@JasmineC
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It Should be me!
There are many times in our lives where we tend to ask of why, how, and where did I go wrong. ***At times we also wanted to be chosen, we wanted to be the center of someone's universe.*** Sadly, the more we want to be the center the more we'll be dragged down to the bottom and instead of empathy and mercy with love, we only received objection and suddenly be rejected of the world we wanted to be in. There are times when we tend to play the game of race even if the chances are dim and not sure if we'll win. We gamble, we strive, because we wanted to prove that our love worth it all. Less that we know of ***that it's not love anymore but obsession.*** Most often than not, this characteristics of wanting to be chosen will lead to a demand statement of "It should be me!" It should be me who will stand by your side, it should be me who will hold your hand in happiness and in sorrow, it should always be me. Yes, this statement is an act of selfishness, ***it's an act of wanting to own and be own solely for someone alone.*** Solely! It may sound selfish but believe me it's what most of us wanted to be and to have. We want to be someone's only one. But, the thing is it's not always granted to us. ***The answer isn't always yes, because sometime it's a "NO". It's the matter of acceptance.*** Yes, it should be you, it should be you who must love yourself in a way that you have to free it from the pain and the guilt of the past that lingers your heart enabling you to feel the bitterness of life. Yes it's you! It's you who must be on the right one, and it's you who must not be feeling that way. ***Be free and use your "it should be me" in a more positive and not in a needy way.*** You are not a bitch, you are precious!
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wait for your turn, soon enough you'll get there just trust the process and do a lot of hard work ♥ remember: nasa tao ang gawa, nasa Diyos ang awa
Hehe yeah! :) But sometimes, you do not need to insist but to accept. You do not need to gamble but to let things fall into it's rightful place one day at a time.
Yeah I have once had such thinking like that you know seeing my friends growing while mine isn't I always wish to be where they are but not again. I gat to be me and me alone and no one can change that.
Yeah, that's the essence of self love. It is not about being someone else or to be better than anyone else, but to be you and recognize as you are not as someone else.
Indeed I wish I was that person who won that $ 10,000 dollar. But when I read they way he used the money and realized it. Thank you Lord I was not her. We have a different struggles in this life and be thankful that your in not in the place of someone else. Consider yourself as lucky as you are today 😘💗❤️😘💖. God blessed
Yeah, not just lucky but blessed. We may cry, we may struggle, but that's the deal of life, let's count it as a blessing still.
True, sometimes we need to acknowledge some facts about ourselves and accept them unlike acting all selfish in the name of “it should be me” because all it does is consume us in a black hole of always wanting things to ourselves.
Yes...I have asked myself such question lots and lots of times in difficult situation where I will just feel like giving you everything
You? You mean me? Anyway, almost everyone come across with that situation and asked of the same questions. It it the most asked question where answer isn't found when you refuse to see it.