Oh God please forgive me

#Blog 252

• All the best love stories have one thing in common. You have to go against the odds to get there.

Yesterday I've been busy buying some stuffs for my elder sister along with the tiles. But what the h*ck! Of all people that I don't want to see, is in my front already. Oh my God! It's my ex boyfriend when I was in College. He see me already. Don't have choice. So I pretend that I didn't see him with his wife lol. Artistahin ako eh...

However, when I speak to the owner of the textile store they noticed me hahaha. What a voice I have.

Jenea(wife): hey Jean!

Mhe: hello Jenia!

Jenea(wife): how are you?

Mhe: I'm good and still breathing lol 🤣

Jenea: by the way congrats to CJ...

Mhe: oh thank you and condolence to your father in law...and to you also Rodel

Rodel: oh thank you Jean

After a little chitchat I payed the cashier and say goodbye to them. I'm so funny coz I take a selfie for them as a remembrance. Our first time groufie ever hahaha. Upon looking the face of Rodel in the photo his quite angry hahaha.

Wait I'll share some stories about us. Wayback 2001, when I was in College. Rodel is my classmate in Education and a setmate also. We're good friends at first but I didn't expect he will court at me. I never hide also that I have a boyfriend in our place but his studying so far at MSU MARAWI. We've been bonding only at Sembreak, Christmas, New year and summer.

We have more time with Rodel so I experience to be pamper. He even provides my allowance lol. But sometimes I refused to accept. His so kind, generous and a loving bf ever. Then every Saturday and Sunday he always bring some crabs and shrimps for us. I'm living in my aunties house. At first my aunties don't like Rodel then after few months they learned to know him better. And accept it for good.

We end up without any closure coz it's my fault. I leave him without any words and I just transfer to other school. My conscience is the reason because I just treat him as friend. "Oh god please forgive me" the only words in my mind that time.

• Love isn't finding someone you can live with. It's finding someone you can't live without it.

This song is our theme song, char! Rodel love the lyrics. My classmates also knows this hahaha. They can remember us. Hope soon I can say sorry to Rodel. I still don't have guts to say that words.

Thanks to sis @Adrielle1214 for renewing. God bless you more sis!

June 21,2022

5:50 pm

Tuesday

Philippines

The fighter mom,

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