Got a secret admirer
#Blog 274
It seems I've been occupied with something that I don't know why. It's been few months since this guy revealing with his feelings lol. Since I don't have any topic to be written today so bare with me guys. Just today. Free to judged hahaha. I never hide my status that I'm in a complicated situation but for the sake of my kids I just go with the flow.
Wayback 1997...
So let's roll it! By the way his Mr. J, my senior in highschool. We've known each other but we're not really closed. His a shy type, good looking, have a Chinese eyes kasi singkit sya eh, gentleman and a friendly one. The only thing I've noticed to him is his just in a corner along with his friends. Just listening to them while laughing. Our classrooms also is just a few steps only in my room. As what he said his always staring at me while I'm passing in the hallway. He had a lot of stories wayback at 1997
All of the sudden I received a message request from my Facebook messenger. When I open it, oh why oh why? I never expect him in my whole life. He add me also in my Facebook. I've been puzzled in everything he said. I never expect I've got sa secret admirer when I was young hahaha. I'm totally shocked.
Our first Convo is about life. Then how my marriage been succeed. I've been a martyr for 2 times. Until he reveal his feelings on me, char! At first I'm not believing it. Maybe it's a just a joke. He explained it everything how he hide it. I'm a shy type and I don't want to be busted if you will not like me. So I prefer to be silent for the past few years. Then I know I'm not your bet as I've seen your sorroundings. A bunch of people that maybe you will not noticed me. I'm contented watching you so far. That I'm very much happy once you smiled at me while you passing in my front. Simple happiness that really burst my heart. I'm so sorry for not courting you that time. That I don't have a gots to tell on you personally. Im just afraid to be neglect to my ultimate crush. Don't know how to handle it. If only I have a 100% confidence maybe you will be my wife.
Until now I can't believed what his saying to me. His a married man already last 2018. His been stalking my Facebook when he was at Taiwan but still don't have a confidence, again hahaha. But last March his at my Facebook already and my friend. Sometimes life is weird, right? PINAGTAGPO PERO DI TINADHANA, So sad but thats life. He keeps saying sorry to me. Don't know also why he acted like that. So strange.
Did some of you experience this one?
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July 24,2022
10:11 am
Sunday
Philippines
The fighter mom,
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