Have you heard a tagline of "we're meant to meet but we're not meant to stay together?
There was a woman who admires someone, that someone has a lover but he has an eye for her. She thought of him being with her but the thought itself told her not to hope for it.
Don't you know of a saying that history repeats itself? This is what her mind is saying every now and then. She hoped to be with him but that hope was rebuked by her powerful mind with a thought that if he'll leave the woman because of another woman, then that means he'll do the same over and over again, not just to her, but also to you.
She was alarmed with that thought and tried to control her heart who in some ways tried to insist that it's a love. She screams, she cried and she is keep on hoping. Until one day she realize that those hope were not meant to be hoped for. It must die! Because it's a love that lies.
She is hurting and broken when her mind dictates her heart, and her helpless heart helplessly agreed to save her own. So then one day has come that she must make a decision to stop the feeling that her deceitful heart was feeling all along. She can't! She is trying but she still can't.
What she did is, she just lean on it and recognize that there are things that meant to happen but isn't meant to stayed for.
One day, she woke up and realize, her heart isn't heavy at all. She met someone new, someone who is pure and is meant to stay without anyone to gamble just to be with her.
That time, she realized that the decision she made is right. That the man he once cried on is the man she met but not meant to stay.
Sime are meant to be, and some are not, if you facing this struggle dont just stick in this thought that you are not meanat, prove to the world that even the not that suited relationship are still meant to be.