Goal Check-in.

I'm drained right now while typing this but my mind is in the mood to think about the progress of my 2021 goals.

2020 was a hell ride for most of us and we are all lucky to be alive despite what happened last year. I am blessed and grateful that even if there's a pandemic, our business only got affected for three months and slowly rising again. I set my goal 2 days before 2020 ends. Personal, long term, and short term goals.

-To focus on our business and expand or add new products and services to offer.

-To save more

- To earn more

-To be consistent reading books

- Lose weight

- Love myself / body more / be healthy

- To be consistent in digital art/ traditional painting

- continue to help others even in my small way

- Planning our wedding (still tentative, not fix with the date/year yet)

I have a lot of goals, short and long term, even my personal and creativity growth. I still have different paying apps to earn and save more aside from my business. I am patiently pursuing my goals. It's not easy to focus on business while I'm hustling with different apps, it's draining, to be honest.

I joined noise.cash last Dec. 29 and came back to read cash after being on hiatus for months. I learned about BCH and starting to study some terms and how it works. It's kinda familiar to me because I have an account at COL financials and bought some shares in different companies for long-term goals. I've heard about Cryptocurrency before but it didn't catch my attention because I was too busy with my work at my previous employer.

While I'm slowly learning about BCH, I started to buy and hodl my coins, give so much time to other apps that give BCH... I am happy. I am always excited to learn new things and create a better future, or even just to save more money. When I check my goals list for this month, I haven't finished everything that I need to do this month. It frustrates me, to be honest. I always feel tired at night because of production, spending time in apps, personal things to do, household chores. I'm restless.

Being a one-man team, I'm in charge of production, layouts/designs, social media posting, and other stuff.. I'm out of focus lately. Every time there's a new app that I'm in, I tend to focus on that particular app, I'm enthusiastic about them that I almost forgot the goals that I set. This is the reason why I can't say yes yet to #CLub1BCH. I'm still new to crypto and I'm not confident enough with the things that I know about it. I'm still confused and most of the time I'm a slowpoke and shy to ask my virtual friends because I can't get it right away. I know that I can't fulfill the responsibilities that are needed when you're a member of the club because of my time. But I'm still hoping that one day, I gain the confidence to join them.. for now, I will support them and my virtual friends there. That's the only thing that I can do now.

I must give up some apps and give more time to my business. Having a business is hard because I'm still proving myself and my shop to others. And giving more is not enough, I need to give my very best because I want to make my parents proud of me. I want them to experience and witness my success but time flies so fast... I need to double time. I'm trying to focus on business and hustling in other apps but it's not working well. I need to think of the best strategy, I'll give up other apps but not RC and NC. I want to gain and hodl more BCH while I'm focusing on my business at the same time.

I'm kinda sad and emotional right now. I badly need to sort some things and what's need to give up. I can't even paint lately :( ..... I'm exhausted with everyday hustling. I need to hustle smart not hustle hard.. aside from saving and thinking about the future, I need to survive the present first.

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