My Money Doesn't Fold; It Giggles Giggle- You know.
Have you been listening to those new trends lately? That music was revealed in the reel of Facebook, originally from Instagram. Those verbal compositions added the effect, simple video clips that honestly have an impact; others just don't mind but skip. But some are still worthy of times. I came from wrap music of a new generation; the title was "Jiggle Jiggle," owned by Duke, Jones, and Louis Theroux. The song captivated me, and I found myself listening to it a couple of times and LLS form of music, trying to get the lyric of the song. But I am different from the main piece, whose money doesn't giggle but fold; mine could fold for even a tiny count of time. It becomes coins to laugh in my pocket.
https://youtu.be/5zl5vs_T8ec
I thought I would leave today as absent because my mind cant cooperates in giving me precious words to learn and start. I just stay in my position and hope some miraculous thoughts visit me and do the job. To make me feel the terms were as comfortable as the writing was designed, that script couldn't cope, so I opened the music platform 'Spotify' and went to 'weekly favorite.' I decided to have the premium plan, for I have been listening within the forum for some time, and I get the comfort I need. The advertisement was suck and repetitive; even the skip button was only limited to six times. It bothered me for feels like the freedom of choosing music was banned.
Until I came up with a piece of music that inspired me to write; Giggle-giggle.
When I was still young, I thought money would come when you were an adult. I really thought that someone gave it to you when you were old enough, that's why I might be excited to become old as thinking children. I didn't want to ask my parents anymore; I enjoyed mine.
But that was a scam, a child who plays money using a guava leaf or cut pieces of a used school notebook. To become a fake bill in the play. I remembered that I would get mad when my playmates tricked me when we were playing; as I said, they gave me five pieces of guava leaves. That the start of the quarrel ended to stop the game. We hated each other because of the guava leaves; then, we played another game and were friends again.
That's how innocent I was, and I was thankful somehow I had been within that game of a lifetime. Where enjoying the childhood the nature. But now, playing games with them are different. Money wasn't like the guava leaves and cut notebooks that we gave the value of defined. Things become so much, and realty offers the pay of all.
Unlike the lyric, my money doesn't fold. When they said fold, I guessed they just like paper, not a coin that will giggle in their pocket or pants. I knew someone who thought that money was a never-ending commodity. Where they don't like coins, if the chain was coined, they better not hold it. As a child, I think I admired them for their actions. Not realizing that will be the real karma starts. Richness ends, sorry, but now they could say even coins they had nothing.
I had this use of coin where I just set those coins somewhere, a piso and five pesos on the table, kitchen sink, and even the drawer. But the best thing is that I suddenly remembered them when the time I needed those. When I am broke, I must collect those peny, it will help.
Also, the lyric mentions "dribble- dribble," as I think it also happened now. Its dribble for tomorrow's substantial price hikes of gasoline again approved. Until might be $3 per litter, which not everyone can afford. A single penny now matters a competition will arise.
Money becomes a problem, not a child's gameplay anymore. We were not a child that would depend on our parents; we were not a child who would just dream and wish that money would fall down in our face. Because cash just doesn't give to that adult, money is given to those who worked.
Well, that's all; the article might not sound good for my heads are not cooperating; I made a draft this morning intended for today but chose not to publish. It was something, haha.
Thanks for reading…
Last-minute Writing: Tips On How To Rush Your Article.
Believe it or not, there are a lot of people who easily can do the work done when the time is ticking, and rushing is unbeatable. **Their body and mind might get some adrenaline or fear-like pressure to stay focused on the work they need.** I am one of them; I love rushing things up; deadlines and time are coming; anxiety and fear are beyond my head. But this article won't support or promote being rushers; bare in mind that it is dangerous, especially at work. Some get stocked in anxiety when expectations don't meet the reality. Instead, this article will share tips on how to rush an article; write in a way your reader doesn't even feel it in pronto.
I sit in a comfortable place and am ready to go, the laptop is well charged, and the mouse has been plugged. Under the file' blog post,' the working space or word terrible has been set. I had coffee beside me to help me regain my sleepy mind, but I had no topic to write; then I just stayed an eye on the other stuff, then I thought I had glued too much, and soon I realized that my article soon becomes 'a day old'; I had to rush and hoping that I will catch up the same hours I posted an article last time.
That's the start of the tip; **if you use a laptop or word application, use the 'blog post' instead of blank documents**; the working environment of the 'blog post' is cleaner, and easiest to adjust the zoom level of words, and empty area are also tidy and comprehensive unlike the 'blank document' where formality matters.
**Mind that rushing and in pronto is not for everyone**, I also had witnessed some people that bitten too much in pressures where things are different and absurd, for they get more problem, you shall try but if you can't do it, goes slowly.
Last Minute Writings- Tips How To Rush
Practice stage presents-
People who talked and were fearless in public are the most people who could write rush because they already practiced the technique where just the mind says all the things and converts to verbal. If you are not a public speaker yet, you must try it in your place. Church, schools, and family gatherings. And if you were an introvert, maybe find a way like speaking in the mirror. This helped me a lot, for I could quickly point things out.
Practice broadcasting-
Why broadcast? I admired people who were playing a podcast, people who talked in the thought and seemed comfortable in making an error and will try to correct it in their own way. Some people are more comfortable talking than writing, so if you are the kind of person that could work an article via vocal, why not try to record your thoughts and soon harvest them via writing.
Practice push it perfect-
This might be the one that made me more rushers; years had passed, and daily habits give me the comfort of dropping the words in rushing manners; if a newbie cant does it soon enough, you will carry it on.
Practice looking at the time-
Some people are writing by looking at the clock, the time they start, and the time they will finish, so they will know the nature of the timings. I could write 700-800 words within 40 minutes and 30 minutes if I have concrete thoughts and topics, then I could write 1000 words for an average of an hour, adding the ad leaves and disturbance. Why it is essential to know your timings? Because you can estimate things by rushing up your article. Overall I think I could spend 1 hour and 30 minutes writing and proofreading, so when my article was registered 22 hours ago, I shall and must rush thoughts in the report.
Focus on weakness, not strength-
Your weakness might be your environment, always practice writing in a place of disturbance, and don't focus on your comfort place or area. Like me, at the moment I am writing this article, the television was on for my mother was watching a telenovela, a loud sound that I think the television is another picture of radio. When you embrace your weakness, you can write rush, and think abruptly.
Of course, the rushing article still has a negative side on the wrong side. People tend to lower their focus and loss their tempers; one secret to rushing your article is practicing doing it every day. Some users secret why they could write one article daily so that they knew how to speed. They could write in any environment, on the commute bus, in the comfort room, and anywhere. They realized that their article would leave a day-long age soon after a few hours.
Always remind that we have all weaknesses and strengths; some might not have the same as me. But I want to say especially to those future professionals that practice becoming a public speaker; that way you will practice your rush and imprint type of writing also help your stage fright to loss because at the end of the day you need that in the future.
I also want to read how you write your rush article. Share it then.
This is also a rush, haha. Thanks for reading…
I Was Out Last Night And Saw Nothing But Sinners.
This write-up is actual, happened, and I guessed it becomes normal as I step up in reality. Who am I to judge? However, I am not unto act in their unpleasant actions. The world was changed and soon will be ruled by a devil, and what is happening today. I guessed people would understand that whatever the things that come through happened in such absurd ways. Sinners are the people, and forgivers are the God; I am just men who never judge, so I can't do anything but look at the sins, smile at the sinner, and do my business.
They said we were born with natural sins when the first man and woman ate the fruit of life. But do you know that some books (I just *forgotten* the title) and some people said it wasn't a fruit but fornications? The fruit was the woman's womb. Of course, there were valid reasons for that, and this article won't fill the thoughts regarding that.
Why I say, sinners? I could say cheaters, gamblers, and drinkers. Those are the people whom I dealt with last night. A paradise for others but hell in my face.
***I am a sinner within my act; I will never become and wish to be clean in your eyes, just for clarity.***
The nature of sins as adultery wasn't just in men; nowadays, women are the ones to try it. Don't judge me as this platform was dominated by women; I just spoke the truth. Women now are experimenting; they want to taste the difference. I thought that only men were in the nature with this, but I was wrong. I have seen enough, some women as they look for a better one, a wildness as the eagerness to apply.
I also thought that men cheated with their wives just on other girls; again, I was wrong. They could now cheat on the same gender as they had; some both had wives and children. Nasty words you might hear today, but again I just speak the truth. I met some people who were honest to open up; this might not become a selling their stories but to look beyond the root problem of these sins, the paradigm where we cannot even have the freedom of sexual expressions.
***This might cause you bad days or irritations; just bear with me for today; I just wanted to execute my thoughts as I still remember what happened last night.***
Mistress and misteress, the absurd thing now is that they were not afraid of doing it under the public. They don't care if someone can see and disturbs them.
Sometimes I get to a point where I question the sacred of marriages; it feels like as the time goes out, the years have passed, and generations evolved. **The marriage becomes nothing in the face of people.** Where it's not a banal anymore, it's not valid. The things that were happening right were just the urges that were carried, not the feeling; the bond had been torn down.
You also can't judge me as I was so intimidated by what absorbing things I saw. We had cheaters in our home before; my mothers suffered emotional damage for years; my two sisters became a rebel at such a young age; I was bullied that I had two mothers. For a year, we became broken, things were so silent in the house, but we could feel the wall that seemed like it wanted to crash in our heads.
The silence had a deafening noise that I didn't want to hear again.
What were the things inside me when I saw people cheating with their wives or husbands? Do they think the child? Or just the urge and sins the flesh and body want? Just the enjoyment as the heat conquers their thoughts?.
It's pretty disturbing to me for the memories seem like yesterday; I was like that, an innocent child but carrying the bag of the sinner of the family, for I was bullied for their mistakes, I was suffered from their wrongdoings, I was just ten years old.
That's why I admired so much a child that had come from a broken family, or those once a child already feels the boiling foil.
As I said, this might give you an untidy day; but could you feel the bursting feeling inside of me, as I see people whom I know not just one person but a lot of them.
No matter what happens, I will never be like them, I just nod as I see their sins, but honestly, I was worried for the next victim as child-like me.
Com-Egmnt: When You Engaged in read.cash- You Will Marry BitcoinCash
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*Edited as requirement...
The challenge to perform and describe how the bitcoincash community work was excellent exposure. **Community engagement, for me, is one of the underrated things people do; some are still confused, even not a newbie, about how they will show their self-engagement in the community.** Does writing and reading enough? That is a question I have had for a year now: Are the commenting, receiving, and giving tips points of engagement? As the challenge, I will expose mine, how I told myself to the community, and how I survived from bitcoincash. A story full of engagement, where I know I happily engaged in read.cash and sooner and later I will marry bitcoincash. https://read.cash/
Like a person engaged in love and the future they will marry, the p**urpose of engagement symbolized by the ring is that you must know everything about the girl or boy you will match, in our case, the platform**. The eagerness and point to understand the community are to know everything about the guy names read.cash; from the rules and features that offer inside. https://read.cash/
Still, people don't see a read.cash has so many features when it comes to engagements. Not just writing and reading the article to the people we subscribe to; you must also take a look at every inch of the features. From ****RECOMMENDED**** where the theme was displayed according to the topics you often read; ****HOT ARTICLE**** that shows the reading queue from your subscribed community; ****FIRST POST**** that gives the glance of new users that just come up signing their article; ****NEW**** designed display all the article even you not subscribed to show up in the real-time of time publication; and **TOP** where the most reward article shows up. https://read.cash/ https://read.cash/recommended https://read.cash/?sort=hot https://read.cash/?sort=first https://read.cash/?sort=new https://read.cash/?sort=top
I have a tip in engagement, and I read a lot in the 'TOP' article; it shows a topic or style where people get attracted, or robot gets the viewpoint. **You could learn more things from reading the report, the type, tastes difference from your works, and the preference of most users**. When I was a newbie here, there was still a diamond badge; this badge had given to the rank of users who shared more rewards with other people. As a newbie, I was summoned to look after every person with a badge. Until June 2021, I was shocked that I also got one and ranked in the Top 30 over 50 for a four-month or five until the badge was disposed of.
How do I expose myself to the community?
Firstly, days I do read a lot; as in a lot of articles per day and give a relevant-comments to the users, also giving a small amount of tip but later been added as a huge one, so I received a badge as reflection; from that I kept the badge in me, doing the usual things I do.
Another exposure is the ****SPONSORSHIP**** program, where I sponsored people I think had the future. https://read.cash/sponsors
In my personal stories about my exposure, someone told me that they searched my name because of gossip. I was shocked that I was a topic of talk when I was a newbie. The headline is ***"Eunoia the newcomer yet rusty favorite"*** not to be brag, but yeah, I think I was one. That's why I engaged myself and learned more to improve my writing and deserve what I get.
