The Reason.

September 4, 2022. Sunday.

And finally somehow I had time today. I really took this time to write because I've been really busy, worried and bothered for a few days because of the happenings here with us and our family. First, our electricity went out because we had no chance to pay for it, that happened on August 30. So now we don't have electricity, it's been a few days. I don't know when the electricity will be restored to us, people here at home don't have enough money to pay. But I'm always praying to find money so we can have electricity again because it's really hard when you don't have electricity to use. It's good that I somehow manage to charge my cellphone. And the other day, I also ordered Solar lights at Lazada, but it's been raining here so we only got to see the sun rarely, but it's good that we can use it anyway. And there is another incident in our family and that is the reason why I have been in the hospital for several days. Now I will tell you while I still have time.

Do you remember when I also made an article about my sister who had a miscarriage? If you read that and still remember it, it's a good thing because you will understand what story I will tell. My sister had miscarriage in the month of October year 2021. Just two months later she got pregnant again. I know that I have never mentioned this to all of you, that my sister is pregnant again, because we don't want to mess up/jinx or have what happened to her before, which is the miscarriage. It was December 2021 when we found out she was pregnant again. In the month of February, my sister's boyfriend left her when she got pregnant, her boyfriend said he would come back after the election day/month but that never happened, he never came back, never called or texted my sister and never ask if my sister is fine or what's her condition, as in never. So we didn't do anything because we were all blocked by his family on facebook. I know that I have told you in some of my articles about my sister's boyfriend leaving her. So this month of May year of 2022 we often have problems, not only about the father of my sister's child but also about money. I told you that my sister lost her job since she got pregnant, she was fired from her job because pregnant women are not allowed to work. Then recently my mother also lost her job, so our problem is really big. What happened was that I spent my savings, because we had no other source of money and food to buy every day. And that's why I'm really troubled, our face to face classes are approaching, I often mention that to you. Of course, I need money for the upcoming back to school, so that's my problem because I've spent almost all of my savings.

Long story short, this September 1 my sister gave birth. So there is no one else to look after her here at the hospital and organize her papers but my mom and me, because there is no child's father to organize that.

It's now September 4 and she still hasn't been discharge in the hospital. Me and my mother have been tired for a few days going back and forth, but it's nothing because we're doing it for my sister. And I always pray that she and her son will be okay so that they can go out. They have been in the hospital for several days and we can't see their condition, I can text my sister but I can't call or video call her because the signal in the hospital is very weak. So my family and I are just going through it, always praying that she and her baby will be able to get out of there. I hope they will be discharge in the hospital tomorrow so that we don't have to suffer anymore.

That's the reason why I've been so busy these past few days specifically since September 1. I'm asking for your understanding because sometimes I can't get back to you often with your comments and messages. Please let me come back to you when everything is fine. Thank you very much.

And that's all for today. Thank you so much for reading this. May the almighty God bless us all always. Stay safe to all of us all the time.

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