I finally found time to edit this and um... make it less focused on the sex (.///.) and more on the thoughts. enjoy!
These are the first chapters in the case that you didn't get to read that
Chapter 3: I never noticed her before
Chapter 4: Auction
The day of his 13th birthday had come. The day his dignity was to be sold to the highest bidder. Perhaps he never did have any dignity left to begin with since that day but he had still hoped that his first time would have been with someone he truly wanted to hold. And as the bids on him got higher and higher, the more he wished he could escape right then and there and run back to the little haven he had soon made his friend. Sadly, having a share in his auction sales would be enough help. It would start him off with a little savings to eventually buy his freedom off of the man that he now calls his boss. Maybe enough to afford him a life on foreign lands that were more accepting of his appearance.
At the stroke of midnight, the auction was concluded. The bid for his head landed close to a million yuan, which was honestly more than anything anyone would have anticipated and given the era he belonged to, it was way too much just for a night. But the price was paid, and he was finally settled into the room he was assigned to. The lady didn’t have a figure that would be called repulsive, on the contrary, her body seemed like one which people would die to have even just for a night, yet here he was, still hoping to find an escape from the events to come. He was trained for this, that’s what kept buzzing through his head, Mo Chou had made him use those practice dolls just for this. He needed to please this lady but how would he when he’s never truly held a woman before.
The minutes that passed by seemed to never end, he was hoping the woman wouldn’t show up at all or get lost in another room but in a few more minutes, there she was, wine bottle in hand and all. He’s never had alcohol before so he had hoped she wouldn’t make him drink. Unfortunately, asking to do so seemed to be a bad move because he was talked more into having that drink, as well as receiving those indecent touches that seemed to go higher and higher up his crotch. Everything was too uncomfortable to him
“Hey, are you really a virgin?”
The woman asked. The alcohol wafted in with her breath, she was definitely drunk even before she got here. It explained why she wanted to directly go into the deed. The nod of his head didn’t seem to matter much to her, if anything; it only seemed to excite her. She soon got up from the seat she had taken beside him then proceeded to remove her accessories one by one. He could only look away in embarrassment the moment she had started undoing the strings of her dress
“Help me out here”
her voice grew heavy with seduction, yet did it work for him? Not at all. He was still far too flustered to even want to make direct eye contact but he still untangled as much of the knotted strings until the fabric of her dress fell to the floor. It was amazing how she didn’t seem flustered at all, on the contrary, that grin on her lips seemed to show how happy she was to be rid of all clothing. And how excited she was to rid John of his clothes as well. She was experienced with things like this; he concluded the fact as he was pushed onto the bed and was stripped of his pants the moment his back hit the mattress. She definitely knew what she had to do when her soft lips started littering kisses along the skin of his thighs and when she slowly started making small licks along his manhood. It seemed satisfying to her to hear how her actions seemed to have affected him to the point that he was growing breathless even just from having his length inside her mouth. The question of who was really the worker here came to mind but the woman did say not to worry and assured him that his first experience would definitely be something he would remember.
It really was something worth remembering and for that moment, all shame seemed to have been thrown out the window when John held her by the nape to keep her head still as his hips moved on their own accord. He wasn’t expecting such a bold move on his part but she moved so slowly. So teasingly slow that if he went along with her pace, it would drive him insane.
The woman didn’t even seem to mind though, if anything, it amused her. Even as she pulled away from his length, the glint of amusement in her orbs surely showed how satisfied she was upon seeing his full hardness. She didn’t waste enough time with anything else and in one swift motion, she was soon perched atop John and simply moved her hips in ways that pleased her. Eventually he also started moving his body in the ways that gave his body pleasure. Various positions were tried and the night didn’t seem to end with how much the woman had managed to do with his body.
He had fulfilled his first night of providing service for someone. It wasn’t much of a terrifying experience he thought, but as he helped her get dressed and fix herself in front of the mirror, he realized just how meaningless the deed was to her. A simple matter of thanks and a promise for another night such as this one was exchanged, and then she was gone.
Alone, john was again in that room. Left to his own thoughts; and might he say, the thoughts that followed after such a shameful act with a stranger was something he could never be proud of. So that was what servicing a person would entail. Who knew things like this could feel so empty after. As he lied back down on the very same bed that was so busy just moments ago, he couldn’t help but think of how Ying Yue would have reacted upon learning of the things he would do from then on. He would have to avoid her for a while
I have no idea how far I can go with erotica here ;;-;; the original version (the one in my journal) was actually naughtier than this... but I don't want to get banned because of porn stuff so forgive me
I was thinking that it was Ying Yue who he spent the night with, but she is so young so it is impossible. Or maybe she's the onw who's going to change his life, you know buy him completely, dress him feed him and be her boy toy. It's just a thought.