July 30, 2022

Today, I went to Google to search for something and I see that friendship day is everywhere there. I don't remember if I had a blog like this last year , but this is the time I will acknowledge my closest friends and friends. Unfortunately, I am feeling down because just last night I learned that a very close friend died and it was sudden. I was all shock that lead me to having light sleep because I keep on thinking about where she is now.

I am thinking if she is seeing me since she is a spirit now, or is she is in safe place. There are rumors that spirit stays in the place they died. She took her life and was found dead inside her bedroom so I assumed she is there. It was already locked according to her mother and some of our friends who are in Cebu are attending her wake. I can't be there so I am trusting my friends to update me.

Happy Friendship Day!

As for friends, the closest ones I have are two people. We just met last Saturday and had our BTS Day. Again, we are celebrating our 15th years of friendship on August 24. Having friends makes you live with purpose. They are the ones that will understand you and will accept your flaws, aside from your family. I share them my problems, problems that I cannot share with my family as we have pile of problems that need , I will just add to the burden. My friends will treat my problems as them and that is my number one qualifications for possible relationship, a person who can treat my problems as it is them. I am lucky with my two friends. I might not be rich, I might not solve my money problems but at least I have people with me that will listen to rants and help me breathe peacefully. Thank God for giving me two trustworthy person.

Hive Dilemma

I am on Hive and started writing again, but due to insufficient Hive Power, I cannot move. I read,voted and commented on some of the post that most of the members of Read that are on Hive, but it deduct to my Hive power, now I cannot post any longer. A good friend told me that if I was in Steemit before, it is the same. I was not successful on Steemit so I stayed there for very short time actually and on Steemit, I still don't understand but I am happy for the experience I had there.

Now I have the same dilemma. I am totally lost at Hive. I don't know if I will wait for the power to increase then I will post another. I want to interact but for sure the hive power is not sufficient again because I will use it for posting another topic. Hive power limits my activity or maybe I really don't know what to do that I can't progress anymore. I am added to a Telegram group dedicated to Hive and I read the exchanges of messages of the members there (most of them are members of Read too based on usernames they used) but I was out of place because of the terms they use. As much as I want to ask questions, everyone seems busy on improving their post and how to get successful there so I just read hoping I could understand something, but I think I will just leave. I am torn between leaving Hive and learning how to work on Hive. I already have lots in my draft but it only makes me sad because of non-progress. My progress will only depends on me anyway, yet still I am halted my activity and will just decide if my hive power is up.

Busiest Week at Work

Can I rant a little? I am not promising a little rant, but can I rant here? You cannot say no so I am starting now. Okay, this is the story. Every last day of the week, is the busiest week of our department. This is for the reason that the sales agent will only realized that they haven't met their quota. Like they woke up on the last two days of the month and realized they can not meet their quota so they will push their purchase order, request to rush all of their deliveries just to meet their quota not thinking that everything has a process and the process includes number of days of preparation.

Before the last few days of the month, they already know the cut-off. It means after the cut-off no sales should move and change the record, but always after the cut-off they will request to rush their orders. IT ALWAYS HAPPENS!

Below is a picture of documents I need to prepare for this last day, like today. I posted my documents instead of the faces of the people I want to kill at work.

I understand that they might be busy, which I doubt, that is why they ALWAYS forget the cut-off, but if you are a person who knows your deadline and you don't want your colleague to get annoyed by your poor management habit, you should consider following the date of cut-off. I have lots of people here in the office that I imagine gripping their neck really tight, like they cannot breathe anymore so that they will remember the cut-off. Imagine requesting to rush an order where you are not receiving any documents of that order. How can I deliver to clients if I don't any documents to look on? They followup their orders but they don't supplement the documents? Can I just poke their eyes.

Also, their documents will be prepared first. It will take a day to finish. The process of preparing the items and the delivery of times could take days too but they will request an order today, deliver today to client and the client should be received it dated, today. How can I react to that?

Moreover, what makes me mad is, the big boss allow them. They are really spoiled. Of course, this is their advantage since there is a possibility to meet their quota and to meet the sales goal for the month. However, they are not thinking of what kind of stress and anxiety they are giving us, the back office people, much more if we fail to deliver their orders. The simplest reason they will put there is Logistic department failed to deliver their items. They didn't consider that it is very difficult on our part because the time is so short. My anxiety since Thursday up to today is really high. I cannot continue anymore because I am still mad. I should stop this topic before I cremate them one by one.

Wooo, sorry for the rant. I shared this already to my friends but I feel it is still not enough so I am sharing it in here. Anyway, I still wish everyone to be indoors as the rain is getting stronger and there are floods everywhere. It is easy to get sick with this weather, I am sick to be honest. Please take care of yourself everyone!

Images are all mine