She's Not Leaving Yet, But I Will Miss Her

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1 year ago

September 21, 2022

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So mundane and stressful, my life abroad should have been if she isn't her. Over years of living in this foreign house and dealing with my bosses and oldies, I could say that it's too boring. I was grateful to have this grown-up kid at home. If my life was boring, hers was as well, and having no one to talk to that could understand our feelings were often distressing. She's my ventilator; she does the same to me. We shared the same interests, hobbies, and jive, along with the same genre of music. Until then, she became my buddy.

One more year and she'll be leaving this home, just like her older brother did 6 years ago. Her mother wants her to study abroad in England, where her brother is studying. By then, this home will become empty and joyless as she's the only one that can make this home lively and happy. And I will be back dealing with the oldies. Then I will leave as well by 2024. What will happen to this house by then? This would be so empty with just the boring oldies.

Seeing her preparing things for her future studies abroad makes me sad and worried at the same time. I know this lady so much. I am an observer who easily learns the real character of someone I am dealing with each day. And I guess I know her more than her mother. I even know things about her that her mother doesn't know.

The 20th day of this month was the start of her interview with three different UK schools. I was at home and thinking about her. She's a person with a lack of confidence too, like me, and I know she'll feel nervous while facing the interviewer.

The schedule was changed for some reason

Beforehand, we were joking at home and saying possible answers to the questions, but all were irrelevant and were just for fun. I know she just wanted to alleviate her nervousness. At one moment, I asked her, "Are you sure you are ready for your interview?" She then answered that she was, yet she felt nervous. As she said, if she feels nervous, her words seem scattered and the interviewer might not understand her, lol. I just wished her good luck before stepping out of the house to attend the interview.

Her mother then messaged me that there were a lot of interviewees and wished her daughter good luck. I know she can do it because she is smart. She only needs more encouragement.

Another set of interviews will happen tomorrow night. Her mother already told me that if she'll pass any of the interviews, we will have a hotpot. Probably in a fancy restaurant she was talking about recently, lol. When she got home I asked about the interview and she said it was fine. I guess, it was as she doesn't look worried about it. But life abroad and dealing with new people is different. And that's the main thing I worry about her because she isn't into socializing with others. Not even in her class. I hope she'll learn to conquer that fear once she study abroad.

She's not leaving yet, but imagining the day it will happen makes me miss her more. I have never been close to anyone at work, not even to my patients, only to her. Probably because we are both young and shared the same interests and thoughts. I guess we need to spend the rest of the remaining years happily.


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Good luck Colette! You'll sure miss her and she'll miss you po 🥺🥺 hope magakaron pa kayo ng more bonding together 🥰

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1 year ago

ayun ung problema no te, medyo na aattach sa mga patients kaya parang ang hirap nila ilet go. Dama ko ate jane ung hirap ng work mo. 💖💖 napamapahal ka tlga sa mga patients.

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1 year ago

Ang angas ng digital painting owemji, aww this one the saddest part kahit na kasama mo pa alam mong mamimiss at hahanap hanpin mo pag umalis na yung taong sobrang vinavalue at close mo talaga. Kaso life has a lot to offer talaga and sometimes tooking different path that will benefit to the grow of each other are the best ways. Enjoy while it last talaga pero di namn porket umalis na mawawala na ang bond. Enjoyin nyo po muna ang presence ng isat isa😊

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1 year ago

I get very attached to people and I can hardly bear partings, but everyone has their own path to success that they must follow, and on that path there are many challenges that make them stronger. The changes are good and will surely help her to improve her self-confidencee but I believe that it is difficult for you that she is leaving, I know how you feel.

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1 year ago

She will soon learn to interact once she will try to interact. I am also introvert and almost anti social but I am confident to interact to anyone in real life. Practice lang hanggang sa masanay makihalubilo.

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1 year ago

Aww pagsanay ka na kase sa isang tao nakakalungkot pagumaalis sila

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1 year ago

I can relate with all these happening to you. When we've good connection or beautiful memories with someone than it's hard to say goodbye but we've to do it. Don't worry in this era of technology you can do video call with her. She'll have a bright future there in England.

Best wishes for her ❤️

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1 year ago

This is how it looks like when you are so fond and close to someone, especially when you guys both know each other and understands yourselves. Having similar hobbies and interests would definitely make you miss her the more when she finally leaves. But now, enjoy the time with her.

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1 year ago

Yeah..and I'll be leaving this place too after my contract.. She's one of the main reasons why I opted to renew

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1 year ago

That's lovely. When she leaves, you too

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1 year ago

You enjoyed the gift of a good relationship and that's encouraging...we all need that soft landing in a new place and the goodness of your heart found a friend for you. 🤗🤗🤗

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1 year ago

Thanks uncle

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1 year ago

😘😘😘😘🤗🤗🤗

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1 year ago

You found a friend and it's a mix emotion as she is preparing to leave. Until then, feel the remaining days with beautiful moments she could carry with her.

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1 year ago

Hello madam.. Kumusta na? Anyari tagal mo nwala? 😅

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1 year ago

It's quite understandable that you will be missing her but beforehand, try to spend some beautiful and happy moments together, I hope you will find someone that's more like her and wish her good luck.

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1 year ago

Wish her a good luck, ang hirap talagang mag-adjust kapag sanay ka nakasama mo sya sa bahay and then suddenly yung presence nya mawawala nakakamiss pero kelangan din naman nila ipursue mga pangarap nila

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1 year ago

Aww sweet naman. Buti eh close kayo sis. Anyway nakakaworry at nakakasad talaga pag napalapit na sayo yung tao. Sana eh she will face the another chapter in he life. Being away with his family and living alone country is not easy though di ko pa naman natry mag abroad. Hehe

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1 year ago

..minsan pag matagal mo na tatalaga nakakasama parang hirap ng malayo lalo na kapag naging super close na kayo..buti nalang may videocall pa din pwede pa rin kayo magtawagan anytime, hehe..good luck to her new journey..

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1 year ago

Matagal pa naman kmi magsasama hehe

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1 year ago

I can totally understand you, Jane.

I was been going through this at certain phases of my life, and seeing your friend or the people we love going away from us hurts a lot. But this is what we called Life, People come and go but at least we have memories to remind them later.

I wish your friend a happy and successful life ahead.

And Don't worry, Readcash Family is always here for you. Dream big Achieve more.

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1 year ago

Most Chinese people really wants to send their children abroad for study. Just like my previous employers, they also want to send their daughter to UK for college. Good thing their daughter is good at socialising and she was even excited to go abroad.

Anyway my employers daughter's name was Charlotte and her other/Chinese name was Lok lok, sounds weird 😆 but it has a pretty meaning in Chinese.

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1 year ago

Oi,name nito Lok Lam haha..

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1 year ago

Owww Good Luck to her. I hope makaya nyang. Dun nya lahat matututunan lahat kapah napalayo na sya sa parents. Tho may brother sya dun, syempre iba pa rin kapag mismong parents ang kasama.

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1 year ago

Mas matino to so far kesa sa kuya nya..pero mahiyain to..yung kuya walang hiya🤣

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1 year ago

Hahahah ay yon laang baka naman di sya mabantsyan dun naku aguyy sana ay hindi

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