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@Jabs in October 2020

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Darkness I am back again in despair, Feeling hopeless, feeling lost. I tried to be jolly, but the emotions inside me, eats me. I felt worthless, and a burden to my family. I wanted to cry, but my eyes seems so dry. The emotions inside me builds up, and find it hard to express. I wanted to run, but my feet stuck in the ground.I cut my hair, throwing my frustration away but things doesn't change. Every night is a sleepless nights. Thoughts eating my conscious, that all I could…

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She is Lost *"What's your purpose? What's truly your worth? "* Sleepless night you can count. She can't fall asleep. She rolled over a hundred times on her bed, but her eyes can't even blink. The woman who quit her job not long ago, questioning herself about her worth and purpose. She seems lost. Wondering if living has any worth. She tried to divert her attention to anything. Watching television, watching dramas and funny videos, doing some arts and crafts, reading…

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Random Shots #2 October 1, 2020 I take a walked together with our dog outside. It's been a while to take a stroll and breathe some air. It's such a suffocating scenario staying the whole week or two inside the house. Actually I don't have any plan to step my feet outside the house, but my nephew and niece where eager to sneak outside, so I accompanied them too, the dog was an excuse I guess. We just lingered in front of the gate. Walking back and forth. Letting ourself enjoy…

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COVID - 19: A Crisis... an Opportunity It's almost 8 months since the novel coronavirus broke up and spreading almost in every country. The governments are struggling to stop the spread of it. But since the the enemy can't be seen in our naked-eye, it's hard to win. The government in the Philippines, where I belong, are taking all the precautionary measures to stop the spread of the said virus. The Bayanihan to Heal as One Act, also known as the Bayanihan Act, and officially…

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Take Every Challenges As Your Stepping-Stone to Success "***The happiness of a true success is when you overcome all the challenges to achieve it."*** The challenges in our life starts as soon as we are born in this world. We may not noticed ot before but if you come to think of it, you know it and that's for sure. Every little things that makes us frustrated when we were a baby are all we can say challenges. We struggle to eat and feed ourselves, we struggle to sleep, so we…

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Love me or Leave me 🎶 *"If I told you my secret,* *And I showed you my weakness,* *Would you love me or leave me?* *Tell me how would you see me?* *If I showed you my flaws,* *And showed you all of my scars* *Would you love me or leave?* *Tell me how would you see me? " 🎶* Sounds familiar? Heard before? Yes, that's right. This is a song from Shawn Mendes and upon hearing it, I was inspire to write an article. We are living in a world full of complains. It's either it's about…

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I Miss You *Here I am drank in thoughts,* *Thinking about you and me in the past,* *The memories we've shared still lingered in my mind,* *I missed you and that's all I could say to you.* *I grab a pen and a blank sheet of paper,* *Starting to write a letter,* *Scribbling your name on the paper,* *But I keep erasing it for a hundred times.* *I grab my courage and started to write,* *'Cause if I don't, I might regret it for life.* *The unspoken words I wanted to say,* *The…

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My Model October 8, 2020 I walked with our dog outside. She been eager to take a stroll in the neighborhood, so I decided to take her out for a short while. As we are walking, I saw a flower on the ground and pick it up and brought it home. I was holding it thinking what to do with it until I came up with an idea. Since I want to improve my photography I decided to make that flower as my model for todays photography. I want to emphasize it beauty in every angle amd I hope I…

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First Love Never Dies... But Why Did You First Say Goodbye? Let me tell you a story happened during my elementary days, but this is not my story. Fifth grade. I am on fifth grade that time. We made a name for our group (for friendship). Our group composed of five girls including me. Three of them are in highschool already and while me and my childhood friend as in fifth grade. Let me give them names to make the story clear and understandable. Ny, Cy, Ai, and Fe (not their…

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Headache, Fever, Cold: My Own Remedy When I am Feeling It Not all the time, we are feeling good and better. There are sometimes that we sometimes feeling sick that causes us to nothing for a certain period of time. People with fever, headache, cold and et cetera tend to cure themselves from buying medicines in pharmacies. Taking remedies to ease their sickness. Some people also take some traditional medicine to cure their illnesses. Drinking herbal medicine and stuff to feel…

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How are You? ***How are you, friend?*** ***It's been a long time since we saw each other,*** ***I was wondering if I can still call you friend,*** ***'Cause we knew some things change.*** ***We used to be together all the time,*** ***Making lots of memories to laughed at,*** ***Even in times that we both in pain and trouble,*** ***We're always there for each other.*** ***I know you're busy and so as I,*** ***We are busy achieving our goals,*** ***That sometimes we forgot…

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Why is it some new posted articles has EXC already, but mine still hasn't? I posted my articles for 9 hours already.

