Maybe i Love Too Much

They say love is a beautiful thing and it's what gives your heart a soothing relief. When you are in love, there's a lot of things you do, some things appears stupid and some appears to be a wise decision, all the same when you are in love, love makes you do unexpected things that you wouldn't do in real sense.

When you fall in love, you have a lot to sacrifice, a lot to make up for, because you want to appear good and committed to your partner so as to strengthen the relationship the more. Love is good, love is sweet, but to the spouses that loves themselves wholeheartedly, and at the same time, love is sour and bitter to both parties that do not love themselves a bit but just managing and cohabiting with each other.

I have done a lot when it comes to loving someone, I have done a lot of sacrifices to make love and relationship works, and what do i get in return? Lust. I have done stupid things out of i love her and can't do without her, because when one falls in love, you become blind even to things that can slip you.

I have cried so many times for love, you know the feeling when the person you love too much betrays or hurt you to your marrow bone. The tears comes uncontrollably and you you wouldn't even know where it's coming from, so bad and stupid of me.

I have spent a lot to make love and relationship work, you know the feeling when you are in love and you can't just stop buying gifts for the person of your heart, taking him/her out on dates and surprise dinner and eat out, you spend a lot and wouldn't mind spending more because you want to show how much you love and care to your partner.

I have disobeyed and fight for love, you know the feeling when people around you are kind of against your relationship with the other party. You fight for what you believe in and quote everybody wrong and wonder why would they stand against what you love and believe in. When you are madly in love, you fight everybody that wants to stand in your way or stop you from loving your heartrob, not even parents are spared.

I have forsaken my future ambition for love, that sounds stupid right? Yes that's how far love can make you act stupid. You know the feeling of wanting to travel or go for an educational course outside your territory, but you have to forsake them for the fear of losing your partner to another person, or for the fear of the distance that would stand as a barrier between you both.

I have done a lot to make love and relationship works, and right now I'm still doing more!