An Ending is not the End

Article No :— 2
Date :— 22.11.2021 

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Our life is filled with lots of Mysteries, Uncertainties, a huge and vast Ocean of emotions both positive and negetive.

If we want to unravel all the mysteries of our lives in an instant, then we will find nothing but failure.

If we want to succeed in our life, if we want to become mature, strong in our life then we have to experience and face our life , our fears step by step with a brave and courageous attitude and mindset. What would our life be like if there were no sorrows, sufferings, problems in our life? Have we ever pondered about this?? Maybe yess or maybe no. Many of us have enjoyed roller coaster ride , our lives are a lot like this. Problems, pains, sufferings, longings, miseries, prevent our lives, ourselves from fading.

Often we feel ashamed and afraid to express our thoughts, our feelings, our weaknesses, our fears, our tears to others. We think if we reveal these secret things then some people can hurt and harm us, they can tear our soul apart, we are right in our place.

We need to understand that we will never be able to distinguish between real and fake people if we are not decieved by others. This doesn't mean that Go and Tell all your secrets in an instant to a wrong people without thinking for once. I'm just saying that___ We all are allowed to feel what we need to feel, We all are allowed to say what we need to say,. We all are allowed to think what we need to think,. Never ever try to suppress yourself, your feelings just for others who do not even want to understand you.

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When I was a kid just like other kids I valued friendship the most, I always gave all my love, all my care and importance to my friends but when the harsh and rough Reality hit me on a sudden like a unwanted cyclone , I understood nothing and no one is permanent in this temporary world even our own shadow and soul too.

I do not know unfortunately or fortunately, I never got any helping hand from my so called best friends except their rudeness, anger, envy, selfishness etc. They were just sucking all my strength, all my love, innocence, even myself like a hungry and crude leech. Finally, by the mercy of Almighty I got some strength and decided to cut myself off from those so called friends. Although it is easy to say, but it was not an easy task for me to perform.

Those people whom I once thought Oasis in my lonely desert like life were actually a group of mirage. They always tried to increase and enhance my sufferings instead of reducing it.

From those worst yet necessary experience, I learned lots of things. Their unfaithfulness taught me , we should be with those people who chooses us every single day , not just only when they are in the mood for us.

Remember, the right one will always try to adjust and accept all your dark side and even your thorns as they embrace your bright and glowing side.

I used to feel lonely, even when I was surrounded with a group of friends, I thought it was my own fault for not feeling satiesfied and I did not have the ability to be one of them at that moment, but I was totally wrong. I was trying in vain to fit and fix myself in the wrong place, I was trying to mold my own self just to hold an wrong position in their fake world, they tried to mold me like an unfit cookie cutter mold.

I was not like them or I think I was not meant for them, for their friendship, I realized this thing much later. They were not my real friends coz real friends will never try to make you feel like an outsider. I had a bad habit , I could not resist myself from vomiting all my secrets infront of them whenever they asked me about myself, about my personal things. After tasting so many bitter things, I understood that not every people deserves to know all side of ourselves. Sometimes we need to hide our true and valid emotions & feelings in order to avoide unnecessary drama.

There is a saying,"Better to have an enemy who slaps you in the face that a friend who stabs you in the back."

Some of my friends were demons & monsters in the guise of angels. I'm not saying that I do not have any friend, I do have. Although the circle of friends of mine is very small but they are all trustworthy and precious, I think this is the thing which matters the most.

Not everyone around us is our true and real friend. We, the intelligent human being, can pretend and act well. How can we detect those fake people??? Do not worry, our hurdles, our pains, our worst situations will reveal their real face , will expose their real intention. We just need to pay our attention to those secret signs.

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Now, I'm mature enough. Now, I can distance myself from those fake people for the sake of my own self. Now, I can recreate my broken parts. I have already turned my broken pieces into an unbreakable masterpiece. Now, no one can't break me like my past, I think this is my real achievement.

Now I learned how to wear a happy mask on my sad face . Then why can't I feel that I'm happy?? I can answer this question__ I can't feel happiness because Fake happiness is still the worst sadness. We can't turn our sorrows into happiness by coloring them with bright and glowing but fake colors.

Learn to end something, it can be a bad relationship or a harmful friendship. It will do no harm but will make you strong. Try to say hello to positive things and try to bid goodbye to negetive things. Be your own healer because no one will help you to heal your wounds, your broken heart. We need to remember 'The Endings won't end us'.

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