Debt-free. Priorities.

As I visit our home last Saturday, I have a lot of realizations. I disconnect myself from work and side-hustle for a while. I only post from time to time to noise to earn free tips and to share some too. I brought my painting materials because we don't have appliances there yet and mobile data is weak, it's boring if I'm gonna lay in bed all day lol. Taking a break really helps me every time I need to sort some things in my head.

While enjoying the air and the stars last Saturday night, I realized that I have to slow down in my 1 BCH goal journey. Why? because personally, every time I set a new goal or explore new side hustle, I tend to focus on that particular area. I'm giving most of my time and that's my fault for not working on my time well.

Being almost a one-man team in our business (I have a teammate but I'm the only full-time, hands-on), I really need to focus. It's hard to divide my time into art, household, business, and side hustle. Adulthood is hard, isn't it? At some part, I neglect some part of our business because saving BCH is addicting haha, I'm looking for other apps where I can get BCH aside from investing/buying BCH using my own money. I want to hold more BCH to achieve my 1BCH goal this year and I started to feel drained and stress, and that's the least that I want to feel when I start my crypto journey. I have a lot of stress and responsibility already, I'm pressuring myself to achieve that goal and took most of my time. So I've decided to not pressure myself to have a 1BCH this year. I'm still hodling but with no pressure. I slowly feel the stress instead of enjoying it and it's not good.

Aside from that, I have debts from my past financial mistakes. I enjoyed spending my money and using credit card so much, I trusted so many people too, stab me in the back, and left me with debt (it's a long and painful story). Do I regret spending too much? No, because I enjoyed my 20's life (but of course it's not a good example haha, save as early as now), the only regrets that I have was trusting people so much and treated them as a family, while money was never an issue to me, it's more important to them than being a decent human being.

I'm slowly paying and building myself from those debts. And freeing myself to debts is my number one goal this year, so while hodling BCH, I will convert to fiat some of it. I don't have much time coz I want to pay all of my debts before I get married. I still have a lot of plans for my parents, my family, and I can only do it if I'm totally debt-free and no responsibility for that specific bills. I'm slowly getting there and my BCH earning is a big help.

That's my realization. To be debt-free this year and don't spend too much time in side-hustle. I need to limit and train myself to focus on my goal and priorities.