Man and its nature...

I would have celebrated a year of writing experience for Read by now if only… It’s a sad experience looking back when my efforts are totally halted by someone who thought was a source of inspiration to grow. Unfortunately, it is that very someone who I should be wary of, yes, but my trusting heart isn't that so! lolz

I was so young at writing. I was the same, not writing for an audience but as I was starting, lo, I got an exclusive tag which they say was rare in Read. So I was so happy and got some more adrenalin rush. Was a little too hyper and someone didn’t like it? Oh! And I was tagged spam.

Allogarithm they said but it’s an excuse, to get away with it. I was new I didn’t know anything about it until I realized something was so wrong. It kept on encouraging me to write more but, every time I make comments, it's tagged spam. And I didn’t like it.

Starting a new one is… nothing to be ashamed of. Mistakes were done and something a lot to learn from them. I learned the hard way. What? Don’t piss someone when your hyper or so? Or don’t trigger something that you’ll regret? Looking back all those comments were all compliments and it pisses someone? Oh dear, please we are no longer kids. If you were pissed, get over it. Do you have to punch at someone every time you are pissed? Oh, come on! Grow up!

Human nature? They say… well! Human nature in its rawness is… anger, frustration, sad, happy, excited. So, that is the rawness of human nature. True human nature grows and matures. That’s the essence of being a “MAN”. Sorry, but being unable to cope with rawnessness is not human nature. The reason why “struggles” is real and life is nothing but a “fight” throughout our lives. It's never even close to competition. People only thought of it like that to measure their strength and weakness and to furthermore test their ability in the areas like “fitness, alertness, shrewdness” and the like that enhances their overall well-being. But basically failed to see the fundamental essence of human nature was actually to conquer “fear”. What “fear”? of the unknown? Oh no, fear of failure? No, it's actually conquering failure and standing up to face it again, all-over-again from scratch. Re-doing it from the start. It's not even a challenge because re-doing means, you have to conquer your fear of failing again. Re-doing is conquering “cowardliness”. Being a man doesn’t just stand on the physical prowess but rather conquering “cowardice” because it is something that eats up the whole, top-to-bottom. No one is willing to admit it but it’s something raw that eats up the whole.

Life is never about competition. Our mindset makes it a competition. Measuring superiority over inferiority is a very obvious way to show might. Showing off the world what you are made of. But, deep inside a lot is stirred up that even compliments are mere trigger points of insecurities. What a shame! Especially from a man to be insecure over a woman is a but… for a man is truly superior over a woman, for a man was formed in his own image as the pinnacle of creation while a woman was for the man, “CORINTHIANS 11:9”. A man should never forget, the rules of creation. If a mere woman could move mountains with her faith, you can only imagine what a man can do! If he only knew of his worth, oh, literally “he can move mountains” with his faith. Thank u for reading. Happy weekend...

Sept 4, 2022
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