I'm feeling extremely drowsy this morning and merely consuming a cup of coffee isn't enough. I really need to file for leave of absence to get my body clock back on track. π€ Kung kailan nasa office na ako, saka ko pa naiisip na mag-leave ngayong araw. π Sayang naman yung pagpasok ko kung uuwi ako. Kung hindi ako uuwi, paano ako makaka-survive ngayong araw na groggy ako? What to do? What to dooo?
@KemiGranger in September 2021
YOU BELONG WITH ME I belong with you, Knew it at FIFTEEN Now we're 2οΈβ£2οΈβ£ Singin' TIM MCGRAW Cuz it's OUR SONG A LOVE STORY made for you and me Fillin' up BLANK SPACE With our WILDEST DREAMS When those records spin, I can't forget us singin' with... TAYLOR SWIFT ππΆ https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSJ3xFvq1/ Heard this on Tiktok and I fell in love with it. ππ (I filmed myself singing this while cutting my own hair bc I was bored π) I'm not sure who Matt Cooper is, but he's really aβ¦
I can't remember how many times I've seen Miss Americana, but it never fails to make me cry. π₯Ίπ I really adore her sooo much. π Good night, Folks. Ughh... This backpain is killing me. I'm telling you, If I could give myself a back massage, I would. π£ #TaylorAlisonSwift
Ang ironic lang, napaka-hangin nu'ng officemate ko, pero nakaka-banas s'ya. Hahhaha! ππ Ang ineeeett!! Huhu. Office ba 'to o impyerno? It's extremely hot and muggy in our office today bc the AC is broken. To make matters worse, we'll have to put up with it until Monday bc the AC technician is currently unavailable. ππ₯ I can't. I have to do something.
PEANUTS π₯ For some reason, I decided to go to the Fully Booked (Bookstore) after eating lunch bc I was stressed about what was going on, plus the problem with the AC. Ugh! It's starting to drive me nuts! π£ One of the volumes laying on the floor caught my eye as I walked down the aisle... OF BOOKS π It's a science-related book. This sentence on page 4 piqued my interest, "The Peanut oil produces glycerol, which may be used to generate nitro-glycerine, which is an importantβ¦
Work in Progress β Inuubos ko lang talaga yung ink ng pen ko. π Alam na dis. Parang may mabubudol sa 9.9. π Good morning, Loves! π TGIF!
WOOZOME π [Adj.] Meaning: Extremely woozy but still managed to accomplish an amazing feat. (Based on the KemiGranger dictionary, which doesn't exist in real life π) Yaaas. I'm still up, still working on my boss's presentation for tomorrow. Huhu. I can't focus bc I'm extremely woozy, sooo I decided to take a 5-minute break and work on my artwork WIPs to get myself back on track. π₯΄ It's been a month, but this self-portrait is still a work in progress. Hahaha! Self, you're tooβ¦
JUST A FRIENDLY REMINDER. π There will always be someone out there with a prettier face, beautiful body, funnier, smarter and more followers/subscribers than you. But, let me tell you something, NO ONE in this world will ever have your personality, your vibe, talent and energy. Perhaps someone out there is hoping to be like you and wishing to have what you have right now. Be Thankful. ALWAYS. π #RandomThoughts
In our lifetimes, we are likely to be infatuated with three different people. First love is often a young love affair. It's inevitable that you'll drift apart and call it quits over trivial matters. When you get older, you may realize that it wasn't love. But in reality, it was. It was love as you knew it. And then there's our second love, the difficult one. In this one, you get hurt. This love teaches us lessons and strengthens us. This love comes with a lot of pain, lies,β¦
When she sings, "You'll get better soon, 'cause you have to." I think that song is meant for me right now. π€ I have to get better soon, 'cause there are a lot of work to do and deadlines to meet. π Thank goodness, I am surrounded by people who genuinely love and care about me at times like this. I really appreciate you guys. @MadamemoiselleJoie @DearIsabelle @LadyLyka @Marts @Tanjhiro π₯°π
"Life is tough, and trust me, so are you." This is the most inspiring thing I've heard this morning. It's wonderful to have the best support system anyone could ever hope for. π Good morning, Dearest. Have a great day ahead. π
An Open Letter To A Toxic Friend, I am angry with you because you ruined my life, my mental health, and you inflicted a severe trauma on me that seemed to last for the rest of my life. But I have forgiven you now. Not for you, but for my own sake, for my own peace of mind. Not because I'm talking to you right now means you can come back into my life as if nothing happened and wreck it again. I wouldn't pretend to like you, if I didn't. I'll put up with you and try my best toβ¦
