to say 'good night and Iloveyou'..
But.
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the reality is in the first sentence.π
It's hard that things weren't the same again. When it is always in your mind and heart. It eventually think that it will forever be there but then some instances was exist.
Woke up and check the phone that could be the routine. But then
No more greetings as this day will start No more throwing messages that will satisfy, No more enegizer that comes from you.
Indeed, the phone is now quiet.
Days shifts to night, the routine is now terminated.
No more good nights, No more trembling heart with the word Iloveyou as the eyes close, No more comforts that makes the sleep tights.
Indeed, the night was feeling blue.
As this night was in the blue and it shattered the heart. The pillows drown by tears. Crying out loud in the silence of the night. It crampled the hearts knowing that the distance will far away twice. No assurance when will be again communicates. It really breaks!
How will start again that this feelings longing?
Been experiencing so bad feelings in the middle of your new journey. Can't take this feelings surely as of this moment.
Take a deep breath...
Looking the bright future of your dreams. That was your dreams and needed a support system within. It may not as easy to deal with but it's your own good. It is worth the wait! Solemnly praying and hoping that someday the dreams of yours will be revealed. And this is it...
HE answered your dreamsπ
Time heals for my emotions!π
Let me take this moment.....
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