A Voice of a Man!

This past few days, I have a lot of thoughts. There are a lot of questions lingering in my mind. I want to know the answers. Why is it happened?

Honestly that's why I told my partner that I am bored because I'm worried also, I felt scared with this things happened to me. I'm really thankful that he sent Manang to here.

I started with this kind of heavy feelings when I experience with this kind of thing. It happened three times. I don't know who he is. It is a voice of a man but I didn't see his face only the voice from him I've always heard.

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First Time

It was 2 pm, I was alone here in the apartment. I felt weak since I didn't have enough sleep that time. I visited here in read.cash then commented after then I went to the bathroom and back to bed again. Having a video call to my family.

I was enjoying and I was thankful since I felt motivated again. After having a video call, I didn't noticed that I slept already. I think it was 3:15 pm. After that I wake up because there was someone voice that wakes me up. I heard it. He was calling my name. He called me three times, "Jessel!". I felt he wanted to wake me up because his voice was a little bit strong.

I was really nervous then my room was so dark since it was 6:15 pm already. I get up on bed and turn on the lights fastly. I went to the kitchen after, I drunk a water. I couldn't explain what I've felt. My heart beating so fast. I asked myself who's that man with frightfulness.

Second Time

As I mentioned in my previous articles, I don't have enough sleep always. I have an insomnia so I wake up mostly 10 am and sleep again at mostly 1-2 pm. I remember that time, I cooked my lunch. I didn't felt weak that time. During my lunch, I was laughing since I was enjoying my nephew through video call.

I washed the dishes, rest a little bit then after I folded some clothes then went to bed. So mostly that time, everytime I was already in bed I got sleep without notice. I didn't expect that it would happened again. He wakes me up but he didn't called with my name but "Psssst Wake up!" I was so scared. Why he is always calling at me?

His voice is the same with the voice of a man who wakes me up at the previous day. I was really nervous. Why he is always waking me up everytime I sleep? I want to know who he is. Why?

Third Time

It happened yesterday. I was so sad because Manang wasn't there. I felt that I wanted Manang to be here in the apartment but it's not possible since Manang always busy too with her other work.

I took my lunch in the afternoon. I mostly late eating my lunch because I always sleep 4 am because of my insomnia. I felt when I was at the table I felt bored again. I was so lonely. I played a music. After my lunch it was already 2 pm I went back to bed. I listened a music while using my phone but I decided to sleep since my eyes was so drowsy.

I charged my phone and slept. I wake up early I think it was 3:15 pm because he wakes me up again. This time he didn't called my name but only "Pssst!". I was really nervous but I decided to sleep again since my eyes was really sleepy. It was about 15 minutes passed I wake up again and it was the worst because his voice was really angry. He calling me with "Hey!", it was repeated three times. I was really nervous and my heart beating so fast. I was really scared with his angry voice.

After what happened, I realized that the reason why his voice was really angry because he wakes me up but I decided to sleep again. What was the purpose? Why he always doing that? Everytime I sleep he wakes me up. What could be the reasons? Who's that man who always waking me up?

CLOSING THOUGHTS:

There are a lot of scenarios that can happen anytime. It make us scared and worry especially those things which can be a new for us. Without expectations it will happened. Adding some questions in our mind and we want an answers.

Always remember no matter what will happen don't forget to pray. It's the best weapon for us. Trust him always. He is the one who guide us. He always beside us to protect. Just be faithful to him. God is our only savior!🙏

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Thank you so much. I hope I gave you some worthy time with this article of mine.

God bless everyone.😇 Stay safe always.🙏

-JRamona20 💜