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CHP2: The reason why he doesn’t believe in God. Safe heaven was not always safest, the prayer of people will not always be heard, the cry was wont always be loud and clear. The people are dying and they blamed this for the sin. The time it is ticked they need God but seems like there was nothing. **I EXPECT THERE WILL BE AGAIN INVALID PEOPLE DOWNVOTE THIS BECAUSE OF THE TITLE, THIS WAS MY MINI-NOVEL AND I WANT THE REAL CHAPTER STORY TO BE HEARD.** Chapter One: The story you already heard let's again begin. https://read.cash/@Eunoia/chp1-the-story-you-already-heard-lets-again-begin-e83080b3 Chapter Two: The reason why he doesn’t believe in God {Ongoing} ***The air was fatal as I breathe near the campfire. I just had no bed, no pillow and even just a thick blanket that will warm my body throughout the night. I heard the mosquitoes buzzing and making fun of me, interrupting my sleep so I could just play my face. Slapping could be good for just a minute but after just a far few seconds it won't last.*** ***It’s a mess when the commander just carefully come near us and put water on the campfire. That made the whole troop sleeping like me work up and immodestly hold the long length gun and make sure it was calibrated and ready to shoot.*** ***“We need to move*** ***now!” Commander Diego was emotionless and had nothing to worried in his face. It's hard to feel the energy in every one of us but we must do it, we need to move as he said. I prepared my tired body to compile what the commander wanted.*** ***“Should we not pray first?” I looked at him, the man who says so. He looked three or four years older than me. I heard what he said, we heard and everybody seems like nothing had reacted to what he offered. He again repeats and now it's louder that Commander Diego heard and come back to our place with the looked like ready to battle.*** ***“It depends who was the God you're praying for!”. Commander Diego. I looked at them simultaneously, He doesn’t look angry or irritated but I could figure out by myself that there was something in his aura. We never had laughed or talked for days now after the bombing incident that kills most of our friends.*** ***We cant dump because we did that and commander Diego didn’t make any comments but sadly no protection from our bodies had been presumed. Can't do it, we are still in sadness and grief after what happened.*** ***There was a chance that commander Diego just come closed to me in my duty as night watched for my buddies could get rest and fill their strength for we again take a long walk in the grass field near the mountain.*** ***He tells me his life, why he doesn’t believe in God. “Who was your God?” he asked me, I don’t know. Jesus? I cant broadcast the word, just beneath my mind was also questions. Who was my God?*** ***When he was young his parent let him work in the church. The day was tiring for he need to clean the inside church, swapping and map the floor and clean the grasses. The night was terrifying for he was abused by the person who must be the picture of good-doers. He was silent because he was so afraid of God. Now he wasn’t anymore.*** The simple glance of him was within me, there was an impact in my head while reading his book. How could I understand him? Might be he doesn’t want to forget the past and if ever he gets old, the tragedy of the person from in his life. On the page of my grandfather handwritten book, there was a piece of a photograph that was inside. It’s a picture of young lads holding the gunfire sitting in the stone, not a happy picture for the expression was so fierce. No one had smiled and the eyes seemed so cold. The battle gear that with camouflaging colour and the black boots they had. In the back of the old photograph, there was a name written on it. And the letter saying **“I am the only one that survives all my closed buddies died in the war”**. For many years he kept the picture, there was a little scratch on the edge of the paper but it was deformed and replenished. ***I might be fine somewhere, I might be closed to the one. But seems like Commander Diego still don’t believe in the blessing after the war. He wasn't cruel, he don’t question people who believed in what he doesn’t, he doesn't give any disrespect to the people.*** ***But this gives me a question, who was my God?. Jesus or Jehovah? Who was the real one? Is the father or the son?.*** ***If there was time that I will face God, is he will forgive what I did to Luisa? Is will just forget what happened to Mary Grace? All my sinful act, is he will forgive and forget? For I had made sin, a sin that brokes other hearts and lives.*** ***Might Mary Grace forgive me? Because I cannot and never forgive myself. Don’t be like me Jhon.***

End of the second Chapter, Commander Diego is the one that doesn’t believe in God. This was fiction yet It's smirking in the reality. This Mini Novel is fiction made by the author Eunoia, thanks for reading…