@Fyangzee24 9 February 2022

Never-Have-I-Ever: Valentine's Day Edition It seems like a new trend is uprising here in read.cash as Valentine's Day is fast approaching. I feel like everybody is excited to receive bouquets, chocolates, heart-shaped cakes, and love letters. As for me, I am excited too because the day after that is 15 which means payday 😁 I have read some of the bloggers here having their entry on Never Have I Ever: Valentine's Edition, and I wanted to try as well. Here's my entry 😁 Never have I ever broken up with someone, but then got back together with them The longest period of relationship I ever had is only 2 months. The problem is me and I acknowledge that. I can't keep a relationship so it's obvious, I don't give second chances. What's done is done. I never even talk to them about how it ended. I don't want to complicate things so better yet be silent about it and hold no grudges. That's how I live my life being single for a long time. Never have I ever had my first kiss My first kiss was the worst. It was stolen from me. I know I'm not the only one dreaming and fantasizing of a romantic setting for a first kiss. I remembered it was during our Christmas ball. I was in my Senior year in high school. I was an officer and I was told by a colleague that our adviser wants to see me in his office for some matter, as I went my way through his office I saw Rogie, he was a Grade 9 student and I've got a big crush on him before. He asked where was I going so I told him where my destination is. He offered to take me there because it was nighttime and I was wearing a red halter dress and I forgot to bring my shawl with me. We were just talking on our way to the office and he told me that he will tell me something after meeting our adviser. Since I had a crush on him, I feel a lot of excitement. After the instructions my adviser gave to me, I rushed outside because I'm feeling flabbergasted that I am with my crush. As we were walking back to the gym, he pulled me somewhere wherein it was a bit dark and I can only feel his hand holding mine. It was too dark for me to see until I feel his breathing and something soft brushed my lips. I was glued to the ground because I wasn't prepared. After a minute, I realized I just had my first kiss at the side of the street where it's dark and there's even a trash bin on the other side. It was a big turn-off for me. Until now, I still don't talk to him He ruined my fantasies. I will permanently remember what he did and will bring my hatred to the grave hahaha. Never have I ever had a Valentine on February 14th I experienced being in a relationship but I never had a Valentine every February. I just came to realize actually. That no one was even able to be in a relationship with me at that specific time of the year. I don't know if it's just a coincidence. Like any other girl, I also want to experience being on a date on the 14th of February. I know that day is special but I think it's more special when you spend it with someone precious to you. Never have I ever received flowers, chocolate, or a stuffed animal from someone who's not blood-related I have received flowers and chocolates but it's not from a Valentino. It's from my boy best friend. Probably he pities me haha. But now, it's been ages since we lost contact. Not because we're busy with work but because he shut me out of his life since he had a girlfriend, Who knows nothing but overthinks A LOT. Her brain must have a lot of space. Never have I ever cried over someone I liked I have cried a river already. Who wouldn't be right? It's always the attachment that makes me cry. Like, it's just really sad when the person you entrusted your feelings with, becomes cold and acts as if you didn't have something. Even if that person is just someone I'm in a "situationship" with, believe me, when the talking stage ends, you'd see my eyes almost gonna pop-out crying overnight. I am the softest. I know that. Never have I ever received a love note I have received from my first love who's now in love with my friend in high school, so I unfriended them because I can't stand to see them happy to bether and I really feel like I am stabbed in the back, by my friend. She knows how much I liked the guy and little did I know she was doing something secretly so she will be noticed by him. Yeah, I'm friends with the snake. I can't believe it either. So that was it. Thanks for stopping by. I'm hoping to read your stories too. 🐰 Lead image from Unsplash.