21-09-2022

Heya to all my read family. Teenager of modern era spending a way more boring life while 30 years ago or less before this smartphone era teenagers were truly living there life at it's best.

Still remember when I was a kid only thing I wanted was to grow up early like sleep now and wake up becoming a teenager.

Not sure why but thought teenagers life is too Good and they're like the coolest one on this planet.

Well guess what? I grew up and now my teenage life is something I didn't Expected like this.

Most of readers will be able to relate with me who are teenager or was once so it's going to be another interesting late night topic not exactly pre planned.

I Expected My Teenage Life like This

I thought when I'll be a teenager than doing parties, No more restrictions, hanging out all time with friends and having someone special in my life like Partner (her).

It's true "Expectations always hurts" and my teenage life is something a kind of an example in it.

Well, Lot of other expectations other than just enjoying life (living at fullest) or being cringe etc but let's come straight to the point how teenage life of mine went through.

Being Lonely in teenage Life

Oh, Sounds like I'm crying but it's opposite mostly but sometimes usually gets a bit sad when loneliness comes to bite and there's no way to escape.

It's like i expected a colorful teenage life being in company of friends or with society but the life had some other plans.

Advice to teenagers by a lonely Guy will be to make Good Friends circle and BFF thing etc.

Do take snaps, streaks and TikTok etc otherwise will be left lonely but I'm proud not being involved into snaps, streaks etc.

I Got Trust Issues

I Got like trust issues coz of many reasons and after getting betrayed by those who you thought have Good intentions.

Stabbed by friend's who I trusted, Who took advantage and like plenty of more reasons behind this trust issues thing.

But mostly I still do trust like blindly on everyone and deep down I knows i will have a nightmare when it's least expected.

Being a teenager why trust Issues? You won't believe me the Girl I liked was stolen by my friend even he knew it and so yea, ain't it's more than enough to have trust issues.

Overthinking Never leaves Me behind

As a kid thought teenager life will be something to Good. Having a GF or partner telling stories or things like how I spent my day and special moment's together

But for real even now doing just overthinking and it's spreading into my veins already.

And remember long ago I said overthinking is not a bad thing it just depends on person whether to take it as a negative or positive way.

Like as of now I'm overthinking and expressing it here Makes me feel better. Literally had something better thought about this but I can't remember it now - I'm blank suddenly.

Oh, You won't believe my Hairs on front are almost White and people here says it happens when someone overthink or take stress a lot.

Zero Mental Peace

It's quite sad but based on reality mental peace is something absence from quite long after becoming a teenager.

The career stress and the study stress or other responsibilities and much more are the reasons behind zero Mental Peace.

But somehow learning to divert attention to Good thing's like keeping myself busy and not going back in the comfort zone.

Makes yourself busy enough in teenage life so you won't have to deal with painful thing.

Fin.

It's not always necessary that everything you've planned or thought will Go as expected. The thing matter is making yourself ready for unexpected happenings in life.

Most importantly I'm spending my teenage life as a responsible kid which will somehow help me in coming years of life.

It's all about getting mature going through a tough time or process but In the end when we look back everything we can't see right now will be shown like past regrets stuck in mind.

For now that's it. Shared what I wanted to and it's too late for me so I'm ending this here. Do let me know your thoughts on this in comment section.

Also we life once and teenage life will not comeback again so eat healthy and have a better one.