Another side is people also help me; the community instead. Sir Bjorn wrote an article about me at that time; then people came and took a look at what he said, new guy, an awe-inspiring word that I can't forget even a year now, then I felt the moon is crashed on me when people whom I admired started to visit me; Cryptomax as I think the best writer in the field of crypto and blogging, even gives sponsorship to be—followed by people who are the best in terms of Fiction stories, prompt masters, and all writers. https://read.cash/@Bjorn https://read.cash/@CryptoMax
As part of returning the favor, when I see someone with the eagerness and willingness to write but had a conflict, I help them secretly or by showcasing. That's how I wish they also could have the experience I got; it was a very remarkable experience indeed.
How has bitcoin cash changed my life, primarily financial?
Financial freedom and financial governing. BCH gave me the eternal way of learning how to handle finances and becomes independent on my own; for a year when I knew about crypto and managed my bucket of coins, I do invest a lot not just in crypto but also I help some people financially; secretly for some, never asked for a return. I also learned to prioritize myself from what I brought, that I know will help me in my life.
SmartBCH was my training ground in investing; I lost 1BCH for the first month of failure trading. I brought the first governance '$EBEN' at the hype of $2.30 down from $3, thinking that it's an opportunity; not until its goes down to $1 and until it goes down to $0.50. Do I have regret? It's a no, for I invest what I could willing to lose as my head convince me not to cry out loud. Not until I revived 0.3BCH then turned to 0.7BCH in just one trade for the price of 1,000,000 $Cats that time reach only 1BCH, and I immediately buy some. **From a loser to a gainer because I learn from failure.** https://www.marketcap.cash/ https://benswap.cash/ https://cashcats.org/
I was lacking in reading whitepapers and community engagement that the reason I think; from that moment I started to read others conversations in telegram group; a discussion of people even thousand pending I don't care I shall read what they say.
From that, I survived; I enjoyed the profit of trading and getting what I loved.
What was my struggle in blogging?
You might not believe me when I say so; I was an over-thinker before. I easily get demotivated when someone downvotes my article that shows -1 or -2. Within me, it shows discouragement. Also, being in the community is the one that helps me overcome this problem; a group chat on Noiseristificationism flashy request me from overthinking.
Also, my grammar and spelling; I always say that this was my problem, and later I learned from it.
For those newbies who were demotivated from writing from any circumstance, it's part of nature.
Am I a good content creator?
I will leave the answer to my readers; if they find me a good content creator or a quality content blogger. But for me, **the quality works always gives something in return. A blog or experience in life that offers a new idea, lessons, and inspiration. Added when the write-ups had a suitable writing format, I loved reading writers following a nice flow of writing.**
*Open Letter to Ms. @Jane*
*For years, I have always called you Ms. Jane, but I think you never know the meaning yet. When I called one person 'Ms,' it meant that I admired the work and was impressed with what they did. And you were one of them.*
*You are a celebrity in the bitcoincash community, and reading about your achievement and failure is the one that keeps most of us overcoming the things inside of us that is the same as you. From being an older sister, not just in your own family but for the people even, you don't know the real name.*
*I admired you for being the* ***breadwinner to the crypto winner****. I remember you are the first person I would privately message if I didn't understand something in SmartBCH. You never ignored me, even helping my loom for the reference site.*
*For years now, you proved that no matter what happens, you will be just what you are; travelers with the hype of energy, a photographer that displays the magnificent pictures for us also to see what you have been. You are the most talented, versatile, and beautiful sister I know on this platform, and I never doubt that soon, you will become an inspirational woman not just in crypto but also in life.*
*You might not think that way for years of motivating me, but for me, it means a lot.*
*I do learn a lot from your experience in crypto. I am a valid reader of your trading and achievements at the end of the month.*
*Happy second anniversary and many more years to come.*
***I admired that your topic and theme were community engagement and quality content, for you are the best example of a user on hand in the community, from adoption and projects.***
*For me, you are the face of Community Engagement.*
*Regards;*
*Eunoia.*
This is my entry for the Community Engagement Challenge under the second year anniversary of Ms. @Jane
Turning 2 Years Old (Community Engagement Writing Challenge) https://read.cash/@Jane/turning-2-years-old-community-engagement-writing-challenge-cd816616
Thanks for reading...
Thank you everyone who greeted me yesterday; I might not reply to each and everyone for the word "Thank you nor salamat" could result to spammy thing in my comment section but I read and appreciate all the comments. Have a nice a day....
https://read.cash/@Eunoia/legends-were-born-on-june-15-1999-thats-my-birthday-2e6137a6
Legends Were Born on June 15, 1999—That's My Birthday.
They said legends are born in June, and I believed in that. ***(Well, you could adopt that ideal in whatever month it is from January to December.)*** I was born 15th day of June year 1999. My mother said it was 9:00 in the evening when she felt that her womb would take the legend; they immediately called the local Komadrona to help her deliver it. I am a legend who I am that will soon rise. The battle is the future and the winner in my experience toward the hustle life of mine.
I grew up not telling anyone my birthday; others knew it, but I am not that person who will invite or remind them of my birthday. I am afraid that people will be disappointed in what my mother will afford to prepare. That's why I will call the people whom I knew; we were on the same plate of poverty, which I think never takes any question why and why not. I had only a simple first. And that's how I survived for twenty years.
During my entire 23 birthday, I never had a birthday cake. Even now that I could buy some, I choose not to. Cake nowadays is basic; no one is going to touch it. Unlike before, when I was a kid, only rich people could afford it, and kids like me were so excited. The name feels it gives a different taste.
This was the second birthday I will celebrate on this platform; the first one happened when I was still a newbie. Just a few people knew me here. Sadly, most of them are now inactive; busy in their personal life might be. I am glad that I still survived another year in my life and am still here writing and doing the things I loved: writing and investment.
Crypto today is bleeding, so I chose not to have a grand celebration. Besides, I am on it all the time.
The first person who greeted me was my first Ex-girlfriend; I wasn't shocked because she did that on all my birthdays when we were together and even were not. She will wait until midnight just to be the first one. Another thing I am thankful for is that they still remembered me; that's why I wanted her to be my still friend even though the past had broken us down. She was one of the people who knew me well, saw my worst, and looked for the exact things I had. **She was one of the living proof that I am a legend; I never hurt her physically or touched her in anything. Girls, I am one of a kind, lol.**
I had this yearly practice of giving away a $2 cellular load for the first one who would greet me; I played along on our Telegram Channel of read.cash blogger. I chatted, "Guys, you are all invited tomorrow; it's my birthday," three of them responded. But a question mark, not a greeting. Until someone did the greetings and the game was over. I will send the load anonymously to the first person who remembered my birthday. The last one to greet me through chat will also have another $1 load.
Legend was born on June 15, 1999.
You might feel I am overreacted with my theme for this year; within my 23rd of the year, It felt like I was being powerfully molded already with so many things in life; I am not shy to say what was my age, for that was a proof of hardships, years of heartbreaks, happiness, and energy that teach me the basic lessons. Years had passed, and years to come were more rigid and critical. I am still a legend for surviving all the things. Problems and hardships.
**My wish for this year again wasn't a material thing for me, but the good health of the person I loved, a friendly and wealthy posture of my parents and sibling, no sickness and hunger, controllable and manageable problems. Everything comes in smooth transitions.**
Again like I said, June 15, 2021. I am thankful that I will celebrate again on this platform; read.cash is the also an instrument that molded me, my talent and thoughts, all my friends here who been with me at the beginning and never think of ending, the sponsors of my writing and the platform itself, the bitcoincash communities that teach me to trade, the SmartBCH that becomes my starter ground in learning to play a crypto lives. Thank you, everyone, and my every wish is that I will celebrate again my birthday next year here under read.cash platform; for a third time.
Self-judgement Mostly Happened at my Generations.
In the generation where most people now know how the internet works, they become anxious about everything. **An era of people where we get easily annoyed when the internet connection is logging when the electricity has been cut off- meant that our gadget soon drained its battery meant a terrifying return.** But the cynicism of the internet is about to unfold. People silently judge themselves; teenagers are too jealous of others for they gain more from their social stories; people think they are left behind because they had a life different from others. A severe problem that most results in loss of focus, serious self-degrading, and others leading to killing themselves.
Do you know that the most difficult enemy to defeat is ourselves?.
Let's all be honest that we loved to judge ourselves; no one had ever compared themselves to others; once or many times, you wondered why another life was so different from you, why people at your age had gained too much, and you're not. There will always be a question that hangs in our heads, pointing us to self-judgment.
**Self-judgment is a normal thing, and the nature of our behavior is to react to others' stories, but sometimes it's too much**. People stranded in the phase often didn't realize that they were too much toxic to people. They thought they were behind and felt they were full of uncertain things in life.
****We judge ourselves that even though we make all the effort, it feels like we were not enough; the work we do total effort is still lackin******g**. That comes where we surrendered and imagined this wouldn't work; this wasn't for us—the times when we found ourselves longing and losing interest. We lost track because we judged too much, thinking other people had already won.
Is that still normal?
I guessed so; because sometimes I feel the same, like allowing others to win and accept my defeat.
As I said, self-judgment is most in the cynicism of the internet dark truth of the computers. When people like to admire others, they are always notified in a post of people they follow, the glamorous life of people that live in a clean house; full of extravagant things. Where they found themselves judging the way they looked. Most teenagers often lied to their parents for them to buy the dress that threads; some are willing to do everything even though it's illegal to be on the cable.
The dark underneath of this issue is that; most people, even influencers, also have fake life, whereas, behind the glamour, there is a dark content.
It's not only for those celebrities we follow and like, nor love their stories. *It also happened to the people of my generation* who becomes in the middle of being paranoid they are left behind.
Even friendship had been gone because of jealousy of others; they judge themselves according to what they don't have and what the other parties are portraying. It's a new car, phone, and anything that captures and is pleasing in the eyes. We judge why they owned things like that, and we were not? But we don't look on the brighter side.
We don't know how they got that; the things you jealous and judge yourself because it feels like they owned the fastest phone 5G or 6G you hold 2G or 3G we don't know what they been to get that; legal or illegal? We judge ourselves only to afford a low-class gadget, but we pay it cash or once, and we get jealous of the people who paid in with credit cards, loans, and installments.
I don't give the idea of paying for this material in slow time is terrible; but the thing is that we get jealous of others not realizing how they get that, and how you got your own, judge ourselves for not afford to have those kinds, yet other are stressed when bills are in due.
Within my generation and the coming out of the millennial era, most untold stories are primarily heard; people whose lives was fake life under the glamour for the sake of fame, a relationship that thought perfect but ended up just being nice for the sake of their names in sociality. A lot more untold reality of generations; where people think it's good in people's eyes.
Before judging ourselves, why and why not we don't own such things as others; eat the food the mukbang feast under the camera; wear the beauty product of wealthy people.
Self-judgment and insecurities are just diverting us from our goals; jealousy is a kind of evil that wants us to remain on the low side. We shall look closely; at the way we judge ourselves. The looks, what we wear, and how we become our own. That's how the mystery is; loving ourselves and don't judge too quickly.
They said they don't judge a book by its cover; nowadays, its was updated. Don't just a book by its cover. Also, you must read even half of it. So you will know if that was a wort of good or bad judgment.
An in-pronto article for today, thanks for reading…
BCH For Life: Are You a read.cash Loyalist?
**The opinion of being faithful is still questionable, and I get that. Loyalty happens when we still find our advantages and think twice if we never feel we get**. Inside of me, somehow, I don't believe much in a hundred percent loyalty of people; alone, it feels like I am not that loyal to myself; how about then to others' faces, right? But the main story for today is that; we are still a read.cash loyalist? Had you been asked the same thought as mine? Because of the dumbfounded and scary price, somehow, people found the same question to others and themselves.
***Disclaimer; this article was based on thought, ideas, and mind explosion; this is not for everyone and might not be for you. But freedom of expression under creative it is, thank you.***
**How did we find our loyalty?** Maybe some of us had been in the doom of question, are we loyal? Or not?. Some people find it easy to define, but in reality, being faithful is an abstract identification of self-expression because we don't see or feel what others think about us.
There are also twin antonyms we always think about when we talk about loyalty. Betrayals; when people to whom we believe they were loyal come to the point of selling us to other people. Some people find it hard to trust others, especially those who have once or many times been subjected to uncertain betrayals, maybe as their friends, relationship, and even family.
The hardest part of betrayal is that the people whom you trust the most is the one who often betrays.
But what is read.cash loyalist?
Loyalists had been popularized in the Philippines just before and after the President Ferdinand Marcos Sr. regime. Now come back to the thread as the upcoming President-elect Ferdinand Marcos Jr. (BBM) won the election because of the Ilocano loyalist, solid north followers, and the Duterte supporter. The north and south give him the advantage to win 31 Million votes.
