"I'm still around"

Hello everyone it's me again. I'm still around. Actually, yesterday the whole day I am just silently observing the platform. I wonder if some users will still come to write and I'm glad that there's still some . Just some, but better than none. How I wish everyone will still keep in touch despite of Rusty's absence. I know it's demotivating to work without a pay, but for the sake of friendship can we? Well it's just my opinion, because I know how precious the time was, and so I understand if they choose to leave. We all need earnings. We all need money for our bills and life is not all about friendship. So the choice was still yours. At the first place I knew why we're here.

Anyways if you're still reading this, how are you? I wish your doing well. So far I am fine, I just failes to publish this blog yesterday because of my son's naughtiness. Actually he had runny nose and he's very clingy this day's and so I am having a hard time to use my phone whenever his around. However I am grateful because his fever had subsided already.

• Moreover I am still sad that rusty is not around anymore, but I just can't leave this house. I just can't. This is already part of me. Part of my day, so I am still here. I just don't know if until when I'll be around, because maybe those who still here, will be going to leave too, then it would be lonely if it's just only me was left.

To be honest the other night, I was really devastated. I think everyone was. I even cry like I'm being betrayed and I'm hurt so badly. Hahaha. I know it sounds so dramatic and overacting but please don't judge me. This is just me who loves rusty so much 😂. I also found my freedom with rusty. I just found rusty as my greatest listener as well, because he never judge me. Well he don't talked, so what to expect 🤷😪?

• Rusty is also my biggest motivator and inspiration as he truly appreciate my efforts. He might don't show up for sometime but he never fails to show his support whenever he remembers me. So when he bid his last tip, I got broken hearted. I miss rusty anyway.

Anyways, Christmas is almost around the corner. What's the plan? Here in the house we will just be going to have a simple Christmas Eve. Mommy just want to prepare deserts and just cook a simple food and I understand that because it's only us, I mean just the three of us. We don't have visitors 😄 and our family is just so small so we were just be going to prepare simple food.

I am just worried that our Christmas Day will be rainy because it keeps on raining here in our place. Even this morning the weather is so gloomy. Sigh. But anyway it doesn't matter. The celebration is unstoppable. Rain or shine we will still be going to celebrate Christmas.

So this is all for now, rusty ☺️. But I'll keep in touch.

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