"The opposite"

Hello everyone it's me again. How's everyone doing? Today is Sunday and I hope you'll gonna have a fun and a relaxing day with your family and friends. So far I am good but I am having a hard time to get a topic to write since this past few days I keep on consuming my time on promoting my Facebook account. But I am not gonna talk about Facebook today as I don't wanna bore you by keep on talking about it over and over again.

However, I wanna let you know that at last I finally reached my goal, which is to have 1k followers.

• I completed my 1k followers yesterday afternoon and thanks to my hard-works and to the people who followed back🙏. Chaaarrr.

• I also submitted again my application for affiliate in shopee yesterday and now I am on the waiting list. Good luck to me😅.

Anyways, since I don't have any idea which topic to write, I just focus on reading articles. Then I came across to Ruffa's blog last night, and it's all about her better life. Actually I read a similar topic from Jane the other day, and I get inspired though it leaves me some thinking about my own😅.

I am not trying to compare my life to others, but I just realized the biggest changes on it since I became jobless. I would say that my current life is the total opposite of my previous.

Before since I still have work, I have a lesser stress than the current. Lol. That's the fact. If you are jobless the problem is more heavier than the universe weight 😂. Wait how much is the total weight of the universe?🤣

Well I know I can still get back to work soon, but as we all know problems has no exceptions. I can't tell problems to come only if I have money😂. Problem would occur anytime of the day and since I don't have a work, it's depressing me.

Second, I can no longer pamper myself. I also need to pamper myself even just once a year, but since I'm jobless I can't even buy myself a pair of sleeper. Lol. Unlike before, I can do shopping whenever I want to. I can go to the salon to help me fix my hair but not now anymore.

My birthday is coming a very soon. I wanna pamper myself by visiting the salon because my white hair is now visible.😅 But an emergency happened to my brother so the money that suppose is for my hair is now gone.😪

I don't have money anymore and I can't ask my partner for that so yeah, salon is no more😂.

• It's been almost three years since I become jobless and in three years I started to feel having a broken wings. I sometimes can't help not to feel sad for myself most specially that I am getting older. The stress and pressure in life makes me old a bit quicker.

I don't regret that I become a mother. Honestly I love to stay with my son the whole day, but I also have want's. The want's that no one wants to support. Charr😂. But anyways I can still breathe even if I don't have money, so yeah I can still survive 😂.

Anyways this is all for today, and I can now again focus here and in noiseapp since I am still waiting for the approval of my application in Shopee.

Thank you for reading.

Lead image was from Unsplash.com by Alexandra Dementyeva