Read.cash loyalists are the blogger who never abandoned, nor thought they would leave; the test is now coming, as the system rewards sudden drops as the price of Bitcoin cash had been crashing. Are you a loyalist?
*But there was a loop not everyone could see in the reward; it felt like the dollar sign was the only thing that changed. When I was a newbie here, I could get an average of $20 here and 0.02BCH in Satoshi last June 2021; now, I could receive $3, which is 0.02BCH also in Satoshi this present year 2022. Of course, we focused much on the dollar and looked at the other variant.*
You are a read.cash loyalist if you write consistently.
They are writing consistently, never defined that you write every day. You will still be called a consistent writer; when you write an article every other day or even once in a week or once in a month. There was no deadline in creating; consistent writers like to write even if they have been rushed for a day. Are you consistent, then?
You are read.cash loyalist if you read another article.
Engaging yourself with other users is an effective way of becoming loyal. Supporting other work that was exclusively written on the platform.
You were a read.cash loyalist if you respect the rules.
A newbie must know what the rules are; somehow, many users not only new, almost forget the rules. Then comes a day unexpected that their account was frozen and labeled as spam. We want to stay; we should carefully look for the powers introduced with a usage.
You were a loyalist if you became part of spreading adoption.
Spreading the news about bitcoincash is the one we must pay for the heavenly good things they gave to us, be part of the adoption as we have shown how we were loyal to them; when more people find BCH as the best project, it's a success for everyone who holds a bitcoin cash.
**Mind that this article will** ****NEVER**** **say if you were loyal or not; even myself, I found in the middle, for we don't know the future yet.**
But this reminds me that I shall be grateful every day that I am loyal; I have been devoted to writing here from May 2, 2021, to June 13, 2022. I will still forever be thankful to those people who have been part of my journey, those sponsors and friends. I am still read.cash loyalist, no matter what. And I do believe that the success of bitcoin cash is coming to the exciting part.
Thank you, everyone; I won't and never say goodbye.
20 Strange Facts About Me- Some Are Peculiar.
Being strange; is sometimes astonishing, and at other moments it's weird. Some people wanted to hide the peculiar things inside so that they could be worth like ordinary people. Others embrace it; they don't mind the judgment. As for me, it has happened that I hide it from most people, maybe because I am also afraid that they will judge me. Some strange things I already said to trusted people. But because you never knew me in my personal life, I will give you some pointers- How weird I am.
*Credit to sir* @ARTicLEE *and his article;* *30 facts about me* *as the inspiration for this topic, and* @Yen *for her* *30 facts about Yen Part 1.* https://read.cash/@ARTicLEE/30-facts-about-me-2415b2b6 https://read.cash/@Yen/30-facts-about-yen-part-1-a8f202a4
You might find it not weird or routine for you also do or feel the same, but for me, it seems like a strange one.
**1. I don't like corn beef:** This is the weirdest thing I think about myself; some people even say bad words about this attitude of mine; I am not picky, just that my stomach doesn't feel comfortable when I smell the sauté aroma of the corned beef.
**2. Dogs like me:** Some people found it weird that their dogs, who were not fond of other people, became so friendly to me.
**3. I talked to dogs like ordinary people:** Why not? They are living beings too. Talking to them is also like educating them so they can understand you more.
**4. I liked food with no taste:** Who wants spaghetti with a small amount of sauce? I like that.
**5. I wouldn't say I like a full moon:** I always have a nightmare, and my head seems heavy; I looked at the moon last night. It shines a light.
**6. I have never sung yet in any Karaoke:** They said I had a sexy voice- But never in my life did I sing in Karaoke.
**7. I could stay awake for two days:** Don't dare a person with a history of insomnia. Even without coffee, I could be sharp with some power, lol.
**8. I always got sick on my grandmother's birthday:** Still questionable, but I think it had a psychological answer. Maybe because I often think I get sick because of memories I had.
**9. I always hug my mother, never I hug my father:**
**10. I only wanted my barber, whom I know to cut my hair:** I never tried to do a haircut with a person I don't know. Since I was young, I only did my routine with one person. The thing is, I sit on, and he will mind all the business.
**11. I don't want to be a leader:** some people are fighting to become the class president or leader; for me, I am fighting not to be one. I contend with a just subordinate. Stress-free life, maybe.
**12. I am secretly merciful:** because I have serious facial expressions, some people don't expect that I have a kind heart. It feels weird sometimes that I better give other than myself.
**13. I don't want to have more than five exes:** being with so many is not cool.
1**4. I am a silent killer:**
15. **I always want revenge:** I never forget the person who does terrible; I always get vengeance.
16. **I could sense a plastic people:** guessed what? I could avoid people if there is a red flag of being a plastic behaviour.
**17. I wouldn't say I like dishwashing and laundry**: I could do other jobs instead of dishwashing plates and laundry; my mother knows this, haha.
18. **I could play investigator:** It may come from watching and reading too many fictitious stories, but I do like investigating who was the thief in the classroom.
19**. I am more comfortable working at a messy table:** Most guys do.
2**0. I hate seeing people crying.**
Sometimes it's quirky; others aren't.
It feels like welcoming who you are is a matter of looking for strange and unusual things about yourself. As I think of this topic, it feels like I could have more to say so, but choices to leave it until next time.
On the other side, it also makes me understand others; why people hate that food very much? Because I know the feeling. I also felt insulted when people already knew the things I hated. They teased me and even gave me the look of being a fool.
We had a strange personality, likes and dislike. So, it's sporadic to find people who like what we like. That's a natural law.
The Stars Have a Mitigating Power Of Comfort.
To start a word is so hard as a question of how to create a good day? The second person that is living under care is woken up again and becomes a piece of uncertain. I tried to overcome the nightmare that happened at 7:30 in the morning; I tried not to be the devil, but I was not docile, I tried not to think it anymore, but I wasn't in the position to question what was my faith?. To live or die? To become or stagnant person being instead?. I was drowning, the invisible water had already reached my nose, and I could not subsist. My heartbeats seem to collide. My skull is just a simple sponge to absorb everything.
Look at my face; that was the real me. Do I look okay? Three tablets will be enough without the use of pills I am taking every night. I think I won't look like that. I will be visibly miserable; my eyes will be so profound, for I had no sound sleep started long ago. I am used to that case, but still aiming that someday things will become standard in my sleep and self—the day of good.
Last night I was looking at the stars. It was at 9 in the evening when people were now sleeping. The neighborhood is okay, and some are dining, then just some moment, no sound of chatting, and even the lights were off, just the single bulb outside their home is unattended. I have a company, of course, the buzzing mosquitoes and the bugs that tried to catch my legs. But I just let them; I don't feel any.
Honestly, I became noiseless these past few days; I barely opened my mouth to speak to anyone. My relaxed vibe of mine in messaging virtual friends is already gone. My messenger is unattended, looking at this last night. Some people wanted to invite me to Banchetto, but I still didn't open the message. My active status was invisible to people to see. It might be my way of rebelling against the world; it just stays out and lays low.
Does the star fine? Are they not tired yet?
Maybe there will always be a time when they are exhausted. That is why they let the clouds cover them for even a little while, where they could rest from shining. Maybe regain their lights. There were also times when I could see no stars, but the cloud won't cover them; I guessed they were the ones who decided to get out and hide—hiding where they felt comfortable. But how about me? Looking at the stars is my comfort. Do they leave me with nothing left?.
The Orion, the constellation, is where I usually see it. The form of stars where you might see me crying in the night while walking in the oath of no lights when I was so young. Aries, the goat, is the group of stars I think doesn't care for me. I remember a book I read that Sirius is the brightest star. But there was ecstasy inside when I saw a red light from the sky at 5-6 PM. They said it was the planet Mars.
Sometimes I also enjoyed looking at the moving stars, I thought it was a star, but I was wrong. It was a moving plane traveling across the skies at night. Just glaring at the phenomenon where they traveled is like I was also on the trip, maybe the moon then?. Or I could travel in a universe where time and space are not equal. What if there was a chance of a hole in the outside universe? That will bring you back from the past and the future instead?. What is another blackhole will dive you into the parallel worlds. You were seeing yourself from another dimension.
The dimensions where what we're in this natural universe are insignificant. If I am drowning in this universe, maybe the others elf is enjoying the best breath he could.
There was a blessing of the starry skies; there is always a good breeze of air that conquers the nights. **The soft power of the winds cast a spell on me and has robust mitigation.** It feels like someone is hugging me, saying that it is okay.
Maybe that was why I enjoyed being alone in the night cloud of blankness, looking at the andromeda and feeling the air. Because it feels like the stars are communicating, reading my mind; as her hug response, they will blow fresh air. I hope so.
Weaning 10 Baby Rabbits and a New Season of Breeding.
I am controlling myself, from making a decision and deciding reasons nowadays. As days passed it is never be the same. When it becomes normal for sure another adjustment will yet to come. But the real thing for sure is I will keep adjusting. I will just dive into a flow. Another adjustment is my field of interest, I often shared things here related to rabbits, because thoughts make us here survive. Day by day we learn as we keep acclimating to our plans. I do also accept that my original plan won't execute for this life, it might wait for a little bit of time.
Originally I plan to rebreed my rabbits this second quarter of June, It will leave it maybe the first quarter of July for now. I also alter the expenses of my rabbitry, they also eat a lot of funds. Besides I had no return yet so it also tumbled up upon me. For now, I had no choice but to plan and think of some alternatives so my original plan will still have a 75% of chance becoming feasible.
What do I learn from my first season?
I had a lot of things in my mind, first is that feeds and grasses affected their breeding performance, the water and nutrient were also listed in my records. I had also regret happened at the first breeding, hoping that it won't happen again within the second to take. But its normal problem and solution will always be about science.
This June I also tried to process the fur of the rabbits, I look forward to making valuable products that design artistically. I will try my best to design and make it an alternative for bags, wallets, and many more. This will also open a gateway of new ideas to share with a student who chatted asking if I could give them ideas on what to do.
When I was in college, I had this business idea but my group mate didn’t approve. They said it was so unique and they had not yet ready for that. I just laughed and never explained what was the real inside the business plan, then comes a moment when we graduated when two of them asked me if I what was the business I presented and if I am willing to share it with them. I laughed when they called and again never discussed it.
They even hated me for not sharing it with them, but that happened to people don’t listen at first.
Also, I introduced the rabbit meat to my family and friends just this month, and all of them are surprised by what they tasted. They debated what the fondness relate to their tongue. But I found out that there is a dissimilarity in the meat of matured males and matured females. The male or buck meat has the odor of tastes like a boar in swine, and the female is just the same as chicken.
It opened me a curiosity that the maturation of the male rabbit as he developed his testosterone affected the meat?
In terms of winning, they are 25 days old now. And looking at their body composition and vigor in eating they could now survive to live alone without their mother's milk, I had mo 6 more babies to wean this June 16, and another 5 kits this June 25. They are all designed to become a future breeder if they could meet the standardisation and could be processed if not.
Calling for a business, I posted the photo on Facebook social, and some of them are asking now if I will sell some of those. I replied not yet for now for they just weaned and I am taking documentation of how they could survive.
About the preparation of breeding, I had these calendars.
5-10 days of resting the mother from stress-free.
5 days of pure grasses, no use of commercial so the fats that formed from the body because of excessive feeds they eat will burn and their body could regain the organic nutrient they used.
5 days after preparing the buck, leaves of ginger could uplift the testosterone level of the buck so we could prevent the sterility.
And some confidential formula, lol.
I am still in the proves of planning, I just read an article where also cost of feeds could increase this next month. I am also preparing for that. Just a simple thought for today, for me to survive writing, thanks for reading…
I Feel No Money Left In My Wallet, But I Am Broke.
The saddest part, not just me experiencing right now, is that financially we are imperiled. Things become so baritone that you could question if we could still survive for the following years to come? Could we still make a living the simplest possible without disbursing too much money?. A repetitious increase in prices of necessities was all over the news, which added to the stress of down falling market, making me wonder if we could still live a simple life? Right now, it feels like we are broke, financially for sure. Who wasn't? Because it feels like I am broke.
This morning, I went to the public market to buy some things in the kitchen. I have 1000.00 pesos or $19 in my wallet, just a minute, I recount my balance, and it's already 600.00 pesos or $11, but I wasn't yet brought the leading food I much to buy. I am following up minutes after I must refill and pay the Burren fund in my wallet, $2. It's just revealing that 1000 pesos won't be enough in a single day. I am not rich, so it could be the point that there will be days I am zero broke and have no money left.
***Do you know what was dangerous? When people think money cant be gone and when people think you are rich and money is no problem. Nowadays, even rich people are getting anxious about their financials; how about us, the poor?***
We don't want to live in a city because of high expenses and living maintenance, so I don't have any plans to go and work in town or crowded places, for I know **working is just paying your rent, internet, and food, which will lead to such financial breakdowns.** We wanted to stay lowkey in the field where we don't pay the rent; water is free as available in our pumping and surrounding full that widens enough to raise animals.
