July 12, 2020 | 12:09 am PH time
It has been three days since the last time I published an article. These past few days, I kept thinking of what topic to write. But my empty brain won't cooperate. I have some unpublished articles, they're about success, poverty, and an article of appreciation and gratitude for those who helped and motivated me here on readcash. But I can't finish them. Every time I try, I ended up staring blankly at my phone and can't think of more words to add. It felt like my brain's word supply was limited.
But this also made me think. Do I still enjoy writing? Or maybe what I write about is not something I really want? Or maybe I am just tired? I really don't know. Maybe I also lost motivation because I felt like no one read my articles anymore. It made me question myself if I'm still doing it right. π I know there are people who still read them, and I sincerely thank all of you, it was just that my emotions are messed up. This can also be just a symptom of PMS. I don't know. I really can't understand myself.
At this very moment, I can't think of anything to add here.....
12:40 am
I decided to finish and publish this one.
In my 33 days here in reading.cash, I tried to write different articles. I've published something about my beautiful hometown, about my arts, my photographs, the things I love, about history, and even about health. I can say that I really enjoyed writing them all. I also gained some subscribers which I am thankful for. I hope I won't disappoint you guys with this nonsense article of mine. :|
1:21 am
A few minutes ago, I was imagining myself when I started here. I was always excited to compile the photos I needed for my articles. I happily type every word on my phone. But what made me happy and excited back then? I realized that it was because I enjoyed what I was doing. I was happy about sharing the things I love, sharing my own thoughts, my ideas, and how I felt. I was also happy that I got to learn many things while doing research for my articles.
I realized that it is the most important thing, that I love and enjoy what I am doing. Publishing something that I enjoyed writing is already an achievement. The views, likes, upvotes, and the points I get are just bonuses.
That is why from now on, I'll write more about something I really enjoy. I am not sure if all of them will be valuable articles or just some weird next-to-nonsense blogs. But I'll try my best. π
I also want to thank all those who supported me and will continue to support me. I sincerely thank all of you. π
As usual, any suggestions or reactions are welcome in the comment section.
Thank you for reading and stay safe everyone. π
-Gwenie
End time: 2:05 am
PS. I apologise if magulo. I guess myself is trying to motivate my other self kasi. π
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