I suddenly felt sad for no reason. I suddenly felt like I was stuck in the middle of nowhere. I know I already published one article about having this feeling.
What do I really want to do in life? I'm still not contented even though I know that I almost achieved some of my goals. I don't know. This is the worst thing when you're having depression. You cannot find the right words. It's just that I'm not okay.
I always try to be positive in life but there are times that I felt like I'm useless. Maybe, I'm being hard on myself these past few weeks. I want my plans to turn into reality as soon as possible. But it will need a lot of time.
I'm stuck. In between. I'm in the center of this void again. I have a thousand, No, a million thoughts in my head every night.
I hate this. goodnight.
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Try keeping a journal or a photo/art book. Keep track of the things you've been doing then compare. Those would be a great reminder that you were never stuck and that there's progress. Even just a bit and the fact that you're trying is good. This is always what i tell myself. That I'm trying and that there's progress, it just goes unnoticed unless you document it