This lesson was taught to me by one of the city boys I met; where some think living in the city is fun and glamorous, but it doesn't represent the truth. People need to pay for the rentals of everything, a crowded room is expensive, the water bill is significant, and many more. Also, peer pressure and social life must cost you money.
Living in our place had many perks, but now even living and dining simple cost a lot. A good that could buy in a local convenient sari-sari store seems like higher price than in the market, the gasoline of cars is constantly increasing its cost, and the money we usually spend on gas could now buy a little galloon. This appears depressing, for I am also thinking of tomorrow. We can not live a happy now and do buys, and I am worried that there will come the time when bills and food could abrupt come at a daring price at the same time.
Also, I won't hide that one thing that makes me think I am broke is my unmanaged crypto portfolio. I also do miss writing thoughts of how I invest in a small portion of bitcoincash and leads to gracious victory, just like this past year where SmartBCH in token and NFT gives me a decisive advance. Not to be brag, but I brought a laptop and new phone and started my new rabbit venture with the profit from trading and blogging. But I withdrew my earnings, and the principal investment stayed to double it up, but things became mutual, and I ended up 50-70% loss in my portfolio.
If I don't bring those things and just wait for the pump last January and March, I think I could buy a phone, not a laptop, at the prices today. Thinking about that is still strategic.
***I don't think that considering I am broke is pessimistic***. It's my way of making my money more elastic and controlling myself from buying things that have no value or have no use. I am guilty that I have this kind of attitude of buying something just for wants, not needs.
Maybe I am not the only one that's inside my mind. We are all affected by the ongoing tensions and wars, the downfall of the market, and investment losses; many of us, including me, weren't fully ready for the incoming crisis and the worst things to come.
Thinking I am broke also reminds me that there are still a lot more stressed than me; people are more hungry and suffer more than I think. It's also my way of saying to people that what is happening within us right now, some people are receiving it twice or harder than trice, so I am still thankful that I am broke yet I could still decide, some can't even determine for they had no choices left.
Just an ordinary thought coming from me, and I think relevant to what is happening to the world, good day, and thanks for reading...
read.cash Teaches Me How To Read– Not Just Write.
It just happened to me that I need to read a lot, and I also need to write. Then comes an evaluation where I was not this kind of man yesterday. I am not fond of writing a long number of words. Also, reading is my hobby, but I normalized reading one book with just scanning, where I don't read the whole dish by terms, just enough for me to understand the novel or the story. Then, I realized that things became different after a year of staying here. I embrace my writing talent, read the daily reading, and make a living from it.
Imagine you stopped writing for a year or reading; then you just come and do it again. Your mind would explode as you go back to basic, even if your assessment was in an intermediate state. This is one of the causes of failure and why some cannot pass specific exams. They rest for a long time and force their minds to return to their thoughts. Things will jump in and out. Then they realized they could not do it anymore.
When I was reviewing my Professional License Exam, I did feel the pressure. College in the 4th year wasn't for academics. The last year was designed for multitasking; some need to do On Job Training then their research studies. You will gradually need a rest in things. They trained you to be ready for the job, not in exams, so you will feel like you have already forgotten all of this when you open your notes.
This might not happen if you were smart or intelligent, but for us, that is just average mind; the pressure will stay within. Reading the first, you will feel that you have already drowned. It's a basic bruh, what happened why I don't know the answer?. even reading, now that you could read 10,000 words daily if you lost interest now and forget the daily habit for a year, and comeback. Things will be different; you will not be that interested anymore.
Staying for years here made me realize that I had improved with my writing and readings; this platform taught me how to read, not just write.
My weakness when I was a boy was my penmanship. That's the reason why I don't give a glance at editorial writings in my time. My teacher in High School laughed at me because he couldn't read my penmanship, not that embarrassing way of laughing. Technology wasn't yet that available at my time; I remember I was still afraid of the school computers. Our computer instructor told us that the PC could explode if we do such unknown commands, as barbaric I believed and just watching those who could.
If I do learn to type fast on a computer, those days might be I am in the field of media or publications.
Another weakness that I have is the correct spelling and grammar. I grew up thinking that English courses are the next most challenging subject after Mathematics. I remember when I was in High School, I was always afraid of the quiz being "wrong spelling meant wrong," At that time, I would make sure that I would exchange my paper with my friends so even if the spelling were wrong, its just secret that they will mark it correct.
This is what I am grateful for; my field of expertise wasn't in grammar, spelling, and even using English as the main course.
I realized that things became smooth to me; not that perfect but seems like I could type in faster than before, the spelling was correct, and just a few red marks in my working space of documents. But the penmanship, of course, didn't evolve; the reality nowadays is that people don't need a handwritten report; things have become more proper in digitals.
These are just some of the blessings I get from staying here, and I know I will have more to come.
It's an excellent thing to consider that not just crypto, finance, and investment we learned from here, but also the daily life of everyone when it comes to writing, correcting, and learning; also to all people, it's also a great way of leaning how to embrace the foreign language for that will be soon needed shortly.
For that, thanks for reading…
Meeting The Right Person at The Wrong Time Is a Myth; Why?
Are you one of those people who believe that you met the wrong guy or girl? **Where because not end up forever labeled that person as the 'wrong' one and soon the right one will come in time.** Someone who could love you more than them? Someone who will give you the things the other couldn't deliver; it's either time, love, or care. But the reality is that there is no wrong person; everyone is the right one. Also, there was no lousy timing because timing is always perfect, just that we believed much in this myth.
After a break-up, I often heard from people that **'he wasn't the right one for me'** followed by hopes that the right guy would soon chase her. Then just another moment she now said **'he was the right one, but not the right time'** when she saw her ex-boyfriend having another and regrets everything, the last moment she will say **'destiny gives me the wrong time and wrong guy'** when she is in another relationship, but expectations don't meet her times.
Believe it or not, there are no wrong people that come into our life. There was no bad timing, for we learned a lot of things from having these times. Please don't say that your ex-boyfriend, ex-girlfriend, ex-husband, ex-wife, or ex-best friend was the wrong person, for they never were.
Why? **There was a good purpose in every person we met—a blessing or lesson**.
**Maybe they are the right person to hurt us, for us to raise our standards.**
You deserved to have a standard in looking for such a girl or guy; what personality you were looking for must be met. Character looks and even what career track they have. It's not wrong to set a standard, just that people think negatively about you when you say your desired standard, for they will never meet that. So when someone hurts you, they are not the wrong person, but the right person who will give us the idea of raising our standards.
You hurt, and you won't let yourself stretched again, looking for another chance. You shall bring those new standards.
**For us to know our boundaries.**
Sometimes honestly, the past relationship becomes unsuccessful because we interfere too much and forget our boundaries in life. We look at too many expectations and become toxic. In another way, had you been asked yourself, are you the right person for him too? Or also the wrong one on his side.
Boundaries, where we let know our limits, boundaries where it becomes no, wall anymore.
**Maybe they were the right person to leave us, for us to know that we could stand on our feet.**
These are the most blessing of people who leaves us; they taught us to stand within our own. Still, we could also do the whole nature without them. I loved how a single parent is either a mother or father who rains their child for their partner and leaves them for others once alone. It's their loss, not yours. You gained the braveness and evolution of being a stronger one.
When they leave us, they not only give us pain but train us to brave. For more things to come and challenges possibly endure.
**Maybe they are the right person who will break us so we can build ourselves on our own.**
They leave us broken, and we should fix our own, for they were not the world; they are just the people. People who go are the person who builds us more. They are not the wrong person but the right one who could make us stand out from ashes of broken to skyscrapers.
**Maybe they were the right person, but for a different reason than we expected. They will give us in disguised not only hate or tears but self-love, forgiveness, and hope.**
Remember that God doesn't give you the people you want; it gives you the people you need.
You need love, so he gave it to you, but you also need to become firm, independent, and greater than before, so some people leave. Upon leaving, they never bring anything from you; you are whole that stays.
So yeah, for me, there was no wrong person. They give us the experience we need; they give us things essential for our lives.
How about you? What do you think?
This is a revision of ideas from other people on the internet. I added and deducted for me to create this paper.
Vocabulary: Part of speech; prefixes; and context clue—CSR01
In answering a question related to writing, especially formally, we are obliged to write the sentence in correct grammar using the right vocabulary. In such a question where the questionnaire is a strange word that you have just seen for the first time, and you must look for the related term such as synonyms and words alike, you shall look closely at the given hints—using the Part of speech, prefixes, and context clues. For today's blog, I will discuss the three fundamentals of answering a vocabulary-related question in civil service examinations.
*Well, from my point of view, this kind of article is a two way or even a tree bird in one stone, such some also benefited within my review materials, also I get the review of my own, and this could also help us, not only who wanted to take the exam but those people who wanted their writings to improve more. Let's begin the review.*
PART OF SPEECH
It's common in every Filipino, especially me, who wasn't that pro in foreign languages such as English. To understand more about the "Part of Speech," we should know the 'nouns, verbs, adjectives, and adverbs. Nouns- is the name of person, place, animal, and things etch. The Verb is used to describe the action of the noun. The adjective is modified or describes the noun; the adverb is used to describe or modify the action words or the verbs.
In looking for a related word or sound like a word that was given and it was your first time reading the strange word, you must put in your head that if the word is Nouns the answer is a noun, and the particular word is a verb the answer must be a verb, same with adjective and adverb.
Ex. ARBITRATE (Verb)
a. Acquit
b. Recapitulation
c. Adjudicate
d. Forgiveness
e. Willful
You might hear the word "**ARBITRATE**" from news about the arbitrate ruling between the Philippines and China in the West Philippine Sea. It was a verb that described the judgment of the civil court giving the Philippines the title owner of the sea.
In looking for the right answer cross out the none verb. **RECAPITULATION** and **FORGIVENESS** are both nouns, Recapitulation in act of summarizing things and Forgiveness is an act of forgiving. While WILLFUL is an adjective. Is China willing to roll what the United Nations verdict called? For the word willful. While **ACQUIT** is also a verb yet, it seems like an antonym of the given word. The Philippines is acquitted as the will owner of the West Philippine Sea.
The best answer is **ADJUDICATE**.
In another point of review, it's actually an obvious question and answer. ARBITR**ATE** and ADJUDIC**ATE**. Is both a verb that describes the decision or judgment
PREFIXES
Still, remember the prefix and suffixes? But now I will just discuss the prefix. There are two basic prefixes we used the **NEGATIVE** and **POSITIVE** prefixes. The positive common prefix we used is (pro, re, over, and super) and the negatives are (a, ab, an, anti, contra, in, etc.).
Within the same problem like any part of speech if the strange word is a Positive prefix what we should look for is also positive, same as the negative one.
Ex. ABDUCT (ab-negative)
a. Magnanimous
b. Restrain
c. Free
d. Kidnap
e. Jeopardized
For sure your answer will be KIDNAP but how should we see if we were correct in our answer? All the given except the KIDNAP seems like a Positive and the 'ab' is a prefix for negatives. Like the given hint in Positive is for positive, negative prefix if nor negatives.
CONTEXT CLUE
This is normally what we were doing in blogging, I read a lot of bloggers here introducing a new word to us, yet they give a clue for what was the meaning of the word.
Ex. ****RELEVANT**** issues about divorce in the Philippines after Moira and Jason's break-up scandal were discussed.
a. Pertinent
b. Unique
c. Unrelated
d. Inapplicable
e. Abhor
What was your answer?
Ex. The affidavit of Amber Heard contains ****MALICIOUS**** accusations against Johnny Depp.
a. Sensible
b. Nasty
c. Pleasant
d. Kind
e. Gentle
What was your answer?
See I don't have to choose if I will review or make an article for I could do both, lol. Thank guys.
Disclaimer: I am not a pro or majored in English, that is is why I am reviewing. If you knew better techniques and have something it's better to share. thanks.
Nursing Gastric Dilation "Bloat" In My Animals- feeling vet for today.
In today's blog, I will become a farm veterinarian. **Any abrupt changes in the visual appearance of your animals are considered a red flag**. When your dog doesn't eat in the time as regular he had when your cat just lay down and even you called for food didn't come forward, when your feathered pet didn't even touch the feeds, it's all about red flags, you should look in it to avoid the more severe problem. Same with livestock, within my experience. My rabbit changed his behavior in just a day passed. That could be alarming if we don't know what to do might lead to our animal's death ending.
I was overwhelmed as a student in college when one of my teachers, who was a real veterinarian, called me to accompany him to the sheep farm as one was critically ill. That was an imported buck which was a significant loss if never entertained.
How can you when you get old? Honestly, I am not the type of guy who loves to work in the office. I might work for a time, but I don't see myself growing old typing reports. I enjoy life on a farm, taking care of my animals and plants, away from the stressful city, stays in the silent paradise near the rolling hills. That's what my dreams are, and I enjoy what I am doing. I liked to attain that my animals need to be taken care of with medicines and much need to receive the injections.