STORY MODE π 1.1 Hi, I'm Quentin, a Computer Scientist based in Cambridge, England. Here I am, returning to the University of Cambridge's Trojan Room and being continually disappointed in my expectation that there would be coffee available to alleviate the cold I am experiencing as a result of the bad weather. I was really annoyed since I had walked a great distance only to discover an empty coffee pot in this room. If I could only had Gaara's Third eye jutsu, I'd be able toβ¦
FIVE-SECOND RULE π I just remembered something my mother taught me when I was a kid. The five-second rule (Not the food you dropped on the floor but still wanted to eat it. π) The 5-second rule when it comes to a person's appearance. If you notice something with people's appearance and they cannot fix it within 5 seconds (e.g. their acne and scars, skin color, stretch marks etc.) DO NOT point it out or make a joke about it. We don't know what they're going through to fix theβ¦
Good morning, Beautiful. π YOU. Yes, you. I'm gonna tell you something. Just listen, okay? Since the day you were born, you've only ever seen yourself in photographs, and in the mirror. You've never seen the way your smile beams from it's edges everytime you talk about something you love, or the way that your eyes light up at the sight of moon, stars, sunrises, rainbow, coffee and a cute puppy. π So, the next time someone tells you how beautiful or handsome you are, don'tβ¦
CORNDOGS Yaaay! Someone sent me corndogs today. It really made me happy. π Mas masarap sana 'to kung may panlasa ako. π€ *Hihiβachuu!* π€§π· Sorry about that. You guys, mahirap magkasakit so take care of your health, oki? *Manifesting sense of taste* π§ββοΈ Now on it's 3rd day.
WORK HACK π©βπ» Dis-kuh-ley-maahrr: Maybe this hack that worked for me may not work for you, but there's no harm in trying, sweetie. π Okay, I'm going to tell you guys the BEST (for me) productivity hack you need to know, the Pomodoro Technique, from the Italian word meaning "Tomato π ", named after the tomato-shaped kitchen timer Cirillo used as a university student in 1980s. One Pomodoro is 25 minutes of intense concentration. Set a 25-minute timer and focus. Take a 5-minuteβ¦
FLASHBACK FRIDAY π€ Halina't alalahanin natin ang mga panahong masayang-masaya ka sa walang humpay na pag-a-add to cart kahapon dahil sa 9.9 sale ng Lazada at Shopee, na tila ba'y anak ka ni Bill Gates na lahat ng makita mo'ng makaka-budol sa'yo ay iche-check out mo. π Sabay-sabay nating pakalmahin at kumbinsihin ang ating mga sarili na, "Essential naman yon. Magagamit ko rin naman ang mga 'yan". π So far, marked as safe naman ako. Kinaya ko. π Good morning. π
Sometimes, "KAYA MO 'YAN" isn't the right phrase to support someone who's struggling. π€ I have this friend, she is one of my bestest friends and she's like an older sister to me. She's always there for me when I have a problem or when my anxiety attacks. She always has the right words to lift my spirits when I am down, and I'm so grateful to have her. She broke down in tears yesterday because she was already stressed out about her upcoming exams, and others think she's justβ¦
LUGAW ESSENTIAL π² Laughtrip si Ate n'yo Kemi girl. Umorder ng lugaw sa Grab, humingi pa ng Fish sauce, Chili oil at Calamansi pampalasa pero wala namang panlasa. Aaacckk! Huhu. π€§ Ang sarap siguro nung Lechon kawali on the side. π₯Ίπ Hello! Dinner na kayo. π
Letter No. 1 Dear YOU, Hey, in case no one told you this recently, I AM SO PROUD OF YOU. I admire you for persevering in the face of adversity. Always know that you are far more stronger than you realized, you are capable of doing anything you want in this world. I am with you and I believe in you. π Have a great day! Xoxo, KemiGranger β‘
According to legend, if you can't sleep, it means you're awake in somebody else's dream. π€ Dude, It's already 2:15a.m., when I find out who you are, I'M GOING TO PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE. π Lol. Kidding. Di ako makatulog talaga, ang sakit ng frontal sinus ko. Hahaha! π Good night, you guys! π
STORY MODE π 2.1 Omg. Omg. I'm totally freaking out!! *breathe* *breathe* So, last year, maybe a year ago, I saw this guy... I was at a bus stop when I noticed this guy through the window and he looked at me, I looked back. We looked each other in the eyes. It may sound clichΓ© but I truly felt it, like it was love at first sight. He then began walking towards the bus and I did not get off to follow him. I spent the entire year looking for him, trying to find him. Yesterday,β¦
LET THEM BE WRONG π What people think about you is no longer your responsibility. I heard this very recently and the way I looked at things has been altered in some way. Often times, I feel like I need to defend myself when people say something that's inaccurate about me. I feel like I need to correct every single person's perception of who I am. So, instead of trying to correct people's perceptions of me and worrying about what others are saying, I'll just let them be wrongβ¦