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Where do People Meet and How they Fall in Love at The Same Time Are you in a Relationship? Or are you married? Where does your relationship started? In the street? In a restaurant? Or in some other place? Did you fall in love first? Or you both feel in love at the same time? Did you really felt that butterflies in your stomach? There are many questions but those questions remains in figures. The only one who can answer those questions are the people involve in that…

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Have the Confidence There was a boy who is very talented. He knows how to draw, sing and dance. His room was filled with his artworks, paintings, sketches, and some crafts. His computer was full of his recorded songs and videos of his dances. His parents know that their son is very talent kid and they are happy and proud about it. One day, in school, the boy's teacher told the class that they need to prepare for a presention to showcase their talents and everyone must…

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Changes Many say, change is **inevitable**. That there is no permanent in this world except change. With our existence in this world, all we could ever think everyday is to change. Change the life we had, change our behaviour, change ourselves, change are personality. We want change physically, mentally, intellectually, emotionally and socially. We want change and that's for sure. Change for the better, I guess. We all want to change. We don't want to remain the same. We all…

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The Stars Above *I can see the stars above,* *They're sparkling like jewels at night,* *Making the darkness beautiful and comforting,* *Soothing my mind and heart.* *The stars twinkling like your eyes,* *I remember it when I look at your eyes,* *Your eyes was beautiful like this stars above.* *I wish I could make a wish,* *In this stars above,* *Do you think they can make my wish come true?* *To make you appear even just in my dreams?* *I remember we used to look at the…

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Ways to Cut Onion without Crying `~~Got this idea upon watching Idol on Quiz (Korean Show).` *Have you ever wonder, why onions make you cry while cutting it? And if you ever wonder how to cutting onions without you crying?* Onion contains amino acids called *****sulfoxides*****, and when you cut them, you damage the skin. The skin that was damaged converts sulfoxides into chemicals. The onion releases it into the air and then it went through our eyes. Our eyes respond by…

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The Different Taste of Tears Based on Our Emotions ***Have you taste your tears? How was it? What does it taste?*** What is tears? ***Tears*** *are a clear liquid secreted by the lacrimal gland found in the eyes. Its functioned include lubricating the eyes, removing irritants and aid the immune system. It also occurs as part of the human natural pain response.* Tears occurs when we felt strong emotions. When we are angry, sad, and happy our eyes response to that emotions and…

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Some Inspirational Quotes that Inspired me In life, we always hold on to something that inspired us and keeps us going, keeps us fighting. Its either the people whom we loved or our dreams we want to achieve. We always look for inspiration that keeps us motivated. Some people holds to words that are motivating. Words that inspire and enlighten them, and I am one of those people. The people I loved inspired me and so as my dreams. But aside from them, I always look for quotes…

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FAQ(Frequently Asked Questions) *Will life be better?* *Will life be fair?* *Will life turn happiness?* *Do I need to be there?* *Will life remain wrong?* *Will this life be just existence?* *Will I be better for someone in the distance?* *Do I need to do this?* *Do I need to do that?* *Do I really need to perfect things for that?* *Do people live in peace?* *Does someone really just live at all?* *Does someone need to cry all night?* *Do you have someone to call?* *Why is…

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Untitled ***Winter nights remain colder*** ***Everyday, even summer,*** ***Turn left to feel it cold*** ***You left again, can't even hold.*** ***Maybe I'm a goner,*** ***a dying soul, a loner,*** ***why can't I just die a little sooner,*** ***to lessen the pain, lessen the suffer.*** ***Why life is always unfair,*** ***everything's not right, full of despair*** ***can't except everything to be just done,*** ***When will happiness come to me, was it when I'm gone?***…

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Shakespeare's Invention *Do you William Shakespeare? Do you know his masterpieces? Do you know his invention?* I guess, everyone know who Shakespeare is. Who wouldn't know him? His great contribution to literature that will surely hook you up. During my high school days, William Shakespeare was further introduced to us by my teacher in creative writing class. We read many of his literary pieces. Who is William Shakespeare? William Shakespeare is an English playwright, poet…

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Sleepy after Eating? ***"I just eat my meal and I feel sleepy... "*** Are you like me who sometimes feel sleepy after eating? Have you ever wonder why? Sleepiness after eating is normal based on experts. It is the response of our body towards the digestion process. There are several factors why we feel sleepy after eating our meal. Factors: ****The Food we Eat.**** The food we eat is one of the factors why we feel sleepy. Foods rich in protein and carbohydrates are the…

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Realisation of life: "We are great in our own way, it's just that people see us in a different way. "