Unlike many others, who dreamed of city life, mine never wished to have it.
Nursing rabbit with gastro dilation:
Gastro dilation or sometimes bloating of the stomach often occurs because of infections. In dogs, primarily puppies, this is somehow a problem. In rabbits, things worsen if they are never cured quickly or attain the proper procedures promptly.
Causes of bloating in the rabbit:
**Feeding**- This is when your rabbit overeats, especially when you are feeding commercial feeds or you feed them with fresh leaves with high water content. Some reason is that grass given was unclean or soaked in dirty water.
**Water**- overdrinking and under drinking also cause the bloat.
**Stress**: environmental stress, such as high temperature and the size of the cage, over his requirement. Some factors are also the direct alignment of the sun to the animals.
**Infections**- occur when parasitic organisms are from inside his stomach.
*Bloated causes the stay just in a position, never touch his food, and never drink his water, the animal's stomach becomes bigger and feels like the air is inside his belly. A severe problem next might cause dehydration and starvation, which possibly causes death.*
How to cure gastro dilation?
There was no cure yet that will guarantee you a hundred percent success. All we could do is a remedy and let the luck decides the faith. Why do I say luck by faith? Because we don't know what causes the bloated is, if the feeding, water, or stress added the micro-organism infections. So the right thing to do is to address all the possible problems.
**Medicinal drug**- we talked about livestock here; it's much more different from the pets. I used 250grams of PHENOXYMETHYL; this drug is commonly used for livestock having internal infections. As we much address the "infections" as one of the causes. It's originally 500 grams, but I cut it to make it 250 grams and give the drug once every morning.
**Of course, you can't just feed the drug directly to his mouth; the animal could bite you, foil it with the leaves, and let him eat the leaf with the drug.*
**Dextrose**- to address the "Feeding and water" as one of the factors. I gave a potent dextrose powder diluted in clean water so even if the animals didn't eat, their body still could have the right amount of energy the body needs. As for me, I force to feed the animal with concentrated goat milk and half a teaspoon of dextrose powder. Rabbit loved to be provided with a liquid solution.
**Bring him to non-stress surroundings** to address the "stress' as a factor.
Partial result:
Bloated causes his digestive track not to release his waste; on the second day of nursing my rabbit, the wreckage was a liquid and purely as wastewater; on the third day, which was now, the waste became solid. In the bloat condition in his stomach, the gastric infection diminished after 10 hrs of giving him PHENOXYMETHYL. He is still under closure observations.
As I said, I wanted to experience everything before I purchased my purebreds and hybrids. In conclusion, I suggest and highly regard that more examinations and actual research must be personally provided to address and prevent mortality in my future business farm. This article is firstly a personal journal and decided to be published here. Thanks for being with me.
PHOTO-DUMENTATIONS
My June Calendar of Activities.
Cheers to May, and let's welcome the month of June. May still I am blessed for the last month has become friendly to me, especially my emotional and mental health. Unlike the past month comes first, I struggled from breaking my computer and losing my phone and my beloved uncle. Now May seems not a bad omen; of course, my investment is still in 60% loss but still manageable for now. Moving on from those heartbreaks and emotional damage, June to contrast my weird insiders.
It's not a regular thing for me to list my monthly activity, but now I have decided to publicize my incoming activities. Indeed I also need to document things I should accomplish for this also needs funds; we can not move today without any single cents to spend.
I just moved forward; I have been sleeping for months yet not that lazy, though, just that I deny things in my ways, some of my batched already under the stressed lifestyle, I chose to rest for a while.
I will renew my PRC license.
In the Philippines, the validity of a professional ID will only be three years, and within your actual birthday, your license will expire. I am June's baby, born in 1999. I received my license formally last December 2019, and it will expire on June 15, 2022. I was 20 when I received my grant, and now three years have passed; I shall renew it to avoid penalty and continue the validity as one of my government valid ID.
What shall I do?
**Create an appointment:** The transactions will be done online, and no walk-in applicant is allowed. Unless you forgot your online account credential, you could ask them to restore your account, but you won't accommodate as you like.
**Prepare the documents:** Such records and ID picture, receipt, documentary stamp, and the official appointment letter from email.
**Visit the office:** What time and date in your appointment shall be when you will visit the building, if early it's okay but lately it trouble. You will be in the last deck until the actual appointee does their transaction.
Try my luck in the Philippines Civil Service Exam.
June 2 will be the official opening of the application. I will apply for Professional Exams. I might be thinking about why I need to have it, for I own my PRC License?. I also asked the same to my teacher, and they advised me not to take the exam anymore. But someone said that if I continue to pursue my public service in the local or regional field, it's better if I have the exam for luck. For that, I planned to do it June 5-7, the last submission will be June 14, but I think there is only an allotted number of examinees for a year. This will who will be first come will first line to serve.
What shall I do?
**Online application.** Not an actual application, just the datasheet to fill out and good to go.
**Prepare the documents:** ID and birth certificate for those who had no yet valid ID or had no birthday in their valid ID—formal format of photo and the payment.
**Review:** I don't see the CS exam as easy as a piece of cake. Besides, I wish to take the professional level, where the Philippines constitution, vocabulary, and number sequence are much more challenging questions.
Enroll my education in eighteen units:
These will happens at the end of June or the first month of July, for August will be the start of the class. I liked how the school offers; it will be weekends only and a hybrid type of learning. The course will be online via digital cameras, and just the exams will be on the site. Which I think is a better choice, especially since the school is a hundred kilometers from my place.
What shall I do?
**Visit the school**. Not new, for two of my cousins are now a professor in the school. I wish one of them became my teacher, lol.
**Submit my documents;** she told me I need my Transcript of record and personal history; payment could be partial and pay the rest before the quarter exams.
**Prepare:** I also need to prepare myself. Buy things for my needs and wish I would have my printers for future printing of documents.
**I also read that LET or exams for professional teachers had changed; I don't know how the new implementation will affect the nonteaching origins like us in the future to take. Soon I will receive my second PRC ID; who knows BAR exam will be my next target, lol.*
I had no plan for my birthday; I had to renew my license, apply for the CS exam, and enroll, causes me money. That's also why I need to create my monthly activities to tie up budgets. These are such sacrifices, but I need to take care of this as I am still young and could still insert things into my head. Who knows, when the time comes, my mood in mind absorption becomes bored, lol.
I had more things to do this month; just bring some of the highlights. I also schedule something, but I'm not sure if I will come or not.
How about you? What is the June adventure waiting for?.
Maturity Indices: I Don't Want to Be Part of Trouble Anymore.
Not everyone could feel the nostalgia, for we were vanquished by females, and some are introverts here; that's not a sou**r face. But in my younger self, I really looked for trouble, war, and provoking people. Sometimes even not my care, I feel like I care. Also influenced by peer pressure and being young, wild, and accessible.** But those days had passed. I now understand why some people, even if they see someone in trouble, just don't look at it and continue walking as soon as possible. Even if there was a fight, I don't give a moment. I don't want to be involved; maybe that's a sign of maturity?.
**At first, I questioned people why it's easy to just walk along and never mind others.** Even if one is doing something wrong, just ignore it. Others make a public display of affections and even vulgar taboo. Ignore it and just goes to the way where they must have to be.
What makes me write this one? One friend confessed something taboo, but things became questionable when this person wanted me to be part of the lies. I just leave one reply and never chat back again. I just said, **"I could keep that secret, but I will never be part of it"** also if that person could delete our conversations, I don't want trouble. This is not simple, like when we were young. I could be part of the trouble in those juvenile times, but things have become different now.
I loved trouble when I was young; we also chatted about things from the past just to divert the topic to something.
*Men always had a dark past, some don't, but most do.*
**The content is solely my self-interest and thought; this might not be similar to others or yourself. This also might not be for you.**
Maturity is that you don't care about other people's wrongdoing;
Why I will care? Not that gossip ladies that all want is to have topics in people's lives. Once in your life, had you ever talked to someone who used illicit drugs? Once in your life, had you been with someone who was once jailed for doing something terrible?. I did; I learned from them. At first, I didn't know they were those kinds of people; it just went with the flow. I talked to them, and they confessed things to me. When I was young, I really cared or was curious about what they do? How they did do that?. But now it feels like maturity hits me; I currently don't care about it.
**Even I see someone whom I know cheating on their wives. I don't care; they just do things naturally and let others do the job. I don't want to be part of the trouble.**
Sometimes being silent about the others' issues is the best thing to do.
Maturity is when you become selfish:
Back in my younger days, I really wanted to share. But now I think it becomes more proper not to share. It's not always about food or things as we get mature. **There is so much to consider that it's better to just with ourselves firsts.** Problems and anxiety are sometimes better to stay, not be shared with anyone. This is also one thing in my mind, so my social media is not that active anymore. One month I just post something; besides, I am not that social media fame.
Times and experience somehow also teach us to be selfish, where when you get to the point of nothing, what you expect from people doesn't meet your expectations. **You began to be selfish and think it was better to save it for another day rather than help those who were shown no good.** "Better to give than received" I started to think that not everything this proverb applies.
Is maturity hitting us that hard? I think no, it's about the experience.
Better learn from the past; as I mentioned, I really liked to interfere with trouble when I was juvenile; now, it feels and looks like not beneficial anymore if I do so. Also, learn from the past, where we have seen what the odds were. I think maturity is not what leads me to this kind of bizarre reality; it's all about the experience I have seen. The attitude of others toward me and the knowledge that I always recall.
Sober and selfish is the one that reminds me of what I thought older when I was young; now, I can come out understanding. It's the maturity within experience, indeed.
I still think it's the way my friend confessed the taboo doings. I just said that I am out; I don't want a problem. And I don't want to lose a friend for I could keep a secret if that person thinks I am not a good friend of not giving an excuse for that person to go out, I don't mind. Maturity in friendship also taught me how to look for better friends then.
I wrote this thought from nowhere, but I guessed some will be benefited. **It is better to cut people than make lies for their benefit while you're in trouble if things go wrong, that how matured people do.**
Thanks for reading.
Be an Entrepreneur, Not a Businessmen in Marketing You're Product
From what I read, some of us wanted to start our trade as we wanted to have another source of profit. I read that the second choice is always to start a business. In forming such any venture, we shall always look at others' points of view. That is necessary for creating a business. It won't be that your idea is the only thing that matters; that won't be. In reality, even if you had a solid and unique business idea that doesn't suit others' points of view, sorry, but most businesses will fail. Either in the short or long run. Here are my ideas on how I will market my rabbits;
***Before starting this blog, I just wanted to tell you that I am not an expert. Well, experts won't share their ideas that simply. This is just a picture of viewing others' ideas, so it happens that some will get a pointer, and I hope some will also help to brainstorm; as for that, my regards in advance.***
Thinking about marketing is easy. Y**ou need to ask yourself, how will you sell yourself to others?** Sound like a taboo. But that will make you think. Are you willing to sell yourself? **It meant, are you ready to face and talk to other people?**. That's come in my title, becoming an entrepreneur first, not a businessman. Being an entrepreneur must stand on your own, think carefully, and learn to decide quickly. Unlike business people, they pay others to do the job; if you had the capital to start as a businessman, why not? But if none, the challenges must begin.
Start by looking at what your people need?
For now, the future demand for rabbits is small in size as children's pets. Some people are talking me if I will sell my rabbit? They want their children to have cute pets in their laps. I am still hesitant to sell, though they are not pet type. **But as an entrepreneur, NEVER REJECT any customers.** They say that customer is always right and already planted in their mind. If someone asks you if you sell one, reply "YES," but not guaranteed for now, maybe soon when you see that it's appropriate for their children. That's a way you still give an idea that soon they will expect something, rather than saying "NO."
Even in any business, if you were selling a Product-A and your customer is looking for Product-B. It's rude to say, 'You are not selling Product-B, for you will just only focus on Product-A". It will leave something in their minds, besides that the way where you will know what they interest is, so you will know what will you soon sell to them.
An entrepreneur is always looking for changes.
Do you know why some people even just copying other ventures still becomes successful? **They always look for changes; entrepreneur-minded people, when they see something, want is that they must improve that thing.** So if you think you won't succeed because your business idea was classic and has already been sold to everyone, it's not a failure yet. Change and innovation must be implied.
For example, you will sell a dress, yet many people have already been selling one. One thing you will do is look at the previous seller; what are they doing? How did they do that? And what could you do?
In my state, there always be someone who sells small rabbits as it is a demand here; people want to keep at least one pair as children are pressuring them. In innovations, I could give them free consultations when their rabbit is sick and needs a troubleshoot; besides, I had a background in animal husbandry to make one. Another thing that I am looking for is that "Castration" where some want to keep but don't want to multiply them. Castrated is the best choice, especially if they wish to have pets, not livestock to breed. Not everyone could do that; besides, mortality could be recorded if they were not carefully taken off.