Hey, I have a question for Introverts like me. What do you do when your social battery π runs out in the middle of the conversation? Hahaha! "Dapat mag-anak kana ngayon palang, para bata ka pa, may nagta-trabaho na para sayo." "Uggh... π€¦ββοΈπ" This conversation with my uncle and aunt has left me stumped and drained. So, I just hung up and told them my internet connection is terrible at the moment. ππ€§
Letter No. 2 Dear YOU, This may or may not be useful, but it may provide some insight for some people who are looking for it. It's okay if you felt like it was a struggle to get out of bed, even if you were super productive and got all the sheez done yesterday. It's okay if the only thing you did today was breathe. That's fine. I understand that people's lives can be tough and you need a break to re-energize yourself. I just wanna tell you that, you did great. Don't put tooβ¦
Lion Gold π¦ Huwaaaaah! Wala na naman akong nagawa maghapon kundi manood ng K-drama. I'm on Episode 10 na. π Sabi ko tatapusin ko ngayong araw yung sketch ko pero walang nangyari. Hahaha! Sobrang hooked na ako sa Her Private Life. Inlove na talaga ako kay Park Min-Young, Uhh, I mean kay Kim Jae-Wook. Nakalimutan kong babae nga pala 'ko. Hahaha! Ikaw? How are you? Tell me about your day. I'd love to hear about it. ππ Img source: Dramacool
Some people just don't even date anymore. They just talk, catch feelings, have a good time for a little while, and then they stop talking to each other and go their separate ways. Hahaha! Just kidding. π Just had a random thought while showering after a strenuous work out. π Hmm, question. Is there a particular upbeat song that you enjoy listening to? I was just wondering if you could suggest some songs for my Spotify workout playlist. If you have any, please share them inβ¦
Did you know that text messages like "Good morning" and "Good night" activate a part of your brain that is responsible for happiness? Sooo, GOOD MORNING. ππ Just one more day, and it'll be the weekend. I'm so proud of you. It's okay to take it easy today; don't be too hard on yourself. It's okay to take it slow. You deserve to relax and reward yourself something you love. See you later! Have a great day! π Img source: Google
When I'm going through a rough patch, I tend to stop talking to everyone until I'm okay. Once I'm feeling better, I'll resume communicating as if nothing had happened. It's not that I'm snubbing anyone or me being off to anyone; I just deal with things better, on my own. Is it bad? π₯Ί
OMG! One of my favorite author, John Green (author of The Fault In Our Stars, Looking for Alaska and Paper Towns) is also a Swiftie and his kids too! π³ I'm gonna cryyy. π₯Ί Img source: Twitter #TaylorAlisonSwift
There are times when you meet someone and feel at ease with them as if you've known them your entire life, and you don't have to pretend to be anyone or anything. π Hey, how are you today? π
Letter No. 3 Dear YOU, My heart goes out to you because I know how hard it is to get through this one. But I just wanted to point out that you said the same thing last time too. It turns out that all of your bad days were just blips on your radar screen, and you made it through them all just fine. What makes you think you won't be able to make it through this one? You've got this. Good night! Xoxo, KemiGranger β‘ Img source: Google
WHAT IF IT TURNS OUT EVEN BETTER THAN YOU COULD HAVE IMAGINED? π€ What if all of the changes you're making in your life right now are leading to something even more beautiful than you could have imagined? Things can go horribly wrong, but they can also turn out to be a beautiful miracle. The fact is, we have no idea what will happen next. So, I challenge you to remember that sentence in uppercase the next time you're overthinking or doubting something. There's no harm inβ¦
TRISKAIDEKAPHOBIA [n.] /ΛtriskΔ«ΛdekΙΛfΕbΔΙ/ β Extreme superstition regarding the number 13. The number 13 is considered as unlucky. They said it's unlucky to have 13 guests at a dinner party, and most people avoid getting married or buy a house on a day when the dreaded 13 is in the calendar. Older architects of high-rise buildings were afraid of tenants' superstitions about a 13th-floor fire, so they decided not to include the floor number in elevator numbering. π€ But whyβ¦
Hiii, Good afternoon, Folks! Isn't it cloudy and gloomy outside? That's why I made some French Toast to enjoy with my favorite cup of coffee. π€€π What are your plans for the rest of the day?
