What Kind of Employee are you?

February 9, 2022

What do you see in this picture? I am the one in that picture. I am facing my computer, making an analysis, organizing and planning what I will do for today because I know how busy I am everyday. I need to help myself. I need to survive doing all the work, everyday.

Again, there is another picture. Still I am the one in that picture looking at the monitot. I wear yellow sweatshirt hoodie because it is cold in the office. If I will not wear a hoodie, I will began shaking and I will work uncomfortably. I have scrunchie or yellow ponytail. I need to tie my hair because if not, I can't stop brushing my fingers on it. It helps me concentrate and little focus, but when my hair smells good and smooth, surely I will take my time focusing on my hair.

I have a Chummy yellow plushies in front of me. I hold that stuff toys whenever I will start organizing my stuffs in excel. You see I have lots of documents everywhere and those are the papers I always face from 8am to 5pm. The amount of effort and hard work is massive. I always have a tension headache and back pain. On my side are some lomo cards of Park Jimin of BTS, of course for a little inspiration. If I don't have that, my eyes cannot rest. Some says you look in green things in able to rest your eyes for 20 secs, every 20 minutes. Me, I look at Park Jimin because why not, he is green anyway, lol. (Green-minded😂🤣).

On a different view, I mean in a different back view, I shift my table calendar on my right side. A face of serious Park Jimin is looking back at me. He is charmingly serious on that picture. I put him on the right side because Chummy is on the left side. I have my ready earphones (white wire on the right side) just in case my officemates become loud I can use it to give myself some privacy and to also listen to my playlist to make me feel relax.

And in the end, it is me, working and working hard, wishing the day will run fast, so that it will be weekend again and I can rest. It is full of pressure in the office. There are lots of surprises from people who always ruin your schedule. The kind of people that attend meetings in order to solve it, but they are the ones who are causing the problem. The Managers who reprimands their subteams for the mistake but they are the one bending the rules. If there are problems they will always pick on you and that is your problem alone to solve. Everyday I feel like vomiting with the kind of people I am meeting everyday. Everyday yuou need to adjust to them and work professionally. I am only happy during payday, lol.

This Is the reason why I am exhausted when I go home. I always feel tired and shaking like I haven't eaten in a day. I cannot squeeze in all my work in 8 hours. 8 hours is not enough and I have to continue working at home still. It is always hard.

But anyway, it is not that I'm saying my life is horrible. I just want you to know that being an employee requires hard work and determination. If you don't have that, you will give up. Don't get me wrong, I love my work, yet it doesn't mean I am always happy doing it. There are happy time but more of a stressful times. People are the ones who stresses me all the time. People who don't care about you having difficulty in the work they wants you to do.

I always do everything to survive in a day. I make sure that I help in solving problem, I extend help and share wisdom. I might not be that friendly to different departments but I can say that in my own team I am one of the best team player. I am an employee with lots of flaws, but I make sure I contribute to the best of the company. I perform to the best of my knowledge.

What kind of employee are you?

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