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Be Mindful: Read, Delete Emails... Save the Earth I really love watching korean variety shows. They are my little source of happiness and entertainment especially today's lockdown due to the pandemic. I find companion and comfort watching variety shows and kdramas. In watching, we can learn lots of things without going outside. There are lots of videos where we can learn and discover new things that we never know before. It also a great help to maximize our knowledge on…

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The Desperate Plea ***"Please, someone save me... "*** **Scream of a woman crying.** **Running barefoot in the street,** **While looking in the direction she came in.** **A woman who's shouting for help,** **But no one is helping,** **Standing in the middle of the street,** **Very visible but no one ia staring.** **She walked slowly,** **Grabbing someone's arm,** **Pleading for help,** **But only thrown away in the ground.** **Bruises all over her face,** **With bloods…

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Have Troubled Sleeping? Read This. Well, actually I am having troubled in sleeping for almost three months already. Since I can't fall asleep and prevent myself from thinking some negative thoughts and my "what if's", I make time passed by watching movies or kdramas in Netflix, until I find myself asleep in I don't know what time. Reasons? I don't know... Or maybe I know but I just can't say it myself. I've been thinking alot lately. Wondering and wandering my thoughts from…

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What's the best site for checking if your article was plagiarize?

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What is Pink Lens Effect? `Just a while ago, I am watching Idol on Quiz, a korean show which Idols or celebrities compete in answering quizzes which have a prize money in which they will donate it to people who are studying korean languages. Then again it gives me an idea on what write.` ***"Love is loving an imperfect person perfectly."*** We fall inlove unexpectedly with unexpected person. A once stranger to us suddenly becomes one of the most important person in our life.…

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The Sky is Clear **Good morning!** It's another wonderful day. Feeling blessed and ready to face the tiring yet meaningful day. I am glad that Typhoon Quinta was gone, but I am still worried for my family in Albay. Albay was hit by Typhoon Quinta with Typhoon Signal No. 3 was alerted, my family was there. I know they are prepared before the typhoon. Seeing the news makes me worried about them. Their phones are off so we wasn't able to contact them. But last night, we barely…

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How My Day Passed "It's another tiring day... " Everyone has their own busy day to handle. Busy preparing for work, online classes, and household chores, that makes our day a tiresome one. Due to pandemic, there are some restrictions and protocols that needs to follow if you want to go outside. Some end up staying at their houses with out a choice. Spending their day circling at home. Unending chores here and there. Collecting a bucket of sweats. Looking for things to do. I…

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We are Great in our on Way, It Just that People See Us in a Different Way *"I am an Engineer."* *"I am a Nurse."* *"I am an Architect."* *Some people are now* professionals. Holding their diplomas and proudly walking with chins up. *"I am a farmer. I didn't finish elementary."* *"I am a janitor. My parents can sent me to school."* *"I am a maid. This is the only job I know."* Some people doesn't hold degrees, and sometimes walked with their chins down. Different kinds of…

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True Love ***How can you say that you already find your true love?*** A very complicated questions, right? Because it is I think indescribable. The explaination maybe vague, that you can't put it into words. But here are some things we need to know about true love. ****True love isn't about finding yourself to someone.**** To receive and give love, we must understand and know ourselves first. Things like knowing your likes and dislikes. Discover ourselves. We must stop…

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Random Words of Kindness We all know how good a compliment is. Whether it is from a person we know or from a stranger, it helps boost our confidence, it makes our day great. *"That dress really suits you."* *"You look pretty."* *"I love your artwork."* These simple compliment gives us a tingling feeling in our body. We know how it feels to be complimented but still, we are reluctant to compliment someone when we have the opportunity. ***Why?*** If we think about it, giving…

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Cottons in the Sky Every morning, after I wake up. I always look at the window in my room. Looking if the sky was clear or gloomy. This past weeks, the sky is always in a gloomy mood. The clouds is always in grey color but some days it is clear. Maybe because it's rainy season here and lots of tropical depression entered and approaching. Another typhoon enter the Philippines and said to be a Super Typhoon. Alert levels are expected to be alerted upto Typhoon Signal Number 4…

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A Ghost Story `This is story is based on my own experience.` I was in third grade when I first encountered this creepy and scary scenario. At the time, I am really a scaredy-cat. Afraid to be alone at home or even walking at night. I tend to imagine things that unimaginable. A little sound of scratched or any creepy sound makes me shivered and scared. A cold breeze at night makes me run home as fast as a light. Even encountering a dog on the road or their barks gaves me…

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Photos I Keep Why do we buy phones? For what reasons? Our phones nowadays can do a lot of things. Through our phones we can easily communicate with our loved ones, texting, calling, and video chatting. Through our phones we can watch movies and read books. Through our phone we can listen to music. And through our phones we can capture every moment and every thing. Our phones has a lot of purpose. We actually can't imagine our life without phones, right? My reason for buying…