My ultimate crush

#Blog 215

All of us have a crush. We can't control our own feelings when it comes to admiration. Through that kind of feelings can cause us a great happiness and also the sadness. Let's accept the fact that being hurt is really normal for the people who learned to admire.

I came across to the article of my friend @JRamona20 about crush. So let's roll it with some questions and I'll reminisce my first crush ever lol.

Who was your first crush?

Wayback to my highschool moment. When I was in 1st year highschool. Ive meet him because of my common friends. His a 3rd year highschool. A tall and handsome guy.

His a shy type but I'm shocked that his a joker. That he can make me smile. He has no idea how much I like him. How I wish he will be mine, naging marupok agad😅.

How do you know each other?

By my common friends in school. We have the same school actuallu, so we can see each other everyday. My day is full of excitement that I don't want to missed the school.

What was your crush like?

Wearing a neat and clean school uniform everyday is the most I like it. That everybody can really stare at him. He belong in a special class same as me also, kala niyo sya lang matalino hahaha.

Our classroom is far from him so I need to wait the recess time. Canteen moment is waving lol! Some of my classmates are aware of having a crush on him. Teasing time will not be missing.

What made you admire this person?

I really admire his attitude. A good and honest one. That you cannot see on him how to be a bad guy. Doesn't fit on his looks also.

Can you share any stories about you too?

When I was 2nd year and his in 4th year highschool, he had a gf. The girl is her schoolmate and our assistant band majorette. I'm a member of drum and bugle corps that time. I'm a xylophoner. So they are my seniors. It hurts me so much that I really don't want to see him. Until I forget him when he graduate.

However, when I was in College I've received a text message through my mobile phone, Nokia lng sakalam!

Hello Jean! Around 6pm I'll visit you in your house and please don't go anywhere if your having a bonding with your friends.

Mr. R

Why all of the sudden he send this kind of messages on me. No one tells him that his my crush when I was in highschool. He don't have any idea about my feelings.

When he visit me that night, we have a lot of chikas to be shared on how our lives been moving. Until I ask him why he visit me? Then he tell me that he made a wrong decision when we are at highschool.

His girlfriend that time is a totally a cheater. Their relationship never last of course, it takes few months only. He just want me to forget so he court that girl. I'm too young for him as his own opinion so he let himself to be with other girl.

I'm totally puzzled what his talking about. Hello? He had a feelings also to me that time but he just ignored only. I tell him also that he is my ultimate crush that time and he never expect also. I tell him also that maybe it's just an infatuation and it's not real. So better forget him and move on.

Fast forward....

We've been in a relationship for 2 years only. I thought that he will be my forever but it's a big no. Don't want to share what happened coz it's really hurt for the second time around.

In the world of love theres no permanent that even the married people really separate in their own ways. We must be sure with our feelings. To love and to be love is a precious feelings that we can get to the people who really cared for us. That no matter what happened they can protect us.

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May 6,2022

3:53pm

Friday

Philippines

The fighter mom,

@Jeansapphire39