My mother is one of the reasons why I keep striving hard to find extra money, my partner can provide for our needs but I have to work hard on my own so I have my own money to help my mom. As the eldest daughter, the responsibility of helping her always knocks on my heart. Despite that she said, I should focus on my family and my daughter I cannot grasp seeing her suffering.
She's getting older but she's still working hard just to provide finances for my three half-siblings. Her ex-live partner does not provide for my sibling's needs and just keeps relying on her. My mother works as a caretaker of a Mansion in Nueva Ecija, she's tired of serving other people but she doesn't have any choice. She's also physically not so healthy, she's getting old and she's high blood too 😔.
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She wanted to come back to our province but she cannot due to some restrictions did by Covid19 aside from that she doesn't have enough savings. Pandemic made her situation more miserable because during lockdown her job was affected, for how many months she stopped going to work because of restrictions that is why some of her savings were used to provide for their needs and also for my siblings.
The other day, she posted that one. “I am super duper tired, I want to rest in peace ” As a daughter, it is very painful for me to see her plead like that. I cannot bear to let her rest in peace, my siblings still need her. They need guidance. Especially the two younger siblings, except the one I invited at the noise. cash, she can manage herself but the two younger ones, still need her.
If only I could have a lot of money to help her I would but I am jobless too. The only money I have is the one I earned here in crypto and I am trying my best to diversify and make it grow.
This is also the reason why I made $1 savings for her, to give it to her once she's coming back. I cannot give it to her right now, because it might be used up. I am secretly doing it. But I told her to stay strong and just save as much as she can because I am saving too. As of now, I have $107 for her at the current price of BCH. I started this last February 4, 2021. The savings are all from here (read. cash tips), so I hope the bot will not forget me because I have to save for my mom. She badly needed my help financially, it is bothersome because I am the jobless, good thing read. cash is there for me.
I cannot rely on asking for money from my partner to give her because we are also not financially stable, we are still living with his parents and his family also rely on him. Our situation is the same we were like a breadwinner, we didn't manage to enjoy life because we have responsibilities for our family that was put in our shoulders.
My mother has a lot of failed decisions in life, that is the reason why she's suffering too much. But I cannot blame her for all of it, and blaming does not help at all. Although her situation is bothering me on my side because I am also not stable and jobless, as a daughter I cannot just sit and watch her having hard times for all of her life.
Even if it is tiring learning all the means to earn in crypto, I am doing my best so I can make money despite being a busy mom. Although there are some failures I did on leverage trading, it was a waste of money but I don't blame myself, I don't want to be mean to myself because I know I work hard tho not the smart way, I cannot just curse myself, after all, it is part of the learning curve and I know I am doing my best. This is why I am trying all my best and luck in trading because through trading I can earn quicker bucks, but it is not that easy because the market is unpredictable, and it seems I am very unlucky tsk 🤦♀️, but I will never give up, it is never an option to me.
Although, some of you did not see me complaining about my situation because as much as possible I want to take things lightly to avoid stress. I want to look like a happy-go-lucky person despite what I am going through.
I know my mother's feelings when I am exhausted with everything I also cry and wish to vanish, but I hope my mother will still live for more years with us.
I hope I can save enough for her before she comes back to our province, that's the least I can do for her. I want her to experience a good life before she leaves Earth. May God bless my plans.
Hello, Eybyoung!
You and your article remind me of a quote by Ernest Hemingway. It goes like this - "the world breaks everyone and many are strong at the broken places."
I have not been inside your shoes but I have a clear picture of you being a great mother and a daughter too. You're playing the role too well and no-joke, figuratively speaking, if there is something like a nomination for the new members of the justice league, I would nominate you.
As much as I would like to share a part of me (the reason why I feel attached to this story), this is your moment (I don't have an ample supply of tissues here, just kidding). Kindly know that I don't know you personally but I am silently rooting for you. It you could wait a little longer, life is already packing your reward. And you have to wait for that time to come, because you are worthy of it. Cheers!
I'm a new user of this platform and reading write-ups about life makes me want to stay here. Stay strong, this attitude will lead you somewhere in the near future. I wish you the best in life. (Insert heart emoji here.)
Regards, littlemadam.