Letter No. 4 Dear YOU, If I were to ask you to name everything you love in this life, How long would it take for you to name yourself? Put yourself first. Self love is not being selfish, dear. You can't help others until you help yourself, just like an oxygen on an airplane. So if you're feeling overburdened, set some boundaries and have the guts to voice your concerns, it's important. You are important. π Xoxo, KemiGranger β‘
EMOTIONAL INVALIDATION (KemiGranger's Journal - Chapter 500 π) Invalidation of other people's feelings is one thing I despise. Especially when they say things like "Oh, that's so simple, just do it!" or "That's such a small issue, why can't you handle it?" Sweetie! Our abilities, capacities, and upbringing differ greatly, because we are all individuals with our own distinct backgrounds. In other words, what's easy for you might not be easy for me, what's hard for you mightβ¦
Date night with Lee Dong-wook and Kim Bum. π Isang cutie na psychopath at isang deity fox na ajusshi. Perfect! ππ Road to 2:00 a.m. na naman yata ako nito. Hmmm. What if I'm a deity fox with a thousand-year lifespan? How could I possibly stay in this chaotic world? π€
JOURNALING - Chapter 501 π When we compare ourselves to others, we can get a little carried away with ourselves. At times, comparing ourselves to others can be harmful. When we compare, we tend to copy what others do in the hope of becoming as successful as them, but we don't realize that by doing so, we miss the opportunity to write our own story and define our own success. We must learn to set our own terms and paces in life. Stop putting pressure on yourself. You'll getβ¦
To My Most Loved And Cherished Friends: An Open Letter For the past few months, I've come to realize that it's the quality of friends β not the quantity β that matters the most. I don't require a large social circle, I have a handful of friends who constantly remind me that they are there for me in any way possible. Thank you, guys for being patient with me when I need time to myself, even if it has nothing to do with our friendship. Thank you for brightening my days when Iβ¦
STORY MODE π 3.1 In a few weeks, my sister will marry my ex-boyfriend's brother and I'm very happy for them. They're a cute couple who work well together. But my ex and I split up several years ago. It was, to put it mildly, traumatizing for me, and I haven't dated anyone since, and mind you, he's now engaged. I'm not thrilled to be attending this wedding and seeing him being... well, you know, lovey-dovey with his fiancΓ©e while I'm alone, and I was telling one of myβ¦
Just a random thought. β I'm a pro at letting go. As simple as that, I don't care if I'm on the fifth chapter of the book; if I'm no longer enjoying it, I'll drop it like a bad habit and move on with my life. Because, as I've learned, just because you've invested so much time, money, and effort in something doesn't mean it's still worthwhile to pursue. You must learn to detach yourself from those who no longer serve you and take you for granted. What's the point, after all?
TW! β οΈ HOW CAN YOU TELL IF SOMEONE IS MANIPULATING YOU? "Manipulation is an emotionally unhealthy psychological strategy used by people who are incapable of asking for what they want and need in a direct way.β β Sharie Stines I've been there, believe me. It's extremely traumatizing. Let me give you an example. If you're ever in an argument or a heated debate with someone and they ask you to say everything first so they can speak second, they may make it appear as if theyβ¦
It's not a praaaannkk! Favorite Ice cream ko talaga yung laman. Hahaha! Ito yata talaga yung dahilan kung bakit ako may trust issues sa lahat ng bagay. π Which ice cream flavor do you dislike the most? If you ask me, siguro TILAPIA. π€’
I don't know who needs to hear this but, there's no such thing as failures, only DELAYED SUCCESS. If you fail, you've already won. Why? Because you tried in the first place. You have no idea how many people want to give it a shot but don't, because they are too afraid. Sweetie, there are so many, but you are not one of them. You went out there and wanted something, so you did something about it. If that doesn't make someone deserving, I'm not sure what will. What if youβ¦
When you're too lazy to type and ask your Google Assistant to open the Noise.cash for you. π Tom Hiddleston is all over my FYP, and I'm completely smitten!! Hahaha! Blonde, I'm sorry, I know he's your Ex but... AaaaAAAhhhhhgg#!!;@%@;@&!! *Intensifies keyboard noises* Okay. How are you? Me? I'm losing it. Hahaha! π
