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Never Have I Ever Valentines Edition: Hear Me Out Date: February 5, 2022 It is 9 days to go before Valentines day and I could already see some heart shape balloon, flowers fresh and plastic and usually the theme was in red that signify love is in the air. I am not bitter or what but I always felt cringe when I saw younger couple doing lovey dovey in the public like what can they do it private. The cringiest are the most signature lines "I can't live without you" and  " I'll die if you broke me up" bakit hindi namatay nong naghiwalay hahaha. Everytime I heard my nerve was shaking in cringeness. What I love is when I saw old lover who's doing sweetness and make palambing. Gosh, it super kilig to watch. Yesterday I noticed this kind of challenge but I haven't read until today due to busyness in school. Today, I crossed in the mare @Ruffa entry together with @Athaliah's article which encouraged me more to make my own since Valentine's Day is fast approaching. Also, you will be able to know my insight and experience in the following questions. https://read.cash/@Ruffa/never-have-i-ever-valentines-edition-97140a64 https://read.cash/@Athaliah/never-i-have-ever-valentine-edition-4f6c8f4d **Never have I ever been in a relationship** I have been in a relationship specifically a secret relationship where no one knows even my family and friends except @Probinsyana. I don't know why, I choose to keep it secret or maybe I want a lowkey relationship but sometimes I want it to be acknowledged in public especially when I feel insecure and unloved but at the end of the day I most prefer private para iwas marites hahaha. **Never have I ever had a Valentine Date on February 14th** Probably never because my past relationship just last months after I found out that I am an option one. It hurts but luckily I love myself more and I know my worth that he does not deserve my cry. Hopefully, this 14th he will ask me out, mangarap ka girl hahaha. **Never have I ever received flowers, chocolate or a stuffed-animal from someone who's not blood related** I received my favorite chocolate stick-o but the flowers and stuffed-animal are what I haven't received. What I received is more practical items like a watch, sleeper, sandal and shirt (a couple one but we are not a couple hahaha). The shirt was given by a suitor , so I decided that we will stay at friends' level for some reason. **Never have I ever cried over someone I liked** I never cried over someone I like but I cried over to someone I love. It was my first feeling of that kind of pain. It seems my heart crashed into pieces. I even cried for almost a day until I felt nothing and numb. **Never have I ever daydreamed about someone I like** A big I have and I think we all did this one. You know, imagining that someone has a crush on us or that someone is our lover. I am number one doing it. **Never have I ever crushed on someone silently for a really long time** I was a first year high school student when I had met him from a different section but later on we became friends, a really close friend. It lasted almost 3 years of admiring him but I suddenly stopped having a crush on him when I heard that he has a girlfriend. **Never have I ever been in love with my best friend** Never, I always think our friendship will be ruined when that thing arise. I never did but he did that makes our friendship put to an end. Even now that the feeling is gone, we choose to be not close again because it already has a strain. Happy to see you in sponsors block❣️ Thank you @Lucifer for renewing your sponsorship❣️ Lead image from Unsplash. JustMaryel sending you Love❣️

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