@Jabs 20 October 2020

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***Winter nights remain colder*** ***Everyday, even summer,*** ***Turn left to feel it cold*** ***You left again, can't even hold.*** ***Maybe I'm a goner,*** ***a dying soul, a loner,*** ***why can't I just die a little sooner,*** ***to lessen the pain, lessen the suffer.*** ***Why life is always unfair,*** ***everything's not right, full of despair*** ***can't except everything to be just done,*** ***When will happiness come to me, was it when I'm gone?*** ***Mercy mercy mercy, yeah have mercy,*** ***Why am I living in roof that's stilled icy,*** ***When will I ever be called this building a home?*** ***Am I really in here? Do I ever belong?*** ***Give me time, give me rest,*** ***Stop this agony, stop this test,*** ***Let me live a little not just exist,*** ***Let them know me, for I'll be miss.*** **@jabs https://read.cash/@Jabs