Morning Tea π΅ with my childhood friend. π Yung kagigising mo lang, chika na agad ang bungad sayo. Sige intindihin mo yang boses ko. Hahaha! What's some adulting sad sheez? When seeing a close friend almost every day of the week turns into seeing them maybe three times a year. What a pain. π Good afternoon, fellas. What's new? π€
Eheerrmm... π You, Gorgeous. Yes, you of course. π€¨ I'm not your mom, but I'm sure you're aware of the time. You've been scrolling for quite some time, don't you think you should have put down your phone by now? It's late, you know, and you have important things to do tomorrow. It's time to go to bed. Off you go. Good night! π
The Adventures of KemiGranger (An Introvert With An Extroverted Energy) Social Battery: 60% Is there anyone waiting for me outside to feed me raw tofu? Alam na alam ng mga K-drama addict 'yan. π I felt like a kid starting preschool after a 16-day isolation period. I missed driving, the smell of the office, and the taste of coffee and croissants in the morning. It's true that you can't appreciate other things if you don't lose them first. Umiiyak ako habang kinakain ko yungβ¦
BREAK THE CYCLE When you don't know how to go on; when you don't know where to go β that's when you teach yourself to start a new chapter in your life. All too often, we allow our fear of the unknown stop us, but changing things up can help to keep you inspired and motivated. Because, let's face it, repeating the same monotonous routine day after day can be quite dull and uneventful. So, instead of stopping or going back, walk through that invisible door and keep going. πβ¦
Another reason for my bathroom break. A mirror selfie. Joke laaang! π Bored ako kahapon kaya ginupit ko na naman yung buhok ko. Ang haba pa rin naman. π© Kailan ba kasi mag-o-open yung mga salon? Heey, what's for lunch?
Lokiβd This is when the mischievous Tom Hiddleston ruins your life completely. (Itβs up to you to decide whether itβs a good or a bad thing. π) I keep hearing Tom say "Lokiiii'd" in my head, which makes me think it's a bad thing. Yeah, I've been Loki'd. Hahahaha! π Img source: MemeGenerator
Just another Kape Thought β Before you reach out to a toxic person again, consider why they're no longer here. Consider the ramifications of reopening that door and letting that person back into your life. Yes, it's easy to impulsively run back to something that feels so familiar, but always remember that not every door is worth reopening. You can't drink poison just because you're thirsty. Wag marupok, siz. π€
BUTTERFLIES I was listening to random Spotify playlists when I came across the song "I guess I'm in love". When Clinton Kane sings, "And why do I get so nervous when I look into your eyes? Butterflies can't stop me falling for you." Made me realize that you shouldn't fall for someone just because he or she gives you "butterflies". Don't get me wrong, I love that song. But, if your heart leaps out of your chest and you feel nervous, uncomfortable, and unsafe when he or she isβ¦
Ahh-ahh-ahh Hey, say that you remember Ai, ai, dancin' in September Ai, ai, never was a cloudy day πΆ I was really happy today, listening to Taylor's cover of September on repeat while sipping coffee and munching on croissants on the last day of September. Now I'm thinking about doing a cover of this song as well. π Bc why not? It's kinda cute. Hihi. Good morning, Loves. π
THE IPHONE'S APPLE LOGO IS A SECRET BUTTON Sounds fascinating, right? Back Tap turns the Apple logo on your iPhone's back into a secret button (Well, not a secret anymore, lol). When you double-tap the logo, you have the choice of capturing a screenshot or anything else in the option. You may also utilize that function to contact someone in an emergency, which is handy these days. Want to give it a shot? Just follow these steps: 1. Open Settings on your iPhone 2. Tap onβ¦
Yung bida ka na naman sa GC ng company? π€¦ββοΈ Dumadami collection n'yo ah. Pagod talaga yan. Mga 20 times lang naman nag aakyat baba yan e. Hahaha! PMS-ing na naman yata si Ate girl. Umorder ng dalawang set ng Tonkatsu with Veggie Misono sa Tokyo-Tokyo at isa pang extra rice. Question, saan mo makikita ang diet? π Anong lunch mo? π
Am I overthinking this? π Yesterday, Nick Jonas posted a random vlog on Tiktok. The video glitched when Joe Jonas said, "I don't like raisins," just like Taylor did in her Tiktok video Wildest Dreams Slow Zoom. (The same day she released Taylor's Version of Wildest Dreams) On that same day, Nick Jonas posted another video of himself eating pizza and used Taylor Swift ft. Brendon Urie's ME! And Taylor simply commented, "Iconic π". These two are suspicious. I smell a songβ¦