I stand as a father also

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The most precious gift that we had for ourselves is for having an own child. Everything is really unexpected for me. My ambition in life is truly vanish. That time I want to be married at the age of 35. Suddenly it didn't happened. But that's life and need to accept the fact.

Were just human that can commit mistakes. That's the reason also that we need to look back and changed it. We still have enough time to prove to ourselves that everything have a reasons.

My first child...

Wayback 2005 during his baptism. This is my eldest son during his 3 months old. That time I'm too much pressured if I will marry his father. For myself, I really don't want but my father is really, why really angry when I got pregnant. I'm so scared and don't know what to do. I'm glad that my in-laws are really supportive and they are the one solve our problem. They arrange our marriage in a quick solution.

However, when he was at kinder my eldest son really grown up. He learned a lot of things at school. Having an award at school that makes me proud. During that day I'm not in his side because I'm working so far, far away. I need to work hard and earn more money for his future. And because of that we end up to be a broken family. I've been in a hard times that I want to end my life. Thank God he give me strength to fight all the trials I've been encountered for the past few years.

When he graduate at elementary I was emotional coz I can't believed that he survived in that school. De La Salle school is one of the best school at the Philippines. That's the reason I let him enrolled in that school. It's okay if he don't have any awards lol as long as he graduate with no failure grades that makes me frustrate. I don't want to pressure my son because of his grades.

Last June 18,2022 it's Saturday morning, is the most awaited moment for my eldest son. At last he finish his journey in highschool. Around 8am were already at the school to attend the Completion Rites and Commencement Exercises. It's been so long since the last time I've visit their school gym. Its exclusive only for the parents and the graduates.

I'm glad that I've seen some of my friends at school. The mommies of the classmates of Carl. We're so happy that we see each other and take some selfies and be posted in our Facebook accounts. Tagging is life! I need to tagged them as their request hahaha.

Time flies so fast. I wish I could freeze the time or go back in time and watch my kids grow up all over again. Now I have 16 year old teenager. It's not easy to raised him coz I stand as a father also to him. I just pray to God that I can cope up everything. My kids is my happiness.

That's all for todays blog and thanks for reading. May God bless you all.

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June 20,2022

4:06 pm

Monday

Philippines

The fighter mom,

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