I am currently in a state where I don't feel like doing anything. I am looking for motivation, I am just trying my best to put myself together and do something by going out and exercising, but I got nothing from it.

I understand introverts are different from extroverts and they should be treated nicely. I was never an extrovert, I have few friends and I am the quietest guy, you will ever meet.

I know I have to get my ass up, but I can't. I can't motivate myself and even with all the reminders, I have set to myself, it's still the same thing.

Introverts have a rich interior life and are often their own best friends. They take time to process life and can be very close and thoughtful listeners. However, they are not easy to be around. They like to be left alone and when they do talk, they tend to look at the floor or down at their knees. Introverted people can be very sensitive to loud noises and bright lights. They dislike being given orders and often resist leadership roles, preferring to work in a supporting role.

I get exhausted from watching movies or games, so I don't do them and what the hell is up with that? I have to clean my room, but I have no energy to do it, it's so boring and I don't want to do it at all. I want to go out, but everywhere is boring, the most boring place is outside, I mean nothing to do, I don't have the motivation to go out apart from walking my dog and going out with my friends once a week.

So being an introvert is a very painful thing and also getting old is hell in your head.

Maybe I should get a job, but everything is so boring, I don't know if people know what is boring, but if you do then you can understand it doesn't work anymore, so for me, it's much better to watch movies than Ieing outside in a world that doesn't care about you.

I don't want to go out and talk to people, everything is boring, I want to stay at home all day because everything is more fun and I like it better, I prefer to be at home, I want to be alone.

To me, it feels like that's what I am supposed to do. I am not comfortable outside, so I just don't go out. When people come over, I have nothing to say, I just listen. I might say a few things here and there but for the most part, I am quiet and don't talk much. I try to make things interesting by bringing up random facts or a story from history but it doesn't always work.

This is an article from a friend who told me to publish it when I was lost on a topic today.

I am sure you love what you read, thanks for reading. I really appreciate your time and efforts.

Bye for now 🥰🥰🥰.