My emotions turn to homesick

Hello guys, I did not write an article yesterday, I don't know but I'm not in a good condition, I feel empty, and I'm not in a mood.

Last night when I'm in a kitchen I heard some noise ,a very loud crying a voice I heard is a man voice, he is screaming for crying.so I go in our door to check what's going on but I did not open to see ,just I see in a small hole and I saw a four man and the tree man trying to comfort them the one who's is crying,I really feel the man emotionally, I don't know him but I knew he is our neighbours office here,but I'm feeling sad about him,and I pray for him quietly, he is mourn he is talking Arabic calling for God when he is crying, and almost I can't take out in my mind.

To I forget it I open my Facebook scroll down and I see a video of the Probinsiyano it's the one of my favorite teleserye for a long time running in television and Cardo Dalisay (Coco Martin)is the one of my favorite actor I did not watch for how many day's, I watch lasts night the advance episode for December 8, I think I will be happy when I watching it,but sadly ,make for me more stress and becomes I feel to much sad to Dalisay and others, but even like that I did not close I continue to watch, and my heart almost melt for Cardo. I post this last night in noise.cash when I finished watch.

Before I sleep still I'm thinking for it,I don't know why I'm to much affected, even why I chat to my sis @Sweetiepie I tell to her I'm stress because I watch Cardo.

And when I wake up in the morning the weather make more feeling homesick for me to much cold almost I don't want to get up I want only inside my blanket, but I can't so I get up to do my duties,

But you know the feelings like have butterfly in your stomach and you have a heavy feelings in your heart you don't know where it come from,

After I while I call to my family I talk to my husband and my children's ,and I tell to my husband I'm not I'm what I feel and he told me your homesick that's why ,at least when I tell to my husband what I feel my heavy feelings is gone,I tell to my husband I'm feeling okey now .maybe I miss you only that's why I'm like this .

If the homesick attack no one strong person you will really affected emotionally. Mostly this coming Christmas days that's why I'm feeling dramatically this time .I'm really sorry for this my article tonight. I want to join the challenge but my mind can't cooperate right now.

This is for today article thanks for your reading. Thanks to all of my sponsors and upvoters.

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December 7 2021

7:40 pm Kuwait

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