Please, I just want to Dye

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I’ve been dying to do this. I badly want to do this. I really wanted this so badly. I badly wanted to dye because doing this could make me at ease and I could finally be able to be at peace. This is my kind of coping mechanism, and it truly helps me from being so down on myself to become proud and confident in myself. That is why I have been thinking of dyeing these past few days because doing it makes me at peace. Sometimes I thought of doing it all by myself or just asking someone to do it for me. But I guess it would also be better if I did it alone in my room without everyone noticing. I kind of want to surprise them if they see me.

I know some of you here have already thought of something in your minds about what I was talking about, lol. And I know that some of you here as well have already had an idea of what I really meant with this article that I am writing. Sorry if I am confusing you guys with the words that I used. But before I proceed, I just want to know how you awesome people are. How’s it going?

TGIF! Oh, I should really thank these days, for today is the last day of the week and tomorrow will be the weekend, and I can finally get to rest from staring at my laptop for like a whole day every day, and I can also be able to rest my laptop as well. Because I always turned on my laptop at 8 a.m. and turned it off at 11 p.m., and sometimes if I had a lot of work to do, my laptop would stay awake until 1 a.m.So, I really promised that this weekend I would surely rest myself from technology and spend more time taking care of my grandma. My gadgets and I deserve a rest too.

As I have said, I really want to dye. I badly want to do it. I’ve been so eager to do it alone in my room. I have seen so many people doing it all by themselves and it turns out pretty well and seeing that makes me want to do it too. I have done this before, but it was just a little highlight. And right now, I want to dye my hair again because it’s been 3 years since I last dyed my hair and my hair is starting to grow longer again. I am planning to cut it short and dye my hair either ash blonde or red. I also wanted to try dying my hair in different colors, such as blue or red, but I asked my cousins' opinion about what hair color would suit me, and they said that ash blonde and ash gray suit me since I have light skin.

I have also colored my hair golden brown, and it also turned out pretty well, even though my sister was the one who colored my hair. To be honest, I haven't gone to any salon because we usually do the hair coloring and cutting all by ourselves. And when it comes to coloring hair, I was usually the one who colored my cousins, sister, and even my mom’s hair. I am not a hairstylist, but all of my work turns out pretty well. You know what, my hair hasn’t tried nor experienced putting hair chemicals and medicines, but it sucks because my hair is still drier than the Sahara desert.

My hair is almost reaching my waistline and as much as I want to grow my hair more, I really can’t keep and maintain long hair because I easily get too hot, especially living in this tropical country where it is so very hot. And having long hair makes it even hotter, and I always bathe in my own sweat. That is why there is a part of me wanting to cut it while there is also this other side of me wanting to keep it long. If I keep it long, I'll dye it an ash blonde color, and if I cut it short, I'll dye it red or blue. All I really want is just to want to dye.

Sorry for confusing you with these other random ramblings today. Maybe you guys can suggest what color suits me best. I’d very much appreciate it if you will.

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