It would be best if you learned to preserve.
Especially in foods, if you will offer food, you must learn to process them by making their shelve life longer. **Also, considering that marketing is complex, a fresh one could result from rotting when you don't know what to do.** In other services like selling clothes, you must learn to blend that dress with other things, so you still preserve the thread. The clothing business always relies on social trends.
In my state of rabbits, this is what I am looking at. Preservations, I am trying to preserve rabbits' fur as the meat will also soon be held in the more high-value product. Imagine those frozen goods are in high demand today, but the problem is that people now realize the side effect of processed pork and chicken, then might be time to start a frozen product such as bologna, sausage, and even meat malls made from healthy rabbit meats. The meat differs from any in texture, taste, and flavor.
It will take forever to think about everything for us to market our product. There is the best thing better. That is, create your strategy. Added that you shall not be shy in selling your product, also you must know that not every day it's a good harvest for sure we will result in a good marketing plan, innovative thinking and experience will give you to top.
Start a business but becomes an entrepreneur first, not a businessman.
Troubleshooting: The Mother Rabbit with Eleven Babies
We call Troubleshooting; this refers to the problem-solving we shall encounter as farmers. Mostly I am a fan of this one; most of my friends often called me when they had trouble in their activities. They called me the right guy, lol. The work of the farm supervisor, which I am from, is to correct and look for a better remedy when trouble is around. But it is never easy, of course, especially since the life of animals is the one that is dwelled. **Intelligent people knew how to troubleshoot, not just create trouble.**
You might hear the word troubleshoot in an IT person, who will look into the computer's problem and fix it. That's the especially of people engaged within that. In my field, a troubleshoot meant loss. That's it, so some don't want to hear that they need to troubleshoot their farms, it's intended that cost and expenditure will gain again so much loss, but the thing is that if we don't do these, the expectancy of higher loss will be more in the records.
I witnessed the worst Troubleshooting on a farm, where you will understand why the most straight men will cry. He works on his maize crop for so long that during the month of preparation and days of planting comes the unexpected visit of a disease from an insect pest. The damage became severe, and the only method we needed so we could still save other crops was to burn down the whole plantation of corn. A heart-breaking view where the farmers who nurtured the plant are watching the crops turn into ash.
But if we will not do that, more plants will be infected, and there is the possibility that the disease still is present in the next cropping seasons.
When the severity is at a high peak in the threshold level, that's happened. But also Troubleshooting meant preventing the loss from occurring. This is also costly, for we shall expect that materials to use is expensive to guarantee an immediate response to the problem. In my experience, I was also part of a group that did that. My friend has encountered a soil-borne disease in his research; I suggest that he will buy a red level fumigant, and it works. Fumigant is like a fungicide; that works in dilution into water. As a result, we prevented the losses in his research that might result in the recasting of his crops.
Recast; is burning and eliminating every plant in his research.
Troubleshoot in my field is also to prevent more losses. Here is my trouble now and how I shall respond to this.
Trouble: I lost one female breeder rabbit due to an unexpected happening, she died, and she had young five-six-day-old baby rabbits.
Looking at the baby rabbit's age and health appearance, immediate action needs to imply.
The first option I did was to pre-adopt the young to other female rabbits; this is risky, as rabbits are territorial and intelligent in their sense of smell. They could immediately know who were their babies and who weren't. And those are not her babies. She must be protective; she will kill other babies. Lucky me, I had a breeder who just gave birth. But comes the real challenge, where they are all not born on the same day, expected that her babies (The female rabbit as surrogate) will open their eyes and starts to explore, while the five orphan babies must wait nine days more.
Because they are sensitive to sudden changes especially smell. I make sure that orphan kits will have the fragrance of a surrogate mother before introducing them to the cage and letting the things faith. I prayed that the surrogate mother would kill them as they were not coming from her womb.
I honestly wasn't sure that the five orphans would survive or that the female would not face a problem. As I looked upon it, the mother only had six nipples, and she would feed eleven babies. I just observed until now what will happen. Feeds are ad-libitum in the cage of the poster mother, so she will regain immediately the milk that is gone used.
Moreover, as a researcher, I see potential research again if she will keep the orphans; I guessed there would be another breakdown in understanding the nature of my specimen.
The second choice is to hand-fed or feed with formula milk. These shall happen at the original kits of the mother when they open their eyes. I shall eliminate them in other mothers and early cull them so the orphan will be the one nourished by the surrogate. It's for both survival of five orphan babies to not be runt, and the original babies for them to have the amount of milk they derived, and for the mother to not too much suffered within feeding so many young.
I just wrote this one initially as my daily journal so that when things happened, I could recall my history.
I will update you more very soon about the result of keeping the orphan baby rabbits in the cage of a surrogate mother. I also wised that it will give the best effect. It's a loss if I re-record them as mortality.
Documentation:
Thanks for reading.
What Business Venture You Could Make Upon Raising Rabbit?
As we go to the exciting part, some might get interested to know what was the business in keeping rabbits. In a larger sense, I do not possess something; if I don't see a potential within this, I won't come and invest in something I know I will lose soon enough. I could see that some of us had already started the rabbits; others just wanted to procure maybe. These will help you decide if there is a business opportunity to raise one and why you should also start your own.
If you want to start any business, even a small or large enterprise, you should have a first Plan, then comes the capital and other things to consider. I**n planning, you had to look beyond the four-side box.** That's how the business shall start first. Look for an opportunity even a tiny piece of it could come beyond the extraordinary.
Also, consider that **all investment is risky, and can not every business will be looked at like others.** That makes the industry differ; the more the owner thinks, the more it will look and define successful than others. Also, I am a planner of my own; it's a survival where others shall not just know my plans; my recipe will always be mine. Another secret of a successful business owner? They share ideas, but they never share a secret, lol.
So, I will share an idea today that is not a secret.
Better start your business in meat production:
I suggest you look at the business where you will sell meats; some might question why not breed small rabbits instead? I shall answer that as the discussion will furthermore be evaluated.
**As a starter, you should always look for high returns;** meat could give you the topic. In the Philippines, the Department of Agriculture (DA) had mandated that lapan production is guaranteed to be safe and clean. There was no leptospirosis in the meat for some issues that rabbits and Rodents are the same. No, they were different; the rabbit is ruminant and purely grass eater; unlike mice or any rodents, they are scavengers.
A kilogram of lapan must be sold for P400.00 ($7.69) in the dress weight; in the local breed, at the age of 3-4 months, the rabbit will gain a standard weight of 2500 grams live weight or rabbit that is alive. While hybrid rabbits will gain 2500 grams in 2 months, a prominent view of why planning to keep hybrid rabbits is better.
In a simple computation, one healthy rabbit that was 2.5 kg in live weight could give a conversion of 2.0 kg when it comes to dressing weight and could sell for P800.00 ($15.38), and in visual, you might invest P400.00 in ($7.69) in all the feedings you gave, but it could be lower than if you have given them grasses instead.
***For those who questioned rabbit meats, imagine that pork and chicken are so vulnerable to disease and viruses because they were too much in eating commercial pellet feeds, while rabbits still eat grasses. Whose meat is healthier then?.***
Better think if you want breeding business:
Breeding is so much easy in rabbits but never be accessible. On another side, they could be doubled and reproduced from 5 to 12 kits (small rabbits), and they had no estrus period (*Paglalandi*), and the **failure of others who quits rabbits is that they produce too much, yet they cant sell in all**. Some had to bargain the price, just at least receive the initial investment and stop the operations. This is one of the reasons why I said you must start with meat instead.
Let's have simple computations over hybrid and local breeds.
In local breed, they are more prolific than hybrids, and locals are better parenthood than a hybrid.
One female rabbit could give you six babies; some might give up to 10. But expect that mortality is present because of nutrients, and she will hold pregnancy for 30 days and again raise her young for another 30 days more. Then she was again ready to breed. One rabbit could be pregnant in a year cycle and give birth at least six times a year.
Simple mathematics operation. One female rabbit could give me six or more babies for six breeding per year.
Thirty-six tiny babies for me. I had five female breeders, so I could expect that I would have 180 heads of rabbits in one year as now. That's a lot when I will focus on breeding and multiplications, my input capital and output interest are computed as high-insignificant in my business plan, so this will bring me chaos.
In the business as a breeder owner, you can't just sell what babies you have. **You must also learn to categized them as either an F1 or F1, H1 or H2, Upgraded or local? You must also show them the pedigree.**
Also, if I will buy a rabbit from a breeder, I shall ask many questions first. What was the breed? If the seller even doesn't know what the species doesn't buy. What is the genetic line (Local, Indo, US, Hyla)? If they don't know what line think hundred times. So in the larger message, you should come inbreeding when you already know everything in their stages.
Why am I saying this? consider it the picture of what reality looks like in starting a rabbit business. **The issue now is that more breeders and keepers are just signing out because they don't know how to market rabbits.**
I am not an expert, so I make plans; as I said, I share ideas, not a secret. The second part is processing rabbits; I introduced you to some of the content of my business plan hehe. I won't share the entire range, but I will try to give you my vision; thanks for reading.
What Was My Plan In This Upcoming Crisis?
The reality is that the crisis is coming, whether you like it. It's coming shortly. It's not like the story we read and watch in a fiction way; it's the reality that shows the sign in the first place. First is the coming of the virus (COVID19), where I first witnessed the lockdowns, the restrictions, and the counter of the mall of alcohol and can goods becoming empty. Then you have to wait an extended period at the counter. Comes to the tension of war, the power of the rich country is obviously overpowered the world economy. Then what was happening now? Other countries have been published they are bankrupt, and others' economic inflation is becoming high. Like the Philippines alone is becoming one of the nations having a huge problem.
The blame wasn't on the government; for the virus strived, they needed to shut down the manufacturing facilities, people were unemployed, and the covid sanitation and prevention also needed funds to waken up. The vaccine is not for free; they need to pay with the country's reserve.
What was the upcoming crisis? It's all about the inflation comings. Watching the news last night that sugar had reached a doubled price in just one week of low supply the sugars. From P1000.00 ($19.23), just a week increased by P1700.00 ($32.69) in the sack of sugar. What will happen then? Of course, the company that uses sugar will increase the prices of goods they provide, the bakery will double the cost of the breed, and the instant coffee brand will also have a significant increase and everything. We were lucky if we just doubled the price from $1 going to $2 for the price of oil, and gasoline also had an impact, so we just had to cry if the price tripled to $3 instead. This is a crisis.
If you are not prepared for what will happen, we will be left behind, hungry and miserable. Added that the crypto market we invested in is also bleeding. And the platform that we loved somehow also seems depressed. It does not worry you; you were lucky to live on this planet.
So what were the alternative plans in my head?
Look for alternatives for the source of gas:
We needed gasoline for cooking and transportation; the market was just walking distance in our place, so we could not consume gas if the price per liter was unreachable. Cooking is essential; I also explained to my father that we should have an alternative in cooking, like woods or rice hull as fire builder, so we could just use the inside gas in the morning or when we really needed to cook instant. The prices of Petroleum gas and butane are always partnered in price increase yet had low property in price hike.
Lowering my daily allowance:
Imagine only having P5000.00 ($96.15); that is how I control expenses. A tight budget, really, lol. Imagine 5K will divide over 30 DAYS P167.00 ($3.2) per day is so depressing, and I had to feed 12 dogs and 30 heads of rabbit in my own allowance, lol. I shall just control myself from looking at online stores and the E-Marketplace. Lowering the budget seems like overpressure.
Look for alternatives for my rabbits:
Honestly, having a rabbit is also expensive. I brought breed not in a bargain price to have the quality I looked upon. And I could see that my decision was just, for the quality of babies they gave was really beyond my expectations. Just that I must have many things to learn to accept that there will be mortality and death records. Rabbit soon brought me comfort in my budget; I could account for raising them.
Look for alternatives in foods.
That was rabbits; when inflation strikes also affects all the industry, including meat products and fresh meats. The price per kilo yesterday could only purchase a half kilo today, so what do you expect in the next few days? Lowered to divided four, it is. Rabbit is designed for us to have access to proteins.
Plant more vegetables in the backyard; this will also help expect the prices of vegetables to soon increase.
Slow action in high-risk investment.
I shall be quiet as my investment portfolio is losing at 50% now. So I am careful for now investing money. I will not stop, but I had to control it.
Look for real jobs.
Am I ready?. Well, I think it's so much rest now. I shall also look for my career. I had a degree and license, and I needed to bring it to action.
This is why I wished that my wife was a CPA or accountant. So the night conversation is all amount budgeting and looking for alternatives, haha.
