Rainy evening to all my fellow writers and hope you enjoy the weekends. As of yesterday my eldest son tells me that he want to be vaccinated next week. His just 16 years old, the guardian must be there as he said to me and bring birth certificate or NSO. But I tell him I can't leave bb kulot and its not allowed also to bring him. My nanay also can't take care coz shes already senior and bb kulot is very hyper.

Other option...

Its too difficult to ask favor to the family of my ex husband. But I really dont have choice. So I send message to my sister in law through facebook messenger. Maybe my sister in law will accompanied my son. Were very closed with my sis in law. I tell her everything but she said she will ask to others what will do. Then she said ill get a barangay clearance and SPA. I replied her "what a such requirements is that", NSO is not enough? However, I tell her if mother or father will go for him the NSO is enough.

Last option, his father...

Here's our convo with my sister in law.. In bisaya version so I translate in english.

Sis in law: jen if not the guardian it will be needed the barangay clearance so it.must be parents

Me : what a waste money, tell his father

Sis in law: jen its benoy

Me: much better, so that he can be useful

Sis in law: hahahaha

Me: no choice

Sis in law:if ade will agree if his papa

Me: jeezzzzz no need to be picky

She really know that my son is not comfortable with his papa. For me I want my sis in law will accompanied for my son but lots of acheche, even its his tita still needs the requirements. Since we separated with my ex husband my son is very quite when it comes to his father. I know my sons feeling coz his the one witness what really happens to his father while im working at Singapore.

Let me share what really happens. When I was in Singapore my son tells me.

Son : Ma, I thought your the one talking. to papa

Me: No its not me, if thats me ill be talking to you also

Theres a lots of gossips about my ex husband that time but I need more details before I decide. So I never expect my eldest son will be the bridge for me to decide the difficult situation. Having a third party in your marriage is a big big mistakes. I will not narrate all coz it can bring back all my hatred for him. Being in a broken family is not easy and it really hurts for me coz I know my son feels the pain, too much. At the age of 5 my son really witness everything. Kids are not liar thats why I believed him and even my mother in law tells me coz I call her immediately that time.

So our marriage life is ended last 2012, when I was in Singapore. I request my mother in law that my nanay will be the one to take care for my son. I will not allow his father to bring my son to his mistress. In our life we can really make a fast decision because were in battle. There is no such thing as the perfect family. Every family is unique with its own combination strengths and weaknesses. Temptation is everywhere but its your choice to be tempt.

I always ask God why? A lots of questions in my mind that time. I suffer everything for the sake of my family but all is falling apart. I need to be strong and need to survive. My son needs me and we can live without him. Thank God I survive everything and even the depression fails. I keep myself busy so that I cant remember the nightmares he did for us. Karma is waving as usual they dont last also hahaha.. Good for them and now his life is miserable. Be contented of what you have coz the one you waste is the one worth it.

Authors message:

Once you enter in a relationship make it sure your 100% love for you love ones. Never ever betray you wife/partner coz karma is real. Maybe not now but soon. Life is full of mystery so you better be smart, as always.

Millions of thanks to all of you guys and sorry I carried away, hmmm just a half details only and thats all I can share. So hope you find the better person to spent your whole life with the right person. Spread love always and be honest.

November 13,2021 Saturday

10:42pm

Philippines

The figther mom,

Jeansapphire39