people's eyes are a window into their hearts...

My dear friends, my dear readers, and my kind family in read cash, I hope you are well. And your winter days will be full of joy, hope and success. I am extremely happy today, do you know why ?! Because our beautiful little green finally read my article and showed me his mercy. So I realized I am on the right track, I hope to get it right in the end, I just have to try harder.

First, I would like to thank my dear supporters again, it is because of you that I wasn't disappointed, and I have come this far, thank you for always being by my side. You are the best.

I don't know if you remember or not, in my previous account I said about my relationship with my brother, that he rejected me and my mother. He said I have no sister like you, and I was heartbroken by his words.

I told you that I saw him at a party in the New Year after 2 years. And I'm going to tell you the rest, today I want to talk about my brother. You can read my previous article, about my brother, via the following link:

https://read.cash/@Ellen.he/stay-together-forever-e6539fa6

On the day of the party, when I found out in the morning that my brother wanted to come to the party, I was startled, shrugged, scared, cried and said:" I will not come to the party." I can no longer see him, if I see him again I will remember that hellish day and his words, I will be heartbroken again, and the situation will be hard for me to bear. Everyone called me and insisted a lot, and finally I had to go to that party, while I didn't like it at all.

I felt very weak that day, I think when you love someone from the bottom of your heart, your body subconsciously shows weakness towards them. It was night and I tried to go to the party later than everyone else, while they were calling me to ask why I wasn't coming.

Finally, with trembling hands and feet, I entered the party, everyone stood up for me and my husband, hugged us, until I reached my brother, I expected to see him, with his back to me. Because they fought with many people for their behavior, and wherever they came from, they turned their backs on them, but this time it was different.

My brother got up and extended his hand, so that we could shake hands, I didn't raise my head so as not to look at him, I just extended my hand, his hand was as warm and kind as before, it conveyed a good feeling to me, I remembered my brother who had been my supporter and defender since childhood, what happened that he suddenly became my enemy.

I went and hid in a corner of the party, so that I couldn't see him, I didn't have the strength to face him, to look into his eyes. Everyone came and circled around me and my husband, took a souvenir photo with us, said and laughed, until night, the end of the party, I was in that corner and everyone was around me, they were paying attention to me, they said to me, they laughed and danced with me.

But all this time my brother was far away, no one was walking around him, no one was attracted to him, and that tormented me. I wanted to sit and cry, what did my brother do to himself, he turned everyone away from himself. When he was a young and single man, he entertained and made everyone happy at a party, now he who is a doctor and a university professor, how he has humiliated himself in this way.

The whole party was crowded around me, but I was thinking about my brother and his loneliness. I was sad for him, but from a distance. It has been said since ancient times:"Give with every hand, you take with the same hand", I think he is now seeing the result of his actions. While I would never like to see my brother like this, and my heart still beats for him.

At the end of the party, he came forward, and said goodbye to me, I finally saw his eyes. His gaze showed what was inside him, from his eyes I could see his shame and regret, I think people's eyes are a window into their hearts...

After that night, I felt very sorry for my brother, I don't forget the warmth of his hand and the shame of his eyes, but what can I do with my broken heart?

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