But on the serious side is that we shall be getting ready for the hurricane, watching the news, and listening to it. I was subscribed to the Podcast "Market Place," where I could hear the information about the economy of the country, the inflation, and another trajectory every morning. China is now under economic stress; once a great country and has a financial problem; the US is also in high inflation. So what do we think about the small government we live in? We had to get prepared.
I Will Change Myself For Myself and Does Really Praying Help?
I Will Change Myself For Myself
I did; actually, I always did. I changed for some reason. I knew that what I am now wasn't me from the past. There was a time when I didn't want to be like myself of yesterday. But not always, like a tiger once freed from nature and brought to a cage. The wild instinct is still un there; even well trained and well behaved, something will trigger the lion to roar and become aggressive and cruel. It's not that all the time I am good; often, I am evil. Why should I hide it? Then everyone was surprised without any expectations? I changed; I always did.
In the beginning, I wanted to say sorry for most of my thought from the month-long was too many negatives; how could I write happy reviews if I am not. Sometimes I just hide things by making fictitious thoughts instead. That's nature so let it might be moved along.
Do you know why I am afraid to be in a relationship right now? **Because I was worried that the tiger I mentioned would break its chains one day, the animal would come outside and attack someone.** This is reality; I do not belong to the good boy you could encounter; I was the worst back then. I am selfish and arrogant, and more than ever, I was messed up. Just that I changed, maybe or kind of like that.
Yesterday things became messed up, and someone added the tension. I hate to be blamed for the record; who wanted it. That's what triggered me to open the cage of the wild lion. **When someone accused me not think if I was the one or if I must be to be blamed. You never knew me, that for sure**. Even people who knew me well, I never think they genuinely one. I liked to hide things; that was the thing that hadn't changed.
The thing was just colliding in my head last night; I can't focus on something. Instead, I just freshened things out in the middle of the stars. The night was so cozy, though I am thankful that the mood of the skies gives me comfort. Bring my noise-cancellation earphone, but the sound is the highest, and just listen to music instead. That was relaxing; the tiger inside me slept for some time. I continue just swinging the cradle under the mango tree, riding for mosquitoes won't bite me.
I am not alone; I will never be alone. Tons of dogs are sleeping and resting beside me. One of them also jumps up to mine. This is the one that I love; I don't feel alone when my dogs are around. That's the feeling some never had.
Does Really Praying Help?
While relaxing, I was focused on one picture on social media.
The picture was too deep. I am not against religion, but sometimes common thinking leads to more than the easy act, isn't it?. This captured my attention; just looking at the pictures tells a story that I think we could really relate to. The story is about reality in a simple illustration.
I often heard a lot of this; sometimes, they have been said to be. "Pray," they all said. But sometimes it's not what we need. Don't judge me by opening this unto you guys. Imagine someone confesses that they had an emotional problem and the answer is "Pray for it," but the fact is that we always do that; it feels like others weren't hearing the prayers; instead of saying, "Just pray," why not help them by what they need?.
Sometimes I understand others not looking for a topic similar to this one; others might judge them as Atheist. I am not an atheist nor have a problem with them; it is just an issue I would like to cover up a picture of.
Our pastor knows the answer; I remember this one had been answered by him.
Have you seen the issue? Sometimes we don't know what was they need, or we don't understand what much need to give? A religious man will say, "Brother, pray for it," but the actual and cared man says, "Brother, have this." It's a manner of understanding the real problem and not too much giving too many scripted answers. I believed not all issues had the solution that is praying".
I hope you get what I am saying; this question wasn't wrong or contemplating others' beliefs; this topic was all about enhancing what we believed.
We cant help them by just saying "Pray for it" or offering words of exhortation. Let's also look for what they really need at the moment.
Today is a rough day, guy; I leave for now and rest the night. Tomorrow I shall resume what was unattended. Negatives are all around; thank you.
Bawi Nalang Tayu Next Life, Something Like That.
**"Do you still love me?"** It became more awkward after she spoke to me like that, is she never known how to use the break in her month?. It was a cozy night. Indeed, we were two sitting on the rooftop. The stars were quiet, and the night was perfect as the breeze of the air was so relaxing. The awkwardness of our position diminished when I lay down my head on the cemented roof of the building. She did the same, just that she blew the dirt first before laying down her body just like me. I just laughed silently; she never changed. Concise still in the move she makes. **"Answer my question."**
**"Did you love me?"** Also, no break that I just asked. The mood is much more converted in such an intense scene. I also could feel the burning feeling inside me. Just like the first time she hugged me, some excitement occurred.
"**Yeah, I did love you."** Then comes the moment she laughed; I look at her. There was a genuine smirk in her smile. **"Maybe,"** my smile faded, and her smirk was also gone. A good joke isn't it?. **"Did you ever love me?"** Now she's the one who was interrogating me. No one wanted to talk; we both knew the answer, why we were acting like a child just to start a conversation, we should just ask what happened at work, in her place, and even her plans for next month, right?. Why do we come out on the topic of the past?.
**"You know you begged for me to love you, right?"** I laughed, and she reacted like an angry, pissed woman. **"Oww, really?"** she raised her body, and now she is just sitting, looking at me like a smiling mad woman. She was cute in her reaction, I admit. **"Excuse me, Mr. I just said yes to you before because I felt pity for you"** then she laughed, and I did the same as a sign of good response. **"You might be single in your own life if I never said yes to you."** She continued to dress and fix her shirt, I thought she would be gone, but never she did.
She again lay down just beside me.
**"You still remember those days are you?"** She refers to the memories; never in my mind did I forget those. "**How do you feel about loving me?"** another awkward question aroused in her mouth, like nothing she cared about. Who will hurt if those questions come in a serious answer?
"**You never asked that before."**
**"Maybe because I was afraid at that time. I was afraid of your answer."** The tone of her voice was lowered. We were two alone in the middle of the rooftop of the school building at night, something just came out in my head, but I didn't know how to respond to that. **"Because I know who you are and what you have done if ever"** there was a tear in my heart listening to her.
**"Did I give you too much hard times?"** I feel like she's about to cry, yet she canceled it by laughing.
**"The question is, did you give me time."** Then she laughed harder; that was awkward yet came in the vein of my armor. So the answer is that I really just gave her biased.
**"You were getting mean to me!"** acted as a cute boy pouted. She laughed more hard as she looked at me. I don't look appealing; it's just that I do that more often after watching some Korean series when she commanded me to download it for her to watch. She said I had never looked like Oppa in the series. I should stop pouting like that; it ruined the picture of her KPOP idols.
**"I am just getting honest, thank you very much!"** She laughed more.
**"Does you really mean all those things you said to me?"** again, another conversation asking about the past. Somehow I really questioned women; how many Gigabytes do they have in mind for still remembering this all the time?. **"You know when you said you loved me and I was the only one?".** The heavy air with dirt just jumped in my eyes, then I could feel the dust irritate me, causing discomfort and tears in my eyes. **"Are you crying?"** she was about to stand up again, but I made the first move. I cover my eyes with my hands.
**"No, it's the dust."** She laughed at me.
**"Do you know that I cried too, very often"** I looked at her? **"I cried when it felt like things were getting worst,"** now I could feel the real drama in her soul. "**I cried because of you!"** I wanted to hug her, but I choices not. I just look at her as the karma comes into my body, collecting the hardship I might cause to bounce back to me. **"You caused me nothing but heartbreak those times we were together!".**
**"I know"**
**"You know nothing!"** she said.
**"Yeah,"** I clean my pants from sitting on the dirty floor. **"I am nothing"** and just looking down from the top of the building. The night activity of the school wasn't yet done. Still, the live band was singing, and everyone seems to enjoy that so far.
**"Don't worry, I won't cause trouble again,"** I said with a smile, offering my hand for her to stand and fix things in her dress. She accepts my hand.
**“Bawi nalang tayu next life, something like that”**. She just laughed and agreed by shaking her head as if saying yes.
**"Yeah, next life if we were together, again."**
This is fiction written by yours indeed, a bored, frustrated writer who gets an idea from someone's reply to me. Thanks for reading.
What If I Fall In Love With A Guy?- But I am a guy!.
It takes me time to think about this kind of bizarre topic; it takes me the courage to do so. But the more time I think, the more light it gives the thought within. What if really men like me fall in love with the same gender as myself? What will be the outcome of the controversy? What will the thing I am looking for if ever I will fall in loved with a guy?. I had this idea before when I read an article written by Mommy Kim, she is reading a manga that verse is Boy Love (BL). It was a long time ago, yet it's hung within my head. Why not make it the content of my blog?.
**Clarification is that this topic is like another version of "What if I die tomorrow" or something like that**. Where it's just a picture that does not reflect the reality of my gender choice. For some sounds taboo, even just imagining; others accept the practice. If you had no topic, why not take my challenge? What if you fall in love with a person who had same-gender as you.
Is it really that hard to fall in love with the same gender? As time goes, we could see that not only the third sex orientation had opened up a relationship. I had personal friends who never looked and acted gay, yet we just found out he was with someone else of the same gender he had. I don't even feel he was unstraight when we talked and sat in the same room on one subject. Then I was just surprised when he posted a picture dating a guy, never look like gay either. Or just that more people chose to dress and act decent, not the gayish where they decided to crossdress.
Bring yourself in their shoe that comes in the other's face to understand people.
What if I will accidentally fall in love?
Maybe I will just go in the flow; if there were people I admired and had the standard I had, why not? Standard that comes to my head is somehow appearance and attitude. Appearance is just an extra for sure, but who never dreamed of having someone with good appearance thou?. Here's the thing that will eventually make me fall in love with a guy.
We had some interest.
Honestly, **being with a person with the same interest is rare**. If you had someone that had the same like and dislike, they would eventually react to something extraordinary. Where you just wanted to be with them all the time. The same genre of music, foods, and even trips. When these people just came and met me up somewhere, and did the best of things. Eventually, I will be the one who will court, lol. Girl or boy, it's rare and imaginary for sure, for we are all different in such time.
He doesn't care about the people.
If there will be someone who doesn't care about the people, why should not, right? Those people are the ones that had the future in their life. For me, they are the bravest person in the world. I wanted to be with a person like that; I wanted to be that person. **Where braveness will make them pure in their entire lives**. It's not hard to fall in love when they don't even bother themselves explaining to others what they want and do not.
A person who is a great supporter.
Don't lose the person with you, even just still dreaming and making it to reality. I honestly get a**ttached to the person who always supports my back, even on good or bad terms**. The person would smile at me when they knew I was messed up. That person will likely be the best for they learned to read what I need.
Knows to read my silence.
Comes in a person who knows you even if you have never talked. Another rare person that comes into our lives is that person who knows what kind of smile you have. The smile of being happy when you were genuinely one, the smile of fake you just need to make to look good to be seen by others. I also easily fall into a silent person, the person who cants be talked to by others, or when you speak to them, you could feel the shyness inside.
I am not innocent as I might look; I have seen men kissing the same men in such a movie and in person. The twist is that I also had a kiss from a guy. Honestly, there was no difference, haha. Just kidding.
That had happened when my mate got me tripped, for he was bored. What do you think I did back? Of course, I kiss him back; (kidding I am) I kick him around, haha.
Conclusion.
As I said, never make this article serious. On the side of something, no one actually knew what the future. Even the play of destiny with still hiding. Somehow, I was actually an open man seeing others that had the same relationship with their gender. That's the new trend and social life now.
This is just a thought of suspense; I don't think it's serious. Thanks for being on my trip.
I Got Drunk Last Night And Everything Feels Fake After.
They were all playing a card. The lost ones needed to look for the drinks they required to shoot. The loser takes them all, water or alcohol? No one knew where it was. Again and again, they just become sobers because they are just under the lousy fragrance of mixed gins. He can't control himself just that happiness was provided with the clear water glass. He was confused. Why do some say they drink water, yet their taste has never been a hydro, always bitter, and some are stronger. Then comes where everything becomes fake.
The loud sound of the music is coming into his head, but the far he went its becoming silent and went closer to the soccer field.
He doesn't know if the rain pouring on him is still fake or why he wasn't cold then? The alcohol in his body might shelter the coldness and oddness from the rain. He was drugged; everything was so light. The heart feeling he felt was like feathers floating inside. There becoming a beat of the music in his mind as more he poised, he could just lay dance and perform everything in the kind of forgiving feelings.
He was laughing alone, but never did he feel that inside. He was happy, a simple explanation of what he felt right now.
But in the writer's point of view, that's all a fake card from his mind. He was cold as the raindrops and became heavier, but he never admitted he was. He was talking with everyone, but it's all fake, for the real thing is that no one was around with him, just the scattered chairs he's talking about and everyone. As the more time, the pills activate. The world becoming upside down. The ground is spinning, yet that makes him happier than ever. He was in the manifestation of love, with no hurt and heartbreaks.
Everything was fake, yet all was fine. The man was laughing, enjoying the moment where he needed support to walk along. The net of the soccer field has like a web of giant spiders. He tried to climb up, but he couldn't move his feet in action. One wrong made his legs trapped in the hole of the white soccer net. Yet he was still happy; he never blamed the net or his feet for wild things that happened.
He opened his eyes, and he smelled something on the ground. **"It's fake"** he was laughing hard as now he felt like even the grass of the soccer podium they had in their school was inaccurate. The dirt in his hand seems promising. What if he takes it still? What was the taste?. After not so long, he did, then he came back to the high laughing.
**"Hello?"** The other people in the line. He just smiled and laughed, explaining this to the other side of the phone. **"Yeah, its me, guess what?. Everything here is fake. I just found out that the grass on the soccer field was not a real one; even the taste of the mud feels different."** The other one, another phone, was so confused about what he meant by that. **"But you know what?"** the one in the other line becomes annoyed with what he is talking about. He doesn't know how he called him, for he was already blocked from the phone. **"I really like you; I'm sorry for what I did. That's not fake"** the voice of the man becomes more silent as if he might pass out. **"My feeling within you wasn't fake; it's real."** Then the phone shuts down.
It was the middle of the night; the other was still confused. What was that? Is he really meant that? But why now?. He can not and never figures out why. The rain suddenly stopped; looking at the window, the teardrops were really none. Feels like some strange one had talked; go and find him. He said it was on the soccer field. That was inside the school, a one-hour journey using only the bicycle. But never mind the bump unto that fast and pedal could.
The lights from a vast spotlight directing at the soccer field under the net of the goal point. The man passed out. The other one ran toward him and **"woke up"** with some physical touch on the face of the man. The man opened his eyes silently; he was still laughing. Now he was convinced that everything was fake. He saw the face of someone with worried features. **"You were fake, aren't you?"** he touched the beginning, still like everything but never convinced was.
He passed out.
Hi. I admit that I was drunk last night writing this one, and now suffering from head torture from the hangover, lol. I was just challenging myself last night if I could still write even the influence of gin inside my body, and I did. Just that I can not proofread the same moment, haha. Thanks for reading.
What do you think happened in the story? Sorry but there was no second part of the story unless I become drunk again. LOL.
I Started To Worry About My Investments- who wasn't?
Who wasn't worried? As small investors like me, we can't deny that we are concerned about our investments' input and output. When we say assets, it pertains to money, and when the issue is money, we all could agree that we need that every time. I am not that rich, and I know that life wasn't a good harvest; there will be ups and mostly down. But are we need to worry? The answer will be yes and no, for the rich might NO, and for small investors like me, the answer will be YES.
I am not only about crypto investments; we all invest in it for sure. **Even if you were not a trader, you HODL, which was also an investment, waiting for the rising trend of any coin you hold.** Crypto-verse is coming into the fever now, but even the stocks market brings joined the party. Also, the inflation in the country is still high, and we expect it will become more in the days to come. Are we not worried? For the actual level of sadness is about to come. Don't come in the politics for most of the country also experiences this same endeavor, even some economic places published bankruptcy, others are in the stress of economic war.
Investing 101, I loved watching videos of people tipping everyone on how to prepare ourselves for investments. I also like supporting; I am a business-minded person too, not that exaggerated to try all the possible business, but I always look for ideal produce. My latest investment is my **rpBCH (Rabbitry powered by BitcoinCash)**. I started this January 1, 2022, a new year indeed. In the listing, I had invested 0.64BCH from animals and cages, no actual money for now for the business plan still rolling. The prices of BCH are volatile, so this might give me another way around.
November 2021, I started trading's. Not typical that you just go into that. Takes me a month to prepare myself, watching and reading-related courses in tradings. I started from small BCH and even joined airdrops, so my wallet will have some things. Looking at the past record, I enjoyed the hype of specific tokens such **$CATS, $Fire $4MOON, $Mist $CLY, $BPAD, $SIDX, $AXIE, $GAME, $KONRA, $NARATH, $WOJAK, $KAIJU** and many more. My starting point was SmartBCH until I also entered the Binance and other Digital exchanges. I always get the investment capital before HODLing, thinking of a safe game.
Then I also invested in NFT, and lucky, some of them also gave me heaven, and they were sold.
Why do I invest? I won't be tired of investing. I also invested in my Mushroom Business, yet that was silent for now. But I don't see any loss for the equipment and materials still in good condition. Soon I will again come back to that field. Just that I am not yet in the mood for that.
There was something inside me that ****"I don't want to be forever employed."**** I don't plan to stay in the office or corporate for the rest of my life. I want that in my 30, I shall have my farm. Where I will bring in one place a plan of modern farming (Hydroponics and Aquaponics). I will raise high return animals (Native pigs, Goats, Fancy chickens, Rabbits, and Pet farm animals), and indoor gardens (Mushrooms, Plant tissue culture).
Why I am worried about my investment?
I see my plans as investments for the record; I also invest time and ideas in creating my project; I had more than 8 years to start my dreams. **I am worried that the economy is growing fast and prices are still staggard. I am afraid climate factors will change abruptly, and plants and animals soon won't be easy to adapt to such climatic changes; I am worried that we will face other problems such as diseases and viruses again.**
Worrying will lead not to overthinking but to thinking of a possible solution; worrying will lead me to future plans.
I do not look at them in crypto for polio now, but I know I have been a massive risk for some of them being split 50% or uppermost. But that won't stop me again from investing; good for me, for I also support an account I knew I could afford to lose. Not because I am rich, for I am not, but the amount I know I could return back.
I created a new wallet to bring some to reinvest in SmartBCH.
I am just getting ready for things to happen for sure. But I am just a day trader for now until the market comes back to normal. I started to invest at $80 or $FlexUSD, and now I have a return of $15 for the record.
Whatever happens, I won't leave investing to SmartBCH. The future could see within.
This is just a random idea projecting my thought and investments, lol. How about you? What has happened to your investment so far?
I Was Bitten by Rabbit (Oryctolagus cuniculus): How About The Rabies?
Animal bites are the most dangerous thing you could encounter from having and keeping animals in your home or farm. This could be threatening to life, and death would result if action wasn't implemented, seeking and finding the best thing. Prevention must be under the best control. This morning I was again dumbfounded and careless, for the action brought me discomfort; I was bitten. Angry rabbit might thinks I was a threat. Lesson learned, and this won't happen in the coming days.
They said rabbit is gentle, some giants and other miniature. They don't mind getting a pet touch, and what you do to them won't make them angry, but not the whole time for sure; others will have the wild instinct and just attack when they feel something menacing.
Let's talked about rabies; even though we don't formally define the virus, I think everyone knows about it. It was found in animal bites such as dogs, cats, and livestock. In the area, I belong. Farming study and career, I also look at some bitten by hugs and even sheep while pruning their wool. That was part of the job, especially in agriculture-related careers. We are also aware of mosquito bites that are crucial and could kill several people in all the bites diseases. Even human bites in dangerous, you know what I meant.
Animals sometimes bite the idea of making movies, where one was bitten by a spider he becomes Spiderman, some ant and becomes Antman, others bitten by a strange dog become a werewolf. And if you watched the movie "Morbius," where he researched the vampire bats, he becomes one. A lot of stories about bites, but the reality was so many animal bites are dangerous.
In many cases, people died because of animal bites; my neighbor lost their father because he was bitten by a small puppy; just that symptom of rabies was seen to come late.
I was bitten before by dogs; I tried to save him from hit and run. But I was so dumbfounded and eminently went to him, because of his shock he bites me and not just one nibble takes many marks and scar of it. Even though he was shot with an anti-rabies vaccine, I quickly sought medical help, and the jab was done.
Let's go back to our topic of the rabbits.
I was bitten after I had to clean her cage. I found that scattered straw was messy and wet for rainy days now. I just put my hands and got the damp rice straw, not knowing it was her nest. She was angry and bit me bravely. She was pregnant and about to deliver her first kit in the following days. Her story is that I got scammed by one of my neighbors, she cants take care of the rabbit anymore, and she told me the rabbit was male because she badly needed cash. I tried to look at the rabbit personally. I bargained the price, of course, that a male as she said. I had two males, so why do I need a lot of them.
I paid 400 pesos or $7, and she agreed, thinking it was a male. She said female is what she wanted to multiply it more, but they said it was male, not a female, then she believed it. As my wrongness, I never checked the gender before going home from them. Then I introduced the rabbit in the colony; I was shocked that the male rabbit mated him, and it was successful. I get consumed and think, are there gay rabbits? I look at the genitals, and it's a female, not a male.
I tried to talk to the previous owner, and I told her that the rabbit was female. I want to bring her back, for I had so many rabbits and just contributed to a lot of cages; she told me she can't feed her anymore. At first, O thought she wasn't pregnant until she showed the sign of near giving birth to her young.
I will update you; two of my females have given birth now. The first one had 6 babies. Everyone survived, and the second one was a challenge. She brings 9 babies, yet one of them didn't make it. Then comes the predator, a giant mouse that eats two of her babies. Now she only had 6 babies out of the nine. I fast reassembled her cage so the predator won't have prey again; for a start guy like me, losing two-three kits of rabbits is still a loss.
But I had two more chances. Two are still pregnant, and they will deliver it quickly at the end of the month.
The one with black colour bites me.
Oww, we had come so far, now rabies on the rabbit. Rabbit is ruminant, so rabbit teeth were clean with rabies virus. The teeth had continually grown, yet teeth are naturally shortening because of eating straw and grass. I had to clean the wounds with anti-bacterial soap and apply first aid to the infected wounds. And I am safe to go; there was no rabies in rabbits.
Thanks for reading…
Understands Others by Their Wrongness— without hoofing on their shoe.
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I am still trying all my effort to understand people without hurting them. I want to feel the same, but not by stepping my foot in their shoe. Is that possible, by the way? To understand them even not focused on their feelings? Is it not that I am angry or annoyed by these messages, but I badly need a way to know how they could do that? How and why do I count? Being average is just an excuse?. For those so many questions in my head, I just wanted to understand in a way where I don't be in that part because I know it's not right; **I want to understand the ungood by not doing it.**
You won't believe what happened to me this morning; I feel ambivalent again. It feels like it's been so many years since I got upset at my full potential. I don't know and don't care what the mouth could punch, even how my body reacted. I don't want to share the exact scene I saw with you, so you won't be disturbed, and for sure, you will also be on my plate if you see that within your eye.
My whole body was shaking, and there was a point in my body where I wanted to hold something and gets ready for a war. A warlord began to wake up inside me. Seems like old-time; I thought it was already gone but never in my life.
I wanted to understand so many people in this world; one of them is myself. I won't go long forward. There was a time when my split personality was still a question to answer. Have you felt the same? Where you still began to think, **"I don't still understand myself?".** There was a moment in our lives in the way of finding ourselves is where questions arose.
I wanted to understand why some people think they are supreme over others? Some in point, I also felt that way honest forward. I said within me, **"I'm ahead on this one,"** where I think I had this supremacy over myself. We all had that for sure, we believe someone is higher before us, and someone is obviously parallel, for they are lower within us. A fast forward –
There might be a certain level, isn't it?
What I encountered this morning is an unethical way of k*ll*ng animals. (*Sorry, that was an instance, I know*). I want to answer them, yet I don't want to be like them. The culture is nothing when it comes to this kind of act. Where is the heart? I just asked within me. Humane is something that is now lost after evolution?. The worst thing is that evolution is still to come, and shall this become more spread, not usual?.
Humans were conscious that even though we think animals had. We could still figure out that they are capable of taking care of some animals and the people behind them. They protect others and even offer their lives. There was no joke in the vicious slay*ng.
In my field of farming, I also b*tchered animals for food consumption. That's for designing livestock. Yet we practice the ethical and humane way of doing it. Even the government function in the field of this economy had a need to obey rules to protect animals even though we need them now for consumption. There was a mercy killing as dictated. **Stunning or making the animals unconscious while the practice is being served**. Also, well-stunned animals could produce good meat than overstressed animals.
So when you could buy a product where the freshness and reddish the animals want to be stressed, yet when you look at the pale color it was from it.
Not everyone had to practice within that, but we consumed most of them and were vital in part.
I don't understand that. Aren't we not going to fear for what we are doing? Are they not afraid of the diseases they could get from eating hot red meat? Are we never learned from corona that said it was from eating the wild bats in the forest?
I did try to understand them, but somehow it made my stomach sick; I won't join them if they wanted and said I shall eat or practice the same.
But I want to understand them still in a way where I won't bring barefoot their shoe, so I can point out what was that they liked? Then supposed to talk to stop. Honestly, they don't hear anyone who says so.
The only thing we could do was to remain silent and go out of the issue, so I won't subject myself to understanding anymore. Still, led me to some questions about what they are doing?.
Conscience in the way where I want to understand also their part as I get the pain from the other side. I just wished that somehow they could also understand themselves. What karma could cause because of the unethical way could be the following story to tell.
Thanks for reading.